Thursday, June 05, 2008

had a good time with my night clique as usual. movie-d at ps. SEX AND THE CITY IS LOVES! awesome show. i simply LOVE it! minus the sex scenes. hahas. its a MUST watch show. the friendship among the four friends was amazing. how they stand by each other when something happen no matter big or small. bimbotic but i love them. hahas. the part about the show which captured most of my attention was the friendship.

the show ended at 12 plus and there was no more transport home. me pei and ng.. thats wad yuwen asked to call her. LOL. tonned at mac. chatted all the way till first train arrived. i love the new night clique. hahas. yes. and im like seeing yushuang everyday. im not complaining of cuz. hahas. in fact i enjoyed myself :D
u guys better study. i dun mind studying with u guys if u wan. hahas. just dun let ur studies drop too much.

look at how disgusting pei can be

busy chatting with..... ^^

speaking of that friendship. had a family talk ytd with them ytd. most misunderstandings were cleared. i only got to say. i'm who i am. u guys are important to me thats why i bothered explaining so much. the day i don't bother. is the day i no longer care. one thing i'm sure about. if i were someone not trustable and reliable. i can strongly say i will not have so many good friends around me. right?
AMILIA EELIN JESSIE SIAOWEI NINGSI XIUHUI DELON BRENDAN. sorry if i missed out any names. im lucky to have them around. who trust me enough to believe my word and confiding in me. who can stand by me whenever i'm in trouble.
u guys only thought of the family as itself. what about how i feel when u guys talked abt me in a group? the reason i bothered talking to every single one is i wanted to interact with all of you. cuz everyone knows. its hard to be close to everyone in a big group. i shared my thoughts and problems with u guys. but that doesn't mean that i wanted u all to take whatever i told u guys individually to discuss. u know how awkward i felt ytd. just this incident alone makes me not want to try interacting with everyone of u anymore. the trust in u guys to keep MY PERSONAL stuffs to yourselves is gone. sorry to say.
trust. its a really big word.
yes things were settled. but i feel even worse.

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