ah kiang left us on 22nd of may. i was shocked when i received the msg that mornin. was expectin it but it was just too soon. that freakin cancer. just took away a life just like that. was expectin God will hear our prayers and cure him. but i guess He didnt. was expectin a miracle. went to his funeral ytd. today was the cremation. saw his mum cryin and screamin for his son at the funeral our hearts all ache.it wun be easy lettin go of her youngest son. everyone cried. ah kiang was just 20+. was full of craps. the fastest runner among all of us. first met him i thought he was ard the same age as us. cos he's short for his age. he went taiwan for army and was back on court after he reached singapore. ralf bluffed us abt his age. lol. anyway. haowei jingsheng his mum ralf dewei amilia kiwi haojie taiyi eelin yeeling xiuyuan and mi went today. some of them had been frens wid ak since pri and sec sch. ak had been strong. heard he left peaceully without any pain. at least God had taken away the pain before he left this world. i looked into the coffin today. was expectin him to wake up anytime. i just cant imagine my fren to be gone just like this. he asked us to watched pirates of the caribbean. which came out today. now its not possible to watch movies with him ever again. one more thing i was reminded of ytd. ak asked for lemon tea from kfc when he was in the hospital. i went too late and he had alrdy drank milo. i hate myself for not fulfillin this last thing i could do for him. really.

i noe we all will definately rmb ak forever in our heart. rest in peace.

something i really realised after this incident and watchin the 7pm show. someone closed and dear to u may just be gone tml. or any time. u nvr noe. treasure wad u have now. say and do wad u wanna do. or it might be too late. but things i wanna say or do. i might not get a chance. so should i stop tryin?