work was fun with zimei and ting and nat. they celebrated max birthday ytd. but i didnt join cuz i know it'll be awkward. went to look for yuwen and yushuang at semb. amilia was at semb too so she joined us. ate at the coffee shop at her house there and we called ivan/zell yak out too. what a coincidence that we know each other. lol. borrowed dvds from tim's fren but they cant be played on the com so we watch sky of love on crunchyroll instead. its a really sweet show. the guy is super cute. hahas. slacked till 7 plus and i went home to sleep.

woke up at 5 plus today and wasn't feeling well enough to go work. hahas. went back to sleep and met puppy at 9. wanted to go bugis to change the bag that i bought a few days ago but it was too late to go down. in the end we went to changi airport terminal 3. the place is beautiful! the airport makes me wanna go overseas. cant stay too long there cuz of transport so we decided to go another day. hahas

thinking of this makes me thought of the time where the family said that we'll go overseas someday. i cant stop thinking bout them. i just tend to link everything to them and whoever talks to me i'll definitely bring them up in some topics.
whatever i say now does not tally with how i feel. i keep telling myself. why bother. just forget bout them. change a new job and i nvr have to see them again. it feels so terrible to have to put on a 'i dun care' face everytime i walk pass them.
why is it that this affected me so much. even more than the duration where i broke up.
arghh! its driving me crazy. the sadness and the hurt just seem to remain even after all the complaints and..
i guess it don't matter to them. anyway they just lose one so called friend who they dun even trust but i lost a whole bunch of them who i trust so much.

im ROTTING at home now. feel like asking where are they now but im not gonna do that.
surprisingly im not with the night clique. boring night without them. lol.
gonna cut my hair tml! finally.. i cant stand my hair now. hahas

and some random photos from the past. we were at the playground at yushuang's place