i just found out from bp. u guys didnt noe that the sweet family is very important to me? i cant imagine u guys not ard me now. i am so used to seeing u guys everyday. the thing im not sure abt this friendship is not abt me thinking whether i should commit to it or not. its something else. believe it or not my heart is into this friendship alrdy. i will not let go unless one of u choose to.

im still getting used to not having my phone ring every night asking where i am and what time am i going home.

but i have to.