quoted from ting : cc, always listen to my crap and the contradicting complaints ! HAHHAHA . and contact me knowing that i wont take the initiative to call her . HAHAHAHHA .

thanks uh. im ur crap and complaints receiver huh? hahas

suddenly miss sweet family alot alot today. was listening to jay's hei she you mo and F4 friendship song that we sang to wei on her birthday. miss those days we used to hang out everyday. no one seemed to be putting in effort to maintain this friendship. suddenly i dun wan use drifting further apart. i'll try my best.

ppl who i can count on whenever i need a listening ear. i'll name whoever i can think of right now.

eelin. she's my grandma cum sister cum part time gf. always listening to my grumbles and problems and craps. almost there for me 24/7. thank goodness for the free outgoing to her. i can chat with her anytime anyday. hahas.

ting. another one listening to all my craps and problems. she's full of nonsense and always manage to cheer me up whenever im down. too bad i dun have free outgoing to her. if not i think we'll be yakking non stop on phone every night. take some initiative girl!

weiheng. u're included in my list now. hahas. all the serious problems he'll be the one listening to them. giving me all the advices i need. though naggy at times. wahaha. but stillt thanks alot. i know u're gonna come after me for ur equinox soon. hahas

SDX. though now we sort of drifted apart. u're still important to me. she used to be the one being there whenever i needed her. i'll never forget her accompanying me to school on the first day. seriously i was quite touched. all the little things she did. d.i.y box of sweets. stars... i miss her man!

ngyuwen. she's this really really random person i gotta know thru pei. and its so weird we can start hanging out so often after knowing each other only for a short while. lol. anyway i can complain lots of stuffs to her too. though she NOT a very good advisor. hahhas. u know it de hor. lol. i know she cant stand all my craps but i still like crapping to her. LOL

bin di wu gui jie. my da jie. always giving advices to me too. whenever someone needs her. no matter how tired she is. she'll still be there. always looking after all of us too. one of the true friends in life u'll ever get.

zimei. my darling. crappy girl she is. full of nonsense and she's really sweet too. nvr fail to laugh whenever she's around. though cant meet her often. i can still count on her. hope to see her more often.

siaowei and jessie. the feeling of the friendship never change. no matter how long we didnt meet up. we'll still as close as before. i can tell them anything. i still haven tried calling them at 4 am. i think siaowei i did. so jessie im calling u soon okay? hahas

amilia. she used to be my bestest best gf. to me now she still is. hope she feels the same too. both of us are leading different life now but i hope this don't affect our friendship drastically. i miss her alot.

xiuhui. started from random calls and we got close after we graduate. so funny. anyway she just became one of my very good friend suddenly and we complain anything we have on our mind to each other with no worries.

sweet family of cuz. liwei binpei vaal fangru bindi. though due to different life everyone is leading now. we cant meet up so often like before. i still trust they'll be there whenever one of us needs them (:


stupid ting! so i should be touched u can crap and complain anything to me la. lol. thanks uh. no chance to listen finish to ur updates. i wanna hear all of them by today. hahas.

i'll add in more later on (: no time now =(

im back to update! stop pestering me to update ppl. hahas.

ehh.. where should i start from. i'll just start from thurs. it was our IOM presentation. mr 'depends on the situation' was nice enough to let us wear casual. hahas. overall it was good. hahas. said by mr yap. it was pepper lunch time for gracie. she was like so excited. hahas. some didnt wanna eat that so we went to the bugis one in the food court. ate ice kachang for dessert. and ice cream later on. overall it was a fun trip for the SIM girls. too bad cass wasn't there.
met up with eelin and had laksa. recently my stomach had been like endless pit. cant seem to be full. eating eating and eating.

friday was boring econs. damn menses. made me feel so uncomfortable. went to bugis to meet siaowei and xiuhui. the two of them were super late due to transport problem. so i went ard shopping for alvin's present. got two tops from topman. u dumb guy. dun complain bout it hor. had steamboat at the shop me and the two miss ng went that time. it was dessert time at ah chew dessert shop. yam sago is yummy!
met miss ng at amk hub toilet. both of us didnt bother bout each other actually. i saw her in the mirror and i continued combing my hair. it was then i realise she's yuwen. the scene was damn funny when we recognised each other. quoted from yuwen's blog "i thought she was some par lia ah ma when she shouted "eh!" at me. thought who wanna scold me sia. hahaha" yeah. some fate we have huh. hahahas. watched mirrors at 12am. the movie was damn scary. i spent so much time covering my ears and eyes. i think i just watched 50 cent of the show thru the little hole between my fingers. hahas

i hate it that i cant be myself. its a total different me when im there and when im outside. im not complaining. just its quite a torture i have to live everyday like this. i can be so hyper outside and say whatever i want but i tend to tone down there. why? i just dun understand. maybe once a bad impression due to communication breakdown. that impression is set alrdy. maybe its just not meant to be. i have to keep watching my words. for the first time. cuz everyone else knows i have no intention of anything. but now im just afraid of misunderstanding.

oh. i saw a mag at a bus stop featuring two best friends who know each other for 35 years since the age of 9. amazing. wonder who'll keep in contact with me for the next 35 years. a few alrdy drifted away. still in contact but so much lesser than before. oh well. who can predict the future. as long as i know who's the best friends in my life now its enough.

its work later. so sian.. hope the ppl working will be fun!

yes miss ng. i'll be preparing to receive my "be myself" phone call when im in sch from u. hahas!

ooookaayy. time for a serious update. lets see. im gonna start on last fri. went out with the two miss ng to prima for dinner. clarke quay for a drink and cineleisure after that for a movie called forgetting sarah marshall. a reeeally nice show. hahas. the show is funny but ... ahem for some parts. lol. voted on night rider and cab and the votes for cab were more.


slept till really late on sat and went down to semb to look for the two of them again. brenda jiasheng james were there too. i wished i could stay and have fun with them AND nan de ngyuwen and jiasheng kept asking me not to go. hahahas. make me feel so bad leaving. oh well. but i got to see amilia and finally the well known tom. lol. he's crappy. seems quite nice to me. hahas. blessings for both of them. amilia! less time for me now! =( jiajun was there too. been so long since i saw him. overall it wasn't that bad being there cuz they were all quite friendly.


did some studying on sunday. argh. hate econs man. its sooooo... MATHS! lol. missed out the dinner with ting and the rest. i simply didnt have the mood to go out far that day.


going out with the two miss ng and jiasheng on friday. no more partyworld. im craving for movies recently and the plan had changed to movie and dinner. great. see you guys and no last min cancellation uh! (:

i miss sweet family =(
why am i weird? maybe i dun like the feeling of drifting apart? thats why i hate being close to someone. i have to bear with the feeling of losing. and i hate it alot

should i believe in fate?

time for a looong post been really really lazy to upload all the photos esp when blogger only allows max of 5 photos to be uploaded at one go. i'll rearrange them again. they're in a big mess now. hahas

TIAN TING TING IS MY COLLEAGUE!

- [c=0][b]TINGTING [c=#FF0080]♥[/c] : [/b][/c] says:
Fate had decided what it has for you, if yuan fen comes, it's yours. else, it will never be


precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
thanks! dontbe sian liao! smile ok i love you!


thank you eelin for being by my side always. really.


yuwen says the original chaichin is gone. ting says i had become crispy. hahahas

siaowei says she wans her two super duper bestie to be happy like her. so jessie me and siaowei must be happy! so sweet of her (:

been out with sweet family on sunday for dinner at chomp chomp and ice cream at ice 3 (cube).

and thanks u girls for cheering me up in sch. that helped alot. i almost wanted to go back during the break.

managed to buy my formal wear. long sleeve top and pants. thanks weiheng for accompanying me to shop around. tml i gotta trouble him again. hahas. i'll treat u to cheap good food okay. but NO equinox!

just some brief updates. haven been updating alot cuz im just simply too lazy and not in the mood to do that. shall update soon with all the many many photos.

haven been updating recently. let me recall. juli's birthday was on friday. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY GIRL! hope u enjoyed urself. had a little celebration with her.

went out with ting and zimei for dinner. ate at sakura at somerset. was damn full. took lots of food. hahas. and ended up not finishing all. lol. went over st james after that. first was movida than the tiger exibition. boiler room i think and next powerhouse. details up later. love u two girls!

zimei. be strong! though i hope i can be first before i tell anyone this. enough of self pity-ing. im like destroying myself gradually. whats wrong with me? eelin's right. where's the cheerful chaichin? i wan her back too. i can give advice to the whole world except for myself.

初次见面就占据我心中
部署星空只为了你等候
每个角落 擦肩而过 被缘分捉弄
突然相遇在转角的街头
抬头感动我只想对你说
快乐难过 不能错过 对你的承诺
我不太浪漫 你说很习惯
我的肩膀给你很多安全感
握紧你的手 用全力向天空轻轻呐喊
我会很爱很爱你 一百个世纪
很爱很爱你 没人能代替
未来旅行 Walkman记录着爱情

我的心永远不变
我会很爱很爱你 黑夜到黎明
很爱很爱你 四季不休息
打开Walkman 随时就能听见你
Feel My Heart 我最爱最爱的你
突然相遇在转角的街头
抬头感动我只想对你说
快乐难过不能错过 对你的承诺
我不太浪漫 你说很习惯
我的肩膀给你很多安全感

握紧你的手 用全力向天空轻轻呐喊
我会很爱你 一百个世纪
很爱很爱你 没人能代替
未来旅行 Walkman记录着爱情
我的心永远不变
我会很爱你 黑夜到黎明
很爱很爱你 四季不休息
打开Walkman 随时就能听见你
Feel My Heart 我最爱最爱的你
我会很爱你 一百个世纪
很爱很爱你 没人能代替
未来旅行 Walkman记录着爱情
我的心永远不变
我会很爱你 用我的生命
很爱很爱你 你给我勇气
快乐寂寞走到幸福那一头
Feel My Heart 我最爱最爱的你

studied overnight at semb mac last night with the two miss ng. my eyebags are freaking ugly. i had been leading this nightlife for years and i dont get UGLY EYEBAGS. ever. not that i get PRETTY ones - . - hahahas. managed to complete the "speech" im suppose to give during SSEL presentation. thanks girls for the econs lesson. im hiring them as my econs tutor. hahas. be it studying session or catching up session im still glad i get to meet up with them. things changed quite alot in just a few months.

ting. STOP dreaming about such weird dreams. LOL. but im happy that u're happy now. at least happier than the past few weeks.

had a chat with siaowei in the evening. she's back from camp. she's troubled by others' trouble. lol. dont worry bout me. im not a strong girl.
jessie dont be too troubled too. things will work out eventually. im just a phonecall away. u still can call me at 4 am (:

and last but not least AMILIA. finally got to talk to her. i saw what u wrote. its not true. yes we spent so much lesser time together now but the closeness never changes. i still can tell u anything. i know im always too busy with all the others. i promise to call u more okay?

im getting SICK soon.
i am already sick..

videos on the dance from 籃球火. the victory dance! hahas. damn cool. jerry is so cute. lol





言承旭 - 地心引力

early class today. useless and boring lecture. if not for attentence i think no one will attend at all. stopped at semb on the way to school to pass siaowei's maid sleeping bag. i told hj cuz her maid's bed spoiled thats why she needs my sleeping bag. hahahas. both miss ng yuwen and yushuang happened to be at semb so i went to sch with them. made a study date with them tonight. so im gonna take a nap after blogging this post. damn tired. only had 4 hours of sleep last night. gonna be a panda soon. nights for the time being ppl. im off to lala land (:

i realise the two miss ng like to call me miss ooi. why why? lol

on phone with neo siao wei now. this big bully wants me to pass her sleeping bag early in the morning. but.. lets see if she can get up first or not. hahahas. hope she enjoys her camp (:

met up with siaowei and jessie at causeway after sch today. at least i got to meet siaowei a few days before. i didnt see jessie for like a few million years alrdy. hahahas. okay too over. maybe one day lesser? hahas. ate sakae! chatted and updated them on everything. took lots of photos and had a crazy time with them. was like super full. suppose to go and look for yushuang with yuwen but it was too late. and ended up she told me she's gonna watch movie. lol. went back home after that. thanks JESSIE and SIAOWEI for lifting my mood and cheering me up. seriously i got lots of ppl to thank for simply trusting me even without me saying a word. eelin too for listening to all my rantings EVERY NIGHT. sweet family. lol. i dunno what i'll do without u guys. HJ too. im lucky to have u guys with me everytime i need u guys. love you guys loads! (:

start from scratch to be friends again. hope things will be different.

some of the photos only. there's more. shall post it again tml

thank you miss neo! <3

they say the scallop looks like lacy bra - . -

uncooked prawn?

the three diff pair of havianna footwear

"yes yes! i got a clue alrdy..." hahahas. inside joke

blur like sotong jessie ho!

the three of us. where's the other three?

finally one without us laughing when we stared at each other

fencing?

emo me =(