went to bugis with puppy to exchange my bag. didnt manage to get the color i want. too bad. shop ard and bought a few stuffs. he went off to work after that and i decided to join jessie and siaowei for dinner at causeway. it was too early so i went home first and i ended up on the phone with someone in my 'family'. got rather upset and im so sorry siaowei for sounding so agitated on the phone with u.

ate at kfc cuz we're going budget. hahas. thank u both for telling me so certainly that u trust me. two of the best friends i can ever get. love u guys! hahas. they are right actually. good friends are suppose to trust each other. since alrdy said its misunderstandings. even after explanation. its still the same. i thought its quite straight foward? and one more thing they mentioned. if they really have the heart to solve it. it is definitely possible. unless they alrdy judged me guilty as charge. no matter how much i explain. its still gonna be the same. trust takes time i noe. but overall its still up to oneself whether to believe not.

my two besties! (:

xuihui said. in the first place there shouldnt be problem like this. thats wad good friends are about.
amilia said. it doesnt matter as long as i noe all the other good friends around me trust me. its enough.

met up with yuwen and yushuang. i looked at them studying for the whooolee night. got psycho-ed to ton in the end. i sketched while they studied. hahas. me and yushuang stayed over at james house after eating. chatted alot. thank goodness for them. if not i would be thinking even more everynight.

the longer it drag. the more i dun wanna bother.

i realised some things that this person whos close to me said may just be words only. fickle minded bout rs. dun hurt my friend again if u're not sincere. dun say words that carry meaning to almost everyone. so how do she expect ppl to trust her words again?