ohh gosh. feelin so unwell now. why a fever out of sudden. think all the sickness accumulated and came at one go. well. how to describe how im feelin now. in pain but not actual pain as in u got hit or somethin. overall its just terrible. wanna sleep. but cant sleep. no energy in mi now. thank goodness the last few papers are tml. hope i'll be well enough to do them well. think a sorethroat is comin too. shoo! go away...

ohh yes. choices are made by us people. no one can force u to choose somethin or go which direction. one of the most afraid things i hate to do is to make a choice. ppl close to mi will noe how im like. till the very last min. i wun be able to be make a choice. one thing is. afraid of regrets. afraid of gettin hurt or hurtin others. i had many regrets now. one is my studies. another one is volleyball. hmm. there's no point lookin back cos u cant make any changes. so now. i wish to make my decision wisely in wadever i do. no regrets are allowed. this is just somethin i wanted to blog for quite awhile. it popped into my mind just now. so here it is. tada.