was so lookin forward to sentosa for tannin today but it was a disappointing day. there was no sun and it rained nearly the whole day. hai. im going again one more time before my holiday ends. hahas. hope will be able to get all six of us to go (:

went bugis for steamboat after sentosa and ate till really full. 10 of us all together so the space was really cramp at the table. hahas. got a free ice cream after that and walked ard awhile and went back cos siaowei had to go off.

didnt really enjoy that day cos of alot of unhappy things.

went out wid siaowei jean and huifen to orchard. went to find jessie who's workin at taka. ate lunch with her cos she doesn't like to eat alone. so kind us went to acc her. hahas. so nice meetin her again cos i had not seen her for so long. well. same goes for jean and fen. hahas. ate finished lunch we went shoppin. even though i could only window shop it was still fun being with them. went to far east. lookin for t shirts with printed words on them. its very popular now. so tempted to buy so many things. but im very broke now. so i just have to stop myself from buyin them. sob. next went to wisma. topshop. before that SW bought banana juice. eeew. can u imagine the mushy mushy juice. lol. SW kept insistin its nice. ha. after wisma was heeren. fen bought a t shirt of one of the character from sasame street. cant rmb who's that. think its the one in the rubbish bin. cant rmb the name either. oh well. its from action city. its so cute! hahas. cost $20. cute but quite expensive though. by then SW was complainin to go home. lol. looks like her legs cant stand shoppin. wanted to take neoprints there but we decideed to take them at cineleisure. we spotted the 'shou zu' 's , the new show thats abt to be on the tv after 'yuan dian' , actors and actresses there. jessica liu is sooo pretty. hahas. tall too. elvin ng is really good lookin. better den on tv and mag. hahas. well. we walked ard and finally wander into the neoprint shop. got really excited. hahas. cant wait to take them.


i've enjoyed that day. lookin forward to sentosa on sunday! see u guys (:

was readin all my old testimonials. cant help but smile. hahas. it just made mi think of the past. i miss all the fun i had in the past. in sch. unlike now.

A true friend never walks away
A true friend will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift
A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down
These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there
I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last
I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're here
I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.

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dewei's and my birthday

sentosa!

clique !19

2 years ago i think

racial harmony

this caused a fire in sch. lol

pioneer batch of us and COACH

i miss them!

ah kiang left us on 22nd of may. i was shocked when i received the msg that mornin. was expectin it but it was just too soon. that freakin cancer. just took away a life just like that. was expectin God will hear our prayers and cure him. but i guess He didnt. was expectin a miracle. went to his funeral ytd. today was the cremation. saw his mum cryin and screamin for his son at the funeral our hearts all ache.it wun be easy lettin go of her youngest son. everyone cried. ah kiang was just 20+. was full of craps. the fastest runner among all of us. first met him i thought he was ard the same age as us. cos he's short for his age. he went taiwan for army and was back on court after he reached singapore. ralf bluffed us abt his age. lol. anyway. haowei jingsheng his mum ralf dewei amilia kiwi haojie taiyi eelin yeeling xiuyuan and mi went today. some of them had been frens wid ak since pri and sec sch. ak had been strong. heard he left peaceully without any pain. at least God had taken away the pain before he left this world. i looked into the coffin today. was expectin him to wake up anytime. i just cant imagine my fren to be gone just like this. he asked us to watched pirates of the caribbean. which came out today. now its not possible to watch movies with him ever again. one more thing i was reminded of ytd. ak asked for lemon tea from kfc when he was in the hospital. i went too late and he had alrdy drank milo. i hate myself for not fulfillin this last thing i could do for him. really.

i noe we all will definately rmb ak forever in our heart. rest in peace.

something i really realised after this incident and watchin the 7pm show. someone closed and dear to u may just be gone tml. or any time. u nvr noe. treasure wad u have now. say and do wad u wanna do. or it might be too late. but things i wanna say or do. i might not get a chance. so should i stop tryin?

ningsi and huimin came sch ytd. i miss them! esp huimin. didnt see her for so long le. came to my house after sch. AND! we heard ningsi tellin her fren she 'bought' a bus. LOL. rich wor. hahas. after that ningsi took 854 to hougang. mi and huimin took 857 to suntec to find saulin. another one i didnt see for a loooonnng time. hahas. on the bus we recalled wad happened in the past. mi and huimin first got close was us walkin to the station from sch in the rain. lol. that is very unforgettable. hahas. there's this time we sat in the library to chat and i bought food from california lemon i think. criss cross fries. huimin told mi cant eat in th library but i insisted. the smell was too strong it attracted the librarian and i got warned. hahas. hmm. we rmb once in the class. saulin was distracted by penghong. she CUT A HOLE in her skirt. omg. lol. everyone was laughin like mad. hahhas. okayy. we reach somewhere i dunno how to spell the name as saulin was going to be there durin her break. we wanted to surprise her. huimin told her she's at home. lol. SL looked surprised when she saw us. hahas. den we walked back to suntec where she was workin at. SnK and ip. that big sotong lost her way in the shoppin centre - . - LOL. one thing she haven change. hahas. oh. forgot to mention. she cut her hair short. quite nice actually. hahaas. she was late for half an hour. took a one and a half hour break. lol. after eatin mi and huimin went up to the shop. makes mi so tempted to work too. both huimin and saulin are workin in SnK. got a jeans and a shirt from there. hahas. hmm. thats abt all. huimin went home afterwards and i went to SGH to visit my fren.

when i reach the hospital. i was shocked when i saw my fren. he was so weak and thin. anyone who saw him will be so heartbroken. the illness is killin him. and he's only 20+. all these are to blame TTS for takin so long to find out wads wrong wid him. if not im sure he will be so much better den now. i saw his mum cried. imagine wads she's going thru now. seein her son lyin in bed sufferin. there's nth we all can do except to visit him. ytd only 4 of us went. the rest of the 838 ppl were not free.

i really hope he will still get well. theres miracle. i noe there is. so i pray God to give him a chance to let him recover.

the only thing that made mi look forward to sch ytd was ningsi and huimin going. today there's nth and no one to make mi look forward to going sch. nth at all.

well. same thoughts exactly. ha. but now also dunno wad to do. hmm. forget this stupid thing den. its dumb. lol.

i take back everythin. i was pissed at first. was thinkin that was it so easy to let go a friendship. its all one's thinkin. there is no just one solution to a problem. just depends on which one u choose. just thinkin back. kinda miss i dunno wad. just different. but like ppl told mi. no point keep tryin to hold on if the other party doesn't even care. nvm. i wun do anythin now. if things change back to normal. i'll just pretend all these nvr happen before.