okay. i think its kinda weird seeing the f word popping up so many times in the last post cos i dun usually use it so often here. im fine alrdy. just feeling kinda down ytd. hahas.
wad a coincidence. i saw jessie at yishun bus interchange today. weijie's hair is SHORT! LOL. oops! hahas.
here are some photos. er. okay. not some. quite alot actually.
unglam eelin!
this is wad i did when im bored at work
karen and mi
sandi and mi
there are more but apparently something is wrong with blogger now so i cant upload. i'll upload them next time den.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
how come life is so fucking hard? so complicated?
i slept for almost 20 hours today without eating without nth. almost wished i will just sleep on forever without waking up. i'll still be sleeping if not for my mum nagging mi to eat. even with the noodles place in front of mi. i have no appetite at all.
fuck my birthday. i have no fucking mood to celebrate my birthday. at least jessie called mi just now asking if im free on mon. that lifted my mood a little bit. thanks gal.
fuck my brother. all the things he said are just to get us off his back. just like someone. saying believe mi is just to get mi off his back. that is worse den lying. no matter wad i've always trusted.
hope i''ll get cancer like ak and leave this world. so it doesn't matter whether i get into poly or not.
and nvr ever believe in promise. i heard so many and in the end they're all broken. one was broken during the period of time ak was being hospitalised and one now.
Monday, January 28, 2008
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
got this second hand phone today at 50 bucks. wanted to buy an extra batt for my viewty but the batt cost 68 bucks. and i cant even sell it. so i decided that buying a basic phone which basically just do calling and msging is a better idea. at least i'll get back some of my money when i sell it next time.
im having a serious headache now! how to fill in the JAE form? SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!
Saturday, January 26, 2008
ever ever after by carrie underwood
this song has lifted up my mood greatly after listening to it. and she's gorgeous (:
enjoy !
It’s over and done But the heartache lives on inside And who’s the one you’re clinging to Instead of me tonight?And where are you now, now that I need you? Tears on my pillow wherever you go I’ll cry me a river that leads to your ocean You’ll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart It’s just emotion taking me over Caught up in sorrow Lost in the song But if you don’t come back Come home to me, darling Don’t you know there’s nobody left in this world to hold me tight? Don’t you know there’s nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight Goodnight, goodnight
I’m there at your side, I’m part of all the things you are But you’ve got a part of someone else You’ve got to find your shining star
And where are you now, now that I need you? Tears on my pillow wherever you go I’ll cry me a river that leads to your ocean You’ll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart It’s just emotion taking me over Caught up in sorrow Lost in the song But if you don’t come back Come home to me, darling Don’t you know there’s nobody left in this world to hold me tight? Don’t you know there’s nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight Goodnight, goodnight
And where are you now, now that I need you? Tears on my pillow wherever you go I’ll cry me a river that leads to your ocean You’ll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart It’s just emotion taking me over Caught up in sorrow Lost in the song But if you don’t come back Come home to me, darling Don’t you know there’s nobody left in this world to hold me tight? Don’t you know there’s nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight Goodnight, goodnight
look at this video. this song sang by samantha. no idea who she is though. some 80's star i think
Thursday, January 24, 2008
should i be happy with my result?
Monday, January 21, 2008
yesterday was the last day of work at jurong point. was sick for the last three days. felt so terrible. didnt do much at work and i just sat down there for most of the time. the ppl there know so they wanted me to rest. so nice of them. hahas. one of them is from myanmar. she taught me burmese. the language spoken there. and i taught her chinese. ming ga lar bar --> hello. noke sad bar dae --> goodbye. unfortunately i only learnt two words. oh well. i still learnt something. hahas. i'll upload their photos next time.
i shall get some rest this week. so sick and tired. continue working the next week
manshe is soooo cute! she got a DUMB owner!
Friday, January 18, 2008
ppl. as u noe my birthday is coming. those who are planning to get mi a present. i noe who definately will. hahahas. i allow u guys to give mi a belated present. better still after chinese new year. okay?
wahaha. i think those who read this are going to kill mi. so bhb. nah. im kidding.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
went out on friday with jessie and siaowei to have dinner and look for weijie's present. but we only manage to do one thing. and thats dinner. hahas. took a reeaallly long bus ride to vivo. i will not take a bus to vivo anymore. went to look for ningsi when we reached there. she's working at the fair held there. wanted to have dinner with her but she could not leave the place as it was busy at that time. so we went to eat first. decided for a long time again before settling for secret recipe. the food's not bad and the cakes are nice. i like the white choc one but jess and sw like the chocolate banana one. lol. xiuhui came to look for us when we were eating halfway. she happened to be at vivo too. st james. after dinner there's not much left to do and sw had to go off already so off we went and xh went back to wait for yeemay. glad xh came to look for us. been a long time since i saw her.
go away siaowei! jessie's mine!
alphabet fries (:
my dinner. pan grilled fish with lobster sauce
sw's dinner
jessie's dinner
frosty apple and lemon tea
chocolate banana
white choc with macadamia
about to finish
was supposed to meet pam cyn and xh for lunch today but something cropped up. wanted to join them at TP but halfway there my phone had no batt! cant contact them at all. so in the end i didnt manage to meet them at all. hopefully i'll get to meet up with pam before she fly off. TP's open house was quite okay. didnt see much as it was raining heavily when i reached. but the goody bag was nice (: the bag itself was not bad and i like the shirt given. 'I AM..." is printed on it and the plain white tee was left for us to let our imagination run wild and decorate. i just wrote my name and cant think of anymore stuff to draw or write on.
i cant find my precious necklace! its reeally important to me! anyone who find a similar one anywhere please tell me. thanks a million.
Friday, January 11, 2008
updated my music playlist. i love backstreet boys! introduced by my neighbour too. those who had read my blog would now who she is. her birthday's coming. 13th jan. wanted to send her a present but its too late. other occasion den. backstreet boys are not that famous anymore. but their songs still rocks (: esp the songs i'll be the one and i want it that way.
aaron carter. i used to like him. hahas. heard his song online just now and started searching for his news.he's better looking when he was younger. ha. but he still looks good now.
im free till next mon. meeting siaowei and jessie for dinner tml and xiuhui they all for lunch on sat. pam is flying off so that'll be the last lunch with her i guess. wish her all the best for the future (:
had a bad day today again..
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
made a wasted trip down to cityhall today. my outfit is not appropriate for robinson. ahh. wadever. so i'll be having days off till mon. which i'll be working at bishan. 8 in the MORNING! im so not a morning person. horrible day today. so much stupid thoughts running thru my mind. argh! walk ard marina and suntec. remembered wad amilia told mi again.
met up with dear eelin popo today. she had a tiff with her boy. she's still angry and she's screaming into the phone now. dumb girl. lol. manshe is so so cute! i love her much! but eelin dun allow mi to bring her back :(
oh no. i wan change phone again.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
officially ended my work at plaza sing. today was so damn boring. mondays are the start of sch and work. so there's not many ppl in the mall. unlike the weekends. all the clothes were in a BIG mess. and i meant really big. i alone had to look after 8 wagons. 7 full of clothes. men's shirts. so difficult to fold them back. just finished folding and 5 mins later i turn back. its a mess again.. 1 wagon was full of ties. that one was no problem for me. anyway i feel happy when ppl thank me for helping them. i felt i've done a good job. initially i thought i would have little sales. but in the end it was actually quite good. even my in charge, jim, thought there would be little sale too. im so proud of myself. LOL! bragging i know. sad that there's no commission made new frens again (: wed i have no idea where i'll be posted to. town area too. meeting jim at 1.30 cityhall. tml will be working at jurong area. waitress. my old job. hahas. tml high pay. must work no matter wad. lets see if i'll get the OCBC job.
schedule's packed. for once. hahahas. previously i was the one who was sooo free.
hopefully i'll be able to meet my 'da jie' and siaowei on friday. too bad the other 3 cant make it :(
since i started work i haven really touched the com. not to say blog. tired-ness everyday. thank goodness it starts at 1. if not i think i'll be late for like the whole of that week. hahas. i noe i DEFINITELY will be.
photos.. theres more. but dumb com. i'll upload the rest later or tml.
thats wad u do when u're bored at work
jessie bought mi these! (:
sw said im not a pepper lunch virgin anymore - . -
jessie weijie siaowei ningsi hend all came to visit mi ytd. J WJ and N stood there chatting with mi for almost a hour i think. or more. thank u guys. u made ytd so much easier to pass by. the fair ended today. andd.. MR LAU u've became fitter! i dun think he'll see. so this is for the benefit of miss ho. hahas. ppl at work said jessie looks like my elder sis. LOL. da jie made some new friends there. they're really nice. esp one. she's just the same as mi. crappy and lame. hahas. tml till the 7th jan i'll be at plaza sing. this time i cant say i'll be bored. cos i'll be located at the atrium. is that how u spell? nvm. anyway i turned down the nokia job. argh! regretting it now. dun ask why i did that. cos i got no idea too!
unglam eelin!
this is wad i did when im bored at work
sandi and mi
