im back to update! stop pestering me to update ppl. hahas.

ehh.. where should i start from. i'll just start from thurs. it was our IOM presentation. mr 'depends on the situation' was nice enough to let us wear casual. hahas. overall it was good. hahas. said by mr yap. it was pepper lunch time for gracie. she was like so excited. hahas. some didnt wanna eat that so we went to the bugis one in the food court. ate ice kachang for dessert. and ice cream later on. overall it was a fun trip for the SIM girls. too bad cass wasn't there.
met up with eelin and had laksa. recently my stomach had been like endless pit. cant seem to be full. eating eating and eating.

friday was boring econs. damn menses. made me feel so uncomfortable. went to bugis to meet siaowei and xiuhui. the two of them were super late due to transport problem. so i went ard shopping for alvin's present. got two tops from topman. u dumb guy. dun complain bout it hor. had steamboat at the shop me and the two miss ng went that time. it was dessert time at ah chew dessert shop. yam sago is yummy!
met miss ng at amk hub toilet. both of us didnt bother bout each other actually. i saw her in the mirror and i continued combing my hair. it was then i realise she's yuwen. the scene was damn funny when we recognised each other. quoted from yuwen's blog "i thought she was some par lia ah ma when she shouted "eh!" at me. thought who wanna scold me sia. hahaha" yeah. some fate we have huh. hahahas. watched mirrors at 12am. the movie was damn scary. i spent so much time covering my ears and eyes. i think i just watched 50 cent of the show thru the little hole between my fingers. hahas

i hate it that i cant be myself. its a total different me when im there and when im outside. im not complaining. just its quite a torture i have to live everyday like this. i can be so hyper outside and say whatever i want but i tend to tone down there. why? i just dun understand. maybe once a bad impression due to communication breakdown. that impression is set alrdy. maybe its just not meant to be. i have to keep watching my words. for the first time. cuz everyone else knows i have no intention of anything. but now im just afraid of misunderstanding.

oh. i saw a mag at a bus stop featuring two best friends who know each other for 35 years since the age of 9. amazing. wonder who'll keep in contact with me for the next 35 years. a few alrdy drifted away. still in contact but so much lesser than before. oh well. who can predict the future. as long as i know who's the best friends in my life now its enough.

its work later. so sian.. hope the ppl working will be fun!

yes miss ng. i'll be preparing to receive my "be myself" phone call when im in sch from u. hahas!