yeahness! killer paper down. and ironically its the paper i have the most confidence in. funny. hahas. thanks to the lecturer. he made my life so much easier. hahahs.

thanks to all the good lucks im receiving (: u guys know who u are.

marketing tml. GOOD LUCK PPL! (:
meeting weiheng to study again later. better get some rest now. hahas

ya. letting go is never easy. and its not because of any conflicts. it just happened.. im just glad at least the intention was there to salvage though. the heart's not in the family anymore. there's no point saying so much. but i still wont let go of my hands.

i have no idea how to take the first step. but its difficult to change a person's impression when something alrdy happen before. plus we didnt know each other long enough to just trust each other's word even if there's no solid evidence. i really have no idea how to fill the gap thats getting bigger and bigger. im just not who i am showing myself now. i tend to keep quiet after incidents. those who know me well know this very clearly. i dun dare to take the first step too. so on surface maybe im portraying a really 'dao' image. of cuz i know words are not enough. but in this case. im really stuck.

its not simply just saying i'll do it. it doesnt mean not taking action means i dun mean these from the heart. it takes more effort to let those who doesnt know me well to believe. i dunno how to make the 'more effort'. cuz i nvr had to do anything for any of my frens to believe me before.

just some thoughts from me. im having difficulty putting them in words. even after writing its still not exactly how i feel.

but im thankful for so many many frens who can always be there assuring me