Tuesday, April 29, 2008

im a ____ friend, girlfriend and daughter.

come to think of it. seriously i failed my role as a gf terribly. those msgs were right. i shouldnt even complain that they're hurting. what right do i have? im sorry if i hurt u so much. i didnt mean to. i just wished u would get to know them better before u judged them. we just planned to go clubbing twice. we dun even enjoy it. just like that u judged us so badly. i cant bear to throw the stuffs away. i cant imagine the feeling of trying to find them back after i threw it away and i cant find them. i guess i'll nvr accept this role again. im too ____ to play this role.

sometimes i just dun see the importance of me as a friend. everyone have their role in the friendship. i cant see mine seriously. it doesnt matter whether im there or not. i used to think im a good friend. someone who ppl can turn to when they have problems. well. not anymore. so ppl please dun misunderstand when i distant myself away from u guys.

i disappoint my parents. creating so much troubles. sometimes i think they're better off without this ____ daughter. i promise i'll study hard if i manage to get into the sch.

everyone will be so much better off without me.

try filling in with lousy, horrible, terrible. the whole thing will make perfect sense.

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