well well. finished my maths paper 1 today. wow. great. it simply sucks. not because the paper was difficult or something. mainly wad that i didnt finish memorizin all the formulas. for once in these 2 yrs i can say a maths paper is easy. hmm. this is the most confident paper i sat for this whole yr. i realised something recently. actually maths is easy. all u gotta do is practice more and rmb all the formulas. ta da. and u're done wid it. i dunno why i took mi so loongg to figure out this. wow. all these coming from mi. i noe. its quite surprising. hhas. its hectic isn't it? papers comin all at one go and suddenly u realise. wad am i doing for this pass yrs.

anyways. thanks to the ppl teachin mi and tryin to stuff info into my brain. its workin. dun worry. hahas. im tryin to buck up. last min yes. haas. but. ohh well. best luck to everyone out there.

i feel like going to church again. how long has it been since i went there? i dunno. its been quite awhile. hmm. missed the songs we sang to praise God early in the mornin on sundays. church camps especially. it all started thru a tuition. hmm. uncle tony and auntie... oops. it been 4 - 5 yrs. sorry. cant rmb her name. started thru tuition. next they organise a club for kids called kids club. its reeaaally fun. i totally missed it now. sad. but ohh well. after that they introduce us to this. bethesda christian centre. now its held every sunday 9 am at sun plaza cinema. ya. i learnt alot abt God and Jesus. i rmb i went to the camp. hmm. i think it was sec 2 or 3. the amazing race camp held at sentosa. i learnt abt how amazin His grace is. Grace: Receiving something that you do not deserve. ya. we're all sinners. yet He choose to forgive us over and over again. how great is God? Amen.

things are startin to change. no. i should say. alrdy changed. one that once was my good fren is abt to be gone. maybe gone. maybe wad was predicted last time is comin true. if im out of the sch. things will not remain the same. and im not the one not makin any effort to try remain things the same. its up to that person now.

like the incident that happened to jessie. sometimes through one little incident. u can see alot. find out alot. whether who is ur good fren. or who really cares. maybe the other party didnt think much abt their action. they dunno wad they did will hurt someone or make one realise somethin. its just one small little action. well. maybe this is somethin related to mi. mayb this is just somethin i just wanna write on. ya. whoever's readin dun think too much. hahas.

i miss the 838 gang. a lot.. the days we spent at the court. the chalets. this includes everyone. one by one gone. busy wid their own stuff. met up wid ralf just now. he's just as crappy as last time. still smokin. well. thats not surprising. hahas. anyway. hope can keep in touch wid everyone whom i nearly lost contact wid =)

my warning for other ppl now is. dun get near chaichin. she's a farkin petty, short temper, insensitive, crazy gal. stay the freakin hell away from her.

well. everythin u wrote or send or do make mi think that way. rmb those msgs u sent. imagine i sent them to u. see how u'll think. its hard to say here. just hope things wun change. i've alrdy tried to remain everythin the same as last time.


come on. just typin a few letters is not that difficult rite.

can u stop it. who ever said things had change or wad? i still treat u as my best fren. but if u wanna change that den wad can i say? things had nvr change for mi. i dunno when u start thinkin that im ignorin u or wad. no one can replace ur position isn't that obvious. please lar. i really dun get why u're actin like this. its such a sudden change in attitude. if i done anythin wrong say it straight to my face and i'll apologise. dun start a cold war suddenly. i wanna clear this instead of losin a good fren in just one day. its crazy.


its practical exam tml. im so not prepared for it. hahas. preparin to fail. lol.


if it doesn't make a difference who is around in life den i wun be tryin so hard to keep in contact. the most important thing in life is who is around mi.

woots. here to blog again. nth much to blog lar. just keepin it alive only. hahas. anyway. watched stay alive today. its quite okae. but i wun consider it as my favorite show. not that im sayin its a bad show. its personal opinion. hahas. quite interestin though. how a person can die the same way as how they died in the game. hmm. hahas.


feel like going to the beach these few days. go sun tanning. im gettin fairer. ohh gosh. hahas. will be draggin amilia to go wid m someday. but exams are gettin nearer. dun think will be going now bah. lol.


good luck to everyone out there for the upcomin exams. jiayou wor=)

occ pool. that big big spider. hahas. ytd saw purple shirt. bugis edge. choice of 2. chose 1. hahahs. just abt 6 metre from the lift...

feel better le. maybe because i vent my anger alrdy or somethin. sorry to those who i had lost temper at. thanks to brendan for cheerin mi up unknowingly. LOLS.

how to describe how i feel now? feel like cryin. feel like cuttin myself. feel like punchin someone. just feel so down. the wall is fuckin hard. got my knuckles all red. no mood to eat. been starvin myself. even though im really hungry.


blog is mine. i'll write wadever i wan. dun like wad u see. dun look.



ahhhh!!!!!!!!!

how to describe how i feel now? feel like cryin. feel like cuttin myself. feel like punchin someone. just feel so down. the wall is fuckin hard. got my knuckles all red.



ahhhh!!!!!!!!!

if only there are no problems in this world. how peaceful life would be.





if i die tml. will anyone notice?