met up with bren for dinner awhile at orchard. went over to yuwen's house with yushuang to watch dvd. seriously we're seeing each other everyday/night. lol. and im loving it. hahahas. that lousy yuwen went to sleep first leaving me and yushuang chatting with each other for a few hours. breakfast-ed at the coffeeshop downstairs and i went back home. i agree that we're eating excessively. but its a good thing. cuz i wanna grow FAT!

thanks to those who tagged. i should include PUPPY into my list ytd. another one who'll listen to my complaints and acc me to work when im alone. BRENDAN for always helping me when i need help. i know i'll definitely be able to add in a few more names as time pass by.
the thought of having so many good friends around me is so encouraging and relieved.
i feel really sad that the ppl i refer to as my FAMILY didnt trust me and thought i was twisting my words around. i kinda feel like giving up on them alrdy. how come all along no one ever thought of me this way and u guys are the only ones? one thing i can be certain of is i treat my friends the best among all the ppl surrounding me.

one thing i suddenly realise just now. why isn't it possible for everyone to be close to each other. i know in a group there'll always be small groups. but the thing is everyone in our family click very well with each other. as long as they bother spending some time on every single one of them instead of just sticking to the one they are closest to for the time being. i believe that its possible we can all be as close to each other as we are with just one person alone. its just a matter of whether u wanna put in the effort to do that or not. i dare say i tried. but if anyone doesn't wanna open up then it'll just be a one sided effort.

i know one thing i'll definitely have to do. its to control my emotions well.
and i know i can do it as long as i make the effort to.