happy birthday. mood was really down in the morning. thank u zimei for cheering me up. she didnt do much. but just from the very first msg she could tell im not myself. i have no idea how she knew. anyway. the reply was rather sarcastic. thats why. carefree? yes. im having lots of freedom now. but so wad? things had changed. maybe i dont mention here. but there's still something empty. shit. feeling crappy again. heart's dropping out anytime.
i cant understand ties between ppl. i really believe things can change if we wan to. if it just happen that the two parties are willing to.
i really hate this feeling now. i really really hate it..

babes. i'll update bout today again. mind too blank again.