its funny how it works, how we choose to keep out greatest fears closest to our hearts and everything else that's positive but somehow unknown to us furthest away. it's like we've somehow became an ignoramus of our own welfare and thoughts, feelings. strange, how everything associated wid failure seem to hold a significantly greater influence over us than our compliments. we've become victims of our own feelings and thoughts. how stupid it is, we've become trapped in our own spiritual quicksand, everytime we try to squirm free we are sucked in deeper. thinkin it is easier to give up rather than pushin ourselves on, unknown to us that success acheived at the end of the say overrides everything else that is sustained during the whole process. sure, it is from the failure that we learn and become a better person to our own standards, but why do we choose to keep living in the past, where not everything actually went according to plan, and how we let out past gravely influence our present and future. no one can move forward while looking behind, that's just a diaster waiting to happen inside of us, within us.

its even funnier, how failure in love gets us down, it's a feeling unexplainable to everyone. undesirable, how we are prevented from moving along with life because of these failures in love. the person you love may be furthest away physically but closest to your heart, unknown to them. it's like a fire burnin in your heart, and the only barrier which keeps this flame burning is the person you love. sometimes the person may choose to turn their back on you and extinguish this flame, and all of a sudden, your life crumbles and you feel like the world has collasped right before your eyes. suddenly, everything sems sober, black and white. it's as though you're in an enclosed room without light. you search for it to lead u out of the darkness but there's no such thing and soon enough the air becomes thinner and you die. in reality not physically, but mentally and emotionally. it robs you of your life , because you are so deeply wounded by the one you love. its like you wich you just die right there, because everything in life just seemed meaningless all of a sudden.

but, suddenly the flame is ignited once more and you feel that all is not lost. the person tou love seems to care, after all. but this could be the best thing that has happened in your life, or it could be the greatest decerption you'll ever face. deep inside, you know that although that link between you and the one you love has been restored, somewhat miraculously, the problems don't end right there. but who cares, love blinds. it can either give warm your heart tremendously or it can bite you right in your face.