been studying everday for this week. felt so no life. everyday wake up study den sleep. and it repeats and repeats. went to sch with ave and bel ytd. wasnt productive. chatted alot instead. borrowed textbook from the lib and ended up carrying 4 heavy books home. argh.
some funny happened at the bus stop outside sch. me and bel was like taking photos and suddenly this guy stood beside me.

stranger: hi, can i make fren with u?
me: err... ( looked at bel)
stranger: im james. u are?
me: *blink* oh. felicia
stranger: oh nice to meet u. which course are u studying?
me: foundation now
stranger: oh i see. erm.. can i have ur number?
me: *hesitating* next time (lol)
stranger: er. will we have a chance to meet again next time?
me: well. if we are in the same sch maybe we will. see u ard.

and i turned to bel and continue our conversation. hahahas. such guys are so despo. maybe im an evil person? how does he even know just by looking at me? maybe im such bitch or whatever den he's gonna regret coming up to me. LOL.

haven been feeling happy. i rmb someone said friendship is like a bunch of ppl holding hands. u cant make sure others wont let go but as long as u know u urself will hold on. thats enough. now it seems like sweet family dun matter anymore. someone else told me. im alone trying to make changes. how is it possible. im just really disappointed.. actually other than SF. there's still a few other ppl. oh well.. maybe im just too used to having lots of ppl beside me.

i get wad u mean. but it just seem so hard. seems like there's lesser and lesser common topics. or should i just keep calling more often? glad u found one really good fren.

one thing happy though. dinner ytd was :D

neo siao wei wans me to do this so i shall fill it up!

Starting time: 1.12AM

Name: Ooi Chai Chin
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 7
Height: 170cm
Where do you live: Khatib
Favorite drinks: Pokka Green Tea, Ribena, Peach Tea
Favorite breakfast: mac big breakfast. though i dun really have much chance to eat BREAKFAST!

Have you ever
Been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: not far out
Fallen asleep at school: eh... lots of times. hehe
Broken someone's heart: i think so
Fell off your chair: i cant rmb
Waited for someone to call: uh huh
Saved emails: yup

What your room is like: neat on the surface, messy on the inside. hehe
What's right beside you: my bag, my phones, remote control
What is the last thing you ate? hokkien mee from semb 313
Ever had
Chicken pox: ya
Sore throat: yes
Stitches: ya. somewhere on my face. painful!

Do you
Believe in love at first sight: maybe
Like picnics: i like but there's not much chance to go picnic-ing =(

Who was were the last person
You danced with: eh. during clubbing i think. there's lots of ppl
Last made you smile: sdx
You last yelled at: like siaowei's ans, my brother

Today did you
Talk to someone you like: i talked to lots of my frens who i like (:
Kissed anyone: nah
Get sick: flu
Talk to an ex: hmm
Miss someone: yeah
Eat: yup. definitely. cant live without food

Best feeling in the world: being happy with no worries at all
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: 1/4 of my bed is filled with them
What's under your bed: mattress
Who do you really hate: bitches
What time is it now: 1.27AM

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: a few
Do you have any siblings: u'll know if u read didnt read from the bottom. hahas
Do you want children: yup
Do you smile often: i laugh alot
Do you like your hand-writing: i guess so
Are your toe nails painted: ya.. lazy to remove them
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: parents?
What color shirt are you wearing now: black
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: preparing to meet yuwen
When did you cry last: cant rmb. i think quite recent
Are you a friendly person: i am after u talk to me, i look dao i know. hahas
Do you have any pets: turtle (:
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: home?
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: hmmm
Do you sleep with the TV on: nope
What are you doing right now: doing this quiz la
Have you ever crawled through a window: huh?!
Can you handle the truth: not really
Are you too forgiving: i think so
Are you closer to your mother or father? mummy of cuz
Who was the last person you cried in front of: i cant rmb. not many see me cry before
How many people can you say you've really loved: wow. many many..
Do you eat healthy: i dun think so. lol
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: yeah
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: ya
IF you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: eelin
Are you confident: not really

5 things I was doing 10 years ago;
#o1. study in peiying primary school
#o2. playing flute in CO
#o3. home everyday after school
#o4. watching some really old dramas
#o5. obey my parents much more than now

5 things on my to-do list today;
#o1. study
#o2. study
#o3. study
#o4. eat
#o5. sleep

5 snacks I enjoy;
#o1. jagabee
#o2. B & J ice cream
#o3. kettlecook chips
#o4. fish crackers
#o5. chocolate

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire;
#o1. get a big house, buy a car to prepare for my license
#o2. get a few maids
#03. decorate my room as i like
#o4. shopping everyday
#o5. donate some to old folks home and the rest in my bank for interest!

5 of my bad points;
#o1. emotional
#o2. lazy
#o3. weak
#o4. lack of confidence
#o5. indecisive

5 people I tag; ( i'll only tag those who blog often)
#o1. Jessie Ho (u haven do the one siaowei tag u to do)
#o2. Ng Yu Wen
#o3. Ng Yu Shuang
#o4. Tian Ting Ting
#o5. Chong Li Min

there's many many things to blog about. reviving my blog. hahas.

went out to study with bel and cass last week. wasnt really productive. ha. after that met up with both miss ng and kerrie for their project thingy. took photos with me in them. i charge alot for my face to appear in them one okay! but since they taught my econs i let them have it free la. hahahas. believe me? better not! photos up. lazy to upload. so i took them from miss ng's blog. hahas


went over ting's place to study on sat i think. not productive again. only did a little. ended the day with a horror movie called halloween. freaking scary. me and ting was like screaming out lungs out everytime the white face inhuman human look alike guy pops out behind with a knife dripping with blood. okay okay. enough with the description. hahas. its a nice show la. just scary.


went to sun plaza mac to study with wen and bren. not bad. finally a productive day. hahas. so draining. after that we went over 313 to eat dinner. made me think of the period of time in june where i go down semb almost everyday. lol.


home now. and im bored! i wan all my good frens to be with me everyday! ah. random random

work was boring as usual on a monday. charcoal was busier than ah wok and we closed earlier than them. hahas. played a game of pool with miss chong and i lost cuz the white ball went in tgther with the black one. argh. lol. felt rather sian on the way back. have no idea why.

actually i cant believe im gonna say this. i miss the first few weeks in sch even after i said it doesnt matter to me. the girls actually. looking back at all the photos. i treasure every friendship alot. i thought i wasnt going to bother much bout this but still cant help hoping things can get better. its up to u guys to believe it or not.

movie-d today at plaza sing. the house bunny. came out quite awhile alrdy so thank goodness its still airing. the main character, Shelley, is damn hot and funny. hahas. i laughed throughout the whole show cuz she's seriously quite dumb. here's the movie plot.
When Playboy bunny Shelley (Anna Faris) is tossed out of the mansion, she has nowhere to go until she falls in with the sorority girls from Zeta Alpha Zeta. The members of the sorority - possibly the seven most socially clueless women on the planet - are about to lose their house. They need a dose of what only the eternally bubbly Shelley can provide - but they will each learn on their own to stop pretending to be what others want them to be and start being themselves.
go catch it if possible. hahas. smuggled cheesy curry chicken, beard papa cream puffs which is super delicious and jagabee into the theatre. hahas. enjoyed the show even more. lol. bribe me with food and i'll do anything for u. hahahas. oh no. my secret's out. LOL.

town got boring so im back in khatib. caught episode 11 of hot shot. loaded for dunno how many hours. so irritated. now im off to watch episode 12. turning in after the show. meeting limin at yishun mac to study at 1 tml. shei'll be my accounts tutor for the day. hahas

miss ng yu wen. im coming to u soon for my econs. hahas. be prepared! (:

im officially awake since ytd 9 plus. hahas. had a long day in sch ytd. 9.30 to 5. to others i think its the normal sch timing. but to me its super duper long. sorry guys for not answering calls and replying msgs. was in another world. hahas.

it was accounts in the morning. late for half hour. was in a mess due to some stuffs. but other than some stranger in the toilet who saw me no one else did. thank goodness. almost fell asleep in class so i decided to start telling my COLD jokes to tommy. hahas. shouldnt judge a book by its cover. he looks so serious to me and i cant believe he came up with so many too. hahas. another ice breaking session for us. lol. went to opp beauty world to eat chicken rice after sch. food was not bad and i went with ppl i dun really talk to in class which is a good thing. made new friends. hahas. ave tommy yiting and ah yew. we were kinda lost when we were on our way back. manage to get back in time for management. i cancelled work as i was too tired. went back home trying a new route. actually its all ard the same timing. just it seems like its a little tooo late for me to find out bout the routes to sch when this is the last week of sch alrdy. lol.

its econs later. damn it. im gonna spend 3 hours NOT understanding a single thing again.
working after sch. and darling is working with me. i can only meet her during work. both of us are too busy =(

all the best to both miss ng. yuwen study harder! shuang dun be too disappointed. its just another chance for u to do better.

brenda's idea - . -

last day of sch. econs. the module i think i'll flunk. lol. ended up really distracted sitting behind with those three comical guys. hahas. watched some dumb jap playing soccer with binoculars on youtube with irfan. almost laughed out loud. lol. david being really mean and frank said lots and lots of really funny stuffs and got all of us laughing like mad. LOL. got tips from the lecturer at the end of the class. i hope it helps me. hahas

went off to work after sch. work was crazy. both charcoal and ah wok were so packed. hardly had any time to slack. hahas. finally got a glimsp of my darling after so long. hope to meet up with her more often. eelin came to wait for me to end work after her work and we went back tgther. got back to khatib and slack there awhile. been awhile since i got to spend time with her. sorry to neglect u =(

met up with sixofus today for dinner at hans at upp thomson. super ah hai me didnt know where to alight so i kept calling ning to ask. was kinda irritated when i thought i overshot which i didnt. had lots of fun there and i can finally be myself. the normal crappy noisy lame me. lol. we met a waiter who was super rude. first he didnt know the name of the dish he served. next when he was about to leave he glared at us. hellooo? what kind of customer service is this. i think he knew we were bad mouthing him so it was another waiter who served the rest of the dishes. took many many photos in hans and at the bus stop while waiting for bus. thanks fen for the nuts and sweets u got for us from HK. most of the photos up at friendster alrdy. i shall upload them here tml. i promise i'll try not to be lazy. hehe

the problem seem to be gone. maybe we can start slow and get the friendship back and this time even better. i really had alot of fun with u guys. jessie siaowei huifen ningsi jeanette. see u guys next week(:

i just read ur blog. im sorry. its my fault. maybe i'd lost u alrdy.

im eating her bread!

spastic!!

the 7th member?

I don't know what he does to make you cry
But I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have a fancy car
To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart?
I don't know
But if you were my girl
I'd make it so we'd never be apart

[Chorus:]
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give

When you talk (when you talk) does it seem like he's not
Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away
Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please
I'm on my knees
Praying for the day that you'll be mine

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
To you... (hey girl) hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside... I love you

And I will give it to you
All I can give, all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give

[Chorus (3x)]

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give... to you


returning the song.





limin sent me this song by jay


你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

went out to study on sunday with tommy and ang at KAP mac. they're super funny. lol. overall i managed to study abit. hahas. went bukit timah for dinner. ate half a grill fish and half a sizzling beef. satays and garlic naan. its was a superbly nice dinner.

this week is the last week of school. but it means exam's approaching =(

here's a riddle. u guys know. yw pei shuang brenda cynthia. see u guys again in some *&^$* hours. hahas. weird combi i agree but fun. hahas

so many things changed alrdy. frens. work. school. whatever u can mention. i read thru some msgs. i realise how fast someone can change. things wont be back to how it used to be anymore. i hate the feeling of losing someone. so i rather i didnt have them in the beginning.

feeling empty. i wan all my frens ard me! can u all be here whenever i wish for u guys?

my life has been much more INTERESTING recently. how interesting.. those who are close to me definitely know. hahas. not convenient to elaborate too much. but its really tiring.
got to chat with limin a few days ago. knew her for quite awhile and this is the first time chatting with her. lol. stop pushing **** to me hor. lol



GRIND GRIND GRIND! same place same fun ppl.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUOYAO AND LIMIN!
EARLY BIRTHDAY TO CELINE!

sch ended early ytd and i went over woodlands to look for SDX. been a long time since i had really sit down and chatted with her. used to be so close and i hate the reason for drifting apart. not the first time and not the first person. worse. i cant do anything about it. but im still surprised she told me some of her stuffs. rmb. no matter what. im always there for u. went up her house ard 9. didnt told di i'll be going up so i went to gave her a surprise. hahas. managed to chat with her awhile only as she had to go out. went off ard 9.30 and went over amk. it was mahjong at night and i was dead tired at 5 plus so i fell asleep. lol.

work at 6 at charcoal later. i better sleep soon. but im kinda hook on gossip girl. super nice show. serena and nate are hot!

saw this on limin's blog. watch it. its really touching.