its been so long since i cried this long le. why is life always so unfair? i dun wan to lose anyone. by leavin mi is not gonna make mi any happier. its makin mi worse. it seems like all my fault that everything changed. maybe without mi everything would not hav started. sorry eelin for draggin u in. this doesn't even involve u. yet u seem to be the busiest person here.


wad should i do now?