enough of complaints. enough of crying. enough of sadness. im not gonna let this so-called friendship keep letting me feel so hurt. they'll be fine on their own with each other. yes. it will also affect them. but i doubt it will affect them much or long. im tired of feeling the hurt whenever i see them laughing and talking to each other like there's no change at all. the worst thing is heard some hurtful stuffs directly from someone i consider a really close friend last time. i find it really stupid to keep wanting to break down everytime i think of this. i got so affected to this extend. is this wad they're feeling too?
'our family will hold on together.. never let go.. blah blah..' its all crap.
i'll be lying if i say letting go is easy. its okay. but i noe there'll be others by my side.
physically and mentally tired now. work was okay. had ting and danny with me. enough entertainment. hahas. ting dun worry so much. i'll try helping u think of something (:
and i hope zimei will be strong. nth much i can do for her except to listen.
i'll be going down tml just for the sake of pei. im not gonna let my personal problems affect her birthday.
some funny photos i took in train. look at the guy's mouth. HAHAHAS!
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