what we both wanted are different. memories i tried so hard to push back managed to slip out. how do u think things can work out before when u cant even accept me for who i am?

i made sure i dont feel anything anymore. i do not want to be sad anymore. i do not want to cry at all. feelings plays around with u and there is nothing u can do about it. i do not want to be soft hearted.

ended up. at 0524 wed 170609. i failed. i let emotions take over me again.

i swear i'll get rid of it again. i'd changed. and i hope this time it would not be a drastic change.


ppy rjok ng ndlessly. fill in the gaps.