im a ____ friend, girlfriend and daughter.

come to think of it. seriously i failed my role as a gf terribly. those msgs were right. i shouldnt even complain that they're hurting. what right do i have? im sorry if i hurt u so much. i didnt mean to. i just wished u would get to know them better before u judged them. we just planned to go clubbing twice. we dun even enjoy it. just like that u judged us so badly. i cant bear to throw the stuffs away. i cant imagine the feeling of trying to find them back after i threw it away and i cant find them. i guess i'll nvr accept this role again. im too ____ to play this role.

sometimes i just dun see the importance of me as a friend. everyone have their role in the friendship. i cant see mine seriously. it doesnt matter whether im there or not. i used to think im a good friend. someone who ppl can turn to when they have problems. well. not anymore. so ppl please dun misunderstand when i distant myself away from u guys.

i disappoint my parents. creating so much troubles. sometimes i think they're better off without this ____ daughter. i promise i'll study hard if i manage to get into the sch.

everyone will be so much better off without me.

try filling in with lousy, horrible, terrible. the whole thing will make perfect sense.

enjoyed work today though it was kinda boring with the little sales. cuz if the ppl there. i used to hate ah wok alot when i was first transfered over. now i enjoy working there as i made some good frens there. delon zimei tingting meibin eunice danny and celine. made my life so much easier in ah wok.

tonning at wu gui jie's house now. TWO of them are cooking the spagetti while im sitting here blogging. they chased me out of the kitchen as they wan some romantic time alone. oh well. i shall grant them their wish. wahaha!

went clubbing with family limin gideon xerxus max ben christine and vaal's fren ytd. went with an empty stomach. big big mistake! some more i was super tired. i'll make sure i'll eat before i go next time. lol. its second time at powerhouse. i wan change of venue.

brought my family to charcoal to eat on wed as it was my dad's birthday. ate till sooo full and it wasn't that expensive. thanks to head chef for the mee sua. was delicious. i bought a strawberry cheesecake from bakerzin. super nice! wanna eat again.

gave mummy toh a surprise on fri. bought sparkling juices to celebrate her first day joining us after sch starts. worth it to see her shocked face. hahas. we missed her so much la! lol. went shopping at bugis with bren at ard 6. bought a dress a jeans a top 3 pair of earrings 2 belts. whoo! hahas. ate at manhattan at clarke quay after that. thank goodness it wasn't closed yet. met fang ru on train to go back. went over to liwei house to ton. anyway luckily fang ru talked to me first. if not i would still be in a dilema. lol. i hate conflicts among frens!

ningsi called me at work just now. we were talking bout the sixofus. i dun wanna point out who. but i realise the problem is we dun bother opening up to each other. some of us actually. told ningsi i would make the effort to try solve things. the rest gave up. i'll give it a shot.

singapore is so small. gan bin pei noe so many of my frens!

our family gonna have our matching shirts soon. i love the design!

haven been updating for a long time i know. just that there's something wrong with my internet and didnt really have the time to come online.

we've grown so attach to each other now that one day without each other we'll feel weird. im still amazed by the bond between all of us. in less than a month we had alrdy bonded so well. fangru's starting sch tml. she'll have less time with us but we all know we'll not be separated so easily. i love all of them!! hahahas.

met up with siaowei on sat. tired but went out cuz i been neglecting my other frens for the whole holiday. shopped ard and updated each other. fen and jean joined us after they finished their stuffs. had to go off early as i had work after that. meet up again soon okay?
one thing i kept thinking abt was why isn't out bond there even though we know each other for a few years already. i met my new grp of frens for less than one month and we are already so close. wad exactly is the problem? i have no idea. i think they have no idea too. lets hope we solve the problem soon. i hate for the group to be 'deleted'. just like our blog. i noe i dun spend lots of time with u guys. but im willing to try harder.

photos! finally. alot alot of photos waiting to be post up.

liwei kor folded it for all of us =)

jean's and mine

made by siaowei

clothes trying session. hahas

went out on fri with fangru, her sis chun jin to shop. went amk first den yck ssdc for mummy's trial test practice. after that we went orchard to shop and i bought a top. chaichin's a happy gal. hahas. went to eat nasi lemak at chong pang and went to liwei's house to see her niece. she's so cute can. everyone is like fussing over her. hahas. poor her. got woken up in the middle of the night.

do re me

short legs cant touch the ground. wahaha

dumb vaal

sotong is nicer den liangwei cuz i wrote that. hahas

unagi omelette is loves!

thanks bren for the chocolate! =)

thanks tim for the coffee

tim and me

amilia's and mine.

im glad that even though we haven been meeting up often. we're still as close. i miss her loads!

im sooo jealous of her eyelashes!

clubbing at powerhouse. was really fun at the beginning but ended quite badly. shall not mention wad happen but it made me really pissed off. but i love all the photos taken that day.

bin di.wu gui jie and me

fangru.mummy toh and me

denzel and me

denzel and vaal

liwei kor and me

me tim vaal

vaal.hua jie and me

our sweet family. all of our phone's wallpaper

liwei and vaal

im learning how to let go. but it seems quite impossible to.