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rmb the show i mentioned in the previous post, kyle xy. this is really really a great show. its so different from all the other dramas i'd watched. though the story is out of the ordinary, there's so many other stuffs happening in the show that u can really relate to the real world. the strong bond between the family, the selflessness the kyle show for everyone he loves is really touching. every episode ends with me feeling different. it seems as if there's something to learn from the show.

ytd was the last paper for the exam. felt uneasy cuz i know i had flunk the theory part which consists quite a high percentage of the paper. but i felt relieved that the exam and this sem is over.
came straight home after school and i just lock myself in the room. i dont feel like going anywhere actually. the feeling is here again. and i dunno why.

i went to yishun just now to meet up with yvonne and she passed me my advance birthday gift. really sweet of her. i think its not easy to get the engraving on it so i can really feel the effort. thank you dear! she is one of the best thing that came out of the job at peony jade, made a good friend :)
cut my hair today as well at the shop eein recommended. my fringe is really short and the hairdresser curled my hair for me to see if i'll like this change in my hair. i find it really weird, most probably cuz it doesnt suit me. its temporary so no worries for me. hahas.


sometimes the connection u make with other people sneak up on u, u share experiences, u have a history, u form a bond.

i've been saying i want things back to normal. i dont want this anymore. i want things to be better.

studied at mos with benny ytd and before i started, i was delivery girl. just wanted to do something. and i have no idea result my action generated. hope its something positve. went home at 10 and went over to amk mac after that to meet darling to study overnight. took the first train back and i was still damn awake when i got back. something is very wrong with my body. been have headaches very very frequently and my stomach dont feel well too. appetite been quite bad sometimes. sigh

went over RP to study with twin and her classmates, william and two other guys. as usual, not very productive but still managed to learn something. stayed till close to 1o and we left. bought some food from pasar malam and twin and me sat down to chat a lil while. went off at 11 plus and met up with kiwi for a lil while. for now he's my permanent neighbour till he moves off to hostel next sem. hahas. finally been seeing him around after so long. i still rmb the first time i realise he stays at the same block as me. lol.

just finished one episode of this show call kyle xy, its about this boy who woke up one day in the forest knowing nothing bout this world and himself. he was taken care by this woman name nicole who was someone who looks after cases of 'special' kids. kyle knows nothing in this world yet he has a powerful mind which makes him a genius.
its a really interesting show. hahas. he's quite good looking actually but his role made him kinda retarded la. lol. but i guess he wont be such a retard after a few more episodes. so i'm gonna continue watching.

i'm reading this book call managing yourself by paul morgon. pretty interesting cuz its talking bout understanding yourself more and all the psychological stuffs that most ppl actually dont realise. zhi quan shared it with me like how looong ago and i'm finally reading it. hahas.

and yes, i totally agree to this sentence that twin puts at her pm.
'it's sad when someone you know become someone you knew'

just got back from studying awhile ago. studied overnight with twin at semb mac. not bad. more productive than what i studied in bishan library with darling. AND its cuz i study better at night okay! not because of who i'm studying with. or maybe partially the reason la. HAHAHHAHA. went for resort world sentosa interview at tpy cc east in the noon. hmm. dunno if i should take up the job or not.

studying again later when i get up. arghhh. tiring of mugging but what other choice do i have. sigh

here's one of my current fav song


萧亚轩 - 后来的我们

从前的我们哭着 笑着
都总是两个人
后来的我们就连招呼
都有一点陌生
从前的我们哭着 笑着
都相信会永恒
后来的我们 为什么不能

there's alot of things i wanna update on actually. but everytime i come in here and start typing, i have no idea where to start.

let me start by saying i'm very happy that i got my RED E63! hehe. dilemma deciding whether to spend more getting the white E71 or maybe wait for iphone to arrive at M1. BUT.. ended up i bought E63 and i have no regrets. its a beautiful and really quite a good phone :D

weather has been pretty bad lately. but hopefully it wont be raining this much during dec. kinda mood spoiling to have heavy rain when there's plans to go out. cant wait for holiday to come! :)

found these when i was looking through some stuffs today. delon gave them to me from his diving trip. hahas. just some random stuffs to share.

can u just be normal?! its really frustrating to face all this u know. i just want things to be back like before. i cant stand this change in u. maybe i took it for granted that u'll be there all the time, i was too engrossed in my problems last time. but its different now. trust me

had a looong and tiring day. stayed back in school to study with steve, jessica and benny. slow progress. i'm so dead. sighhh. oh well. went off at 9 plus. it was like super dark alrdy when we went out. got home and cooked myself maggie mee. lousy meal. haven been eating well and sleeping well. exams! argh!

twin and me are like suffering from insomnia la. must be her fault! LOL.


i'm such an idiot!! seriously! how retarded can i be!

okay. time to update my dying blog. hahas. exam is approaching fast! been studying recently. told cz today. been a long time since i really use my brain, thats why its so pain. LOL. studied at mac ytd with twin, wilson, benny and jessica. it was snowing in there la. super cold! just like twin's room. for polar bears only. HAHAHHA.
went to mos to study today. the feeeeel was right for studying. not bad. getting into the mood alrdy. lol.

it bothers me alot when someone close to me drifts apart without any reason. anything at all will be better than a word, 'nothing'.

i'm glad i've finally got myself out of the bubble i trapped myself in. took me a long time. but still. yeah :) MOVED ON MOVED ON! hahas

photos from 071109, shopping with two of my favorite girls ♥
just a few. the uploader is not working!

exams are coming but i'm still not in the mood to study. i'm so gonna flunk this sem. i wonder how i got to sem 4 seriously. lol.

E just called with a problem i faced awhile back. makes me think a lil. hate friendship problems. random post here. but i really hope all of my friendships will continue gg on strong. i believe they will. love u guys! :)

gossip girl and heroes are getting more and more exciting! HAHAHA. cant wait for next week's episode!

late for sch ytd so ended up getting mc. met up with ben to get the mc. had lunch at suki buffet. the salmon was loveee :) chatted till 5 and i went to meet eelin to head down to town for leiseng's bday celebration. on the way to taka getting his present, we were stopped by our own shopping. HAHAHA. we stopped at almost every stop. me and eelin both got ourselves a dress each :)) left quickly when we finally realised we were about to be late. lol. had buffet again at k box -.- had buffet twice in a day is crazy! which is the reason why my stomach is killing me now!! anyway. had an extension till 12. so me and eelin had chance to sing many many songs! and it was still not enough! lol. hope leiseng had a great time which i'm sure he did. HAHAH

had dinner with jessie and siaowei at semb today. they suggested sakae initially. i would have love that suggestion but due to the two buffets ytd, i had to turn it down! lol. ended up at the foodcourt as my stomach wasnt well so i had to get some soup base food. after dinner it was meet up with twin! finally finally! and yes! we end papers on the same day. 1st dec! hahahs. and i'm sure we'll be seeing alot of each other during holidays. hahas.

went down to euroclass after class today. first time taking ben's car. drove me and ting down. hahas. heard what mr byran had to sat and its really interesting. think its always good to learn something new.

somewhat had my fortune read. yeah. had to be more determine , really.

i miss the six of us! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFEN! we're gonna meet up soon!

something random. i realise i'm so used to having certain people in my life everyday already. it feels weird not contacting them even for one day. LOL. u all know who u are. love you guys! :)


something interesting i found on yourtube. its amazing! HAHAH

one proj down. two more to go for this week. drving me nuts with so so many proj. went down to sim lim square today to get my laptop skin and keyboard cover and i got everything i wanted. hahas. i'm a happy girl! the downside? my menses came when i was outside. zzz. hate it when this happens.

few shows to recommend to u guys. if u had found the previous shows i introduced interesting, u guys will like these too. for movies, go for jennifer's body. nicer than my expectation. as for shows, the listener. very addictive show. hahahas. heroes, gossip girl and lie to me's new season are out already!

this photo reminds me of all the fun we had. though its really an unglam photo of me but i decided to post it up. ptbf where are u!!

manshe plus brownie equals to CHAOS! OMG!! both terrors when put tgt. lol. poor eelin is gonna have a hard time this week looking after them both. hahas.

my darling is choosing me over that cute dumb boy! she goes both way now! HELP! HAHAHAHHAH

alright. short post. i feel so tired after rushing the OTQM project for the whole day till now. more than 12 hours of work. guess benny is as tired. nvm. like he said. cross our fingers and hope we'lll pass. got back my lappie! :)


few of my besties :)))




beginning it was real happiness to be able to talk so much. but as usual it ended in disappointment.

work at wallet linc on sunday. super duper boring and it'll be much worse if benny didnt went down to pass me his laptop. lol. i'm super touched man! thanks! i didnt finish harry potter and the half blood prince. left bout 20 mins but i dont feel like continuing cuz dumbledore died :((( i hate endings that do not go my way!

finally met up with twin today! been a looong loooong time since i met her. hahas. had dinner at kfc and wendy came to join us. brainstorm for activities to do and as usual we ended up saying we wanna mahjong. after a few calls wendy thought of asking her bro, billy to play. that lucky dude. dont wanna play with him anymore again. LOL. king is still as cute! but still very hyper and dumb. HAHAHHA. prata at 334 and we headed home!

just a short short post. really lazy to update. lol

whats the point of sacrificing so much and all i get is attitude?

okay. gonna run through my life briefly and i need to get my beauty sleep. life's pretty much the same since i last mass updated. hahas. monday went for the briefing on my upcoming work on 21st to 23rd at a japanese cusine. the place is seriously so traditional and its just a lil shop. its so cute! the boss is super nice and i cant wait to start work. benny who was really nice offered to acc me down to orchard and he waited for me till the briefing ended. bus-ed down to bugis to meet amilia and weiheng. being very shy, he decided not to join us. LOL. i finally got my watch at bugis junction after a disappointing trip to bugis street. not that i totally didnt get anything from there. lol. got myself a dress and belt and bangles (: it was mj at hj's place and sotong me left my shoppings there. so sad :(

ytd met up with amilia and weiheng for dinner at yishun. eelin called and wanted to join. but ended up after travelling down to yishun with us. she decided to go straight to work instead. lol. darling's phone died. yes. again.. lol. but we still bumped into each other somehow. considering its yishun and me bumping into 3 friends in just a short walk from the interchange to northpoint. its not very surprising. had kfc for dinner and went over safra to play pool. amilia and me walked to weiheng to the bus stop and we walked back to khatib. chatted at the playground and we decided to go up her place for movie. while waiting for the movie to load. we shopped at vs and spent like 2 hours looking at all the breast of the models cuz we were looking at bikinis. hahahas. thats like the joke of the day. movie failed to load so i went back home as she has to wake up early in the morning.

okay done. goodnight ppl! (:

sucks when friends drift apart. esp when its a guy. i dunno what to do. i made the first move. just hope things will be like before.

i hope nth else will change in any other friendships (:

i'm up with just a few hours of sleep again. damn my body clock. it got adjusted pretty well now. waking up automatically to the school hour. amazing. all thanks to the mooncake job.
i'm still craving for steamboat! been like months?! and i shall just go ahead with it with eelin after i get my pay. cant wait!

someone unepected just managed to cheer me up. guess who?







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its xiaxue! can u imagine? and i used to like go ' arg, i dont like her', ' what a bitch'. okay. i actually find she's really funny now. not bad. something new for me..

home alone. and i really really wanna go downstairs and enjoy lantern festival. feeling so sad :(((( argh! forget it. i cant wait to get a job and occupy ALL my free time.

hello world! yes i haven't completely disappear from this virtual space of mine. well.. i'm at home now cuz i'm sick. fever, swollen feet, red dots on my legs, muscle aches on my arms :(
though work is really tiring but i'm really not looking forward to school. work got more fun when i got transferred to bishan. though miss working with yvonne and saywei, and the irritating mask bubble advertisement which keeps going on saying 你好幸福哦 and 被泡的感觉真好. i heard these 2 phrases for over thousand times a day i think. lol. bishan is fun with this 大姐. this crazy woman makes me enjoy work alot but a pity ytd was her last day. stupid boss. i have sooo much to complain bout the company. anyway to make work more enjoyable, its always nice to have a eyecandy around. HAHAHAH. esp when its just beside my booth. LOL!

sighhh. school's starting!! :((((

my life has been so dead recently. busy working everyday 9am to 11pm. working such an auntie job! omg lor! so paisay to see ppl i know laaa. LOL.

5th day stuck at home. turned down every invitation and temptation to go out. pathetic me is stuck with eating bread and watching my darling eating her kimchi noodle thru webcam, telling me how nice it is :(

I SINCERELY WANT TO SHARE MY KIMCHI NOODLES WITH CC DARLING . (but for the sake of her stomach, i'd better not!)

thank you so much. HAHAHAHAHA


and i didnt mention before and this is an exception. i have the best brothers in the world! kaiyong and kaiyang! see this. hahahahs. better print screen it down. LOL. so nice to me when i'm sick. k la. still nice to me when i'm not sick. LOL.

text from kaiyong: you feeling better alr? come back home when you finish ur paper to rest, dun stay out too late alr.

aww. sweet of him uh? hahahas


thank you for that unexpected phone call last night (:

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wrong time to die. if i were to die, it should be before exams. why study so hard and end up not completing the cert? i think i managed to survive through all my previous times being so sick, lets see how far my body can take this time with so lil water. ha ha ha


will you care if anything happens to me?

my blog is dying just like me! stupid diarrhea and headache had been trying to kill me for the these few days. OMG!

home after exams. pathetic

first paper tomorrow! My revision had been really useless till today. Really last min work and thank you weiheng and benny for revising with me. All the best for you people who are taking exams too!

Hope i'll receive at least a good luck msg from...

i'm stuck. not wise to take another step. cant move back and frustrating to stand on the same spot. someone help me please! not worth it to flunk my exam but i have a feeling i will.

busy week as usual. finally some time to come online.

let me start on WEDNESDAY. work at wallet linc as per normal. sudden urge to butter up my life so down i went to meet darling, alvin and caiqi. it was MARCUS 20th BIRTHDAY that day so joined his celebration. hope he enjoyed himself :) peektures time! more can be found on facebook!

aww! poor thing! (:

birthday boy is high!

then it was a boring THURDAY for me at work in charcoal so i shall skip it.

here comes FRIDAY! went out with twin, cz, yongwei and jason to town. got jason's 21st birthday present from guess. quite a nice watch he chosen. hahas. walked around and as we decided to bake jason a cake. we went to the bookstore to take photos of a cake recipe. lol. cheapo i know but i'm not gonna spend a sum of money on a book which i only need one page. lol. found one and its time for me to go off for my briefing at clarke quay. met eelin and alison to go there together. just as i expected. the briefing took more than 2 hours. super waste of time. went back to get my accounts stuffs and went over twin's place. cake baking was successful! (: photos are in twin's phone. shall post when i have them!

twin shopping for 1 yr anniversary present

happiness found!

SATURDAY was jason's 21st birthday! went over his place for steamboat at 7 plus. home celebration is a good idea actually. anyway let the photos do the talking! click here for more!

family

cousins

the brothers

rest of friends

SUNDAY was dearest jessie's birthday! the surprise was a big success! everything worked according to plan, from planning behind jessie's back with her parents, getting her mum to pack her clothes, scavenger hunt around singapore, a super nice resort to ourselves, to bbq with my favorite girls. finally a sixofus chalet! (: took hundreds and hundreds of photos that day. its not with me at the moment. cant wait to receive them!! only one photo available, taken by jessie's lousy phone. hahahas

sweetie and me (:

woke up at 2 plus on MONDAY with only me and ning left in the chalet. both jessie and ah neo went off early for their dates. met something totally unlucky gross when i was walking home. i kicked a big, dead and wet rat on the road. super ewww! it was so sickening to look at it. it was ran over my a car i presume. argh! just my luck. i felt sad it was killed that way, i felt gulity i accidentally kicked it even though it was already dead, but most of all, i felt SICK! first thing i did when i got home was hopped on one leg all the way to the toilet to practically scrub and peel off my skin on the foot while exclaiming to my whole family what happened. they must have thought i was nuts. HAHA. anyway. just when i asked cz out to study, received msg from james to play lan at paradiz centre. we were meeting at 8 so me and cz decided to go over to ion for a walk first. i tell u! i can get lost in that humongous place and i got so tired just walking all the basements alone! goodness! its really really GIGANTIC! there's this level filled with food and i felt like i was in heaven already. HAHAHA. had this fish pancake thingy with fillings inside. oishiii! the german potato one is really nice. and cz had the italian one. hahas. i played cheat by not exchanging with him when i told him half each at the beginning. hee. cz brought me to this shop at wheelock called research facility. with the decorations and name, it sounds like seems like some pharmacy. nope! it actually sells chocolate! how cool is that! bought macadamia milk! superb! twin and james movie ended very late but we still went to play. met jason at dhoby ghaut and we went over to the lan shop. that shop wasn't as good as the previous one but we still had fun till we forgot the time and missed last train. lol.


off to bed now! goodnight people!