been real lazy to update especially with million of photos to upload which will take years. i'm just here for a quick update on this show i've been watching this few days. the L word. its a nice show actually for those who have nothing against lesbians.

i cant stand gays and lesbians before but i accepted them. personally if the person i like has the character i'm attracted to. it doesnt matter its a he or she.

marinda from the show. she's not exactly the prettiest one there but she's a great actress (:

Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) we'll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be alone under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.

hey ppl. here for a quick update on what i've been busy with recently.

the BIG MAIN activity is.. PLAYING SANTA!
not for myself. okay.. maybe just a few items for myself. i've bought lots of PRESENTS for all my love ones (: hopefully they'll like them.
pretty broke now. but oh well. i still love CHRISTMAS. and its well packed with lots of plans. its gonna be three days straight with most of my love ones (:

was out with sixofus just now at AMK hub. new york new york for dinner and movie was unsuccessful cuz of the timing :( but overall it was fun.


its christmas eve now! will be going over to coach's place in the morning with the volleyball girls. but night i'll be missing out charcoal celebration :(

christmas will be with my two darlings and the rest at uncle mike's place.


TA TA! i'll be back soon! gotta catch some sleep now (:

been hooked on this tv drama i watch online, The Mentalist.

if u like watching crime dramas than u'll definitely love this show. esp with this cute hottie, Simon Baker as Patrick Jane in the show. link is given (:


Golden Globe Award nominee Simon Baker stars as Patrick Jane, an independent consultant with the California Bureau of Investigation (CBI), who has a remarkable track record for solving serious crimes by using his razor sharp skills of observation. He also makes frequent use of his mentalist abilities to lead witnesses or offenders into offering the actual facts of the case, as known only to them.

Within the Bureau, Jane is notorious for his blatant lack of protocol and his semi-celebrity past as a psychic medium, whose paranormal abilities he now admits he feigned. Jane's role in cracking a series of tough high-profile cases is greatly valued by his fellow agents.

However, no-nonsense Senior Agent Teresa Lisbon openly resists having Jane in her unit and alternates between reluctantly acknowledging Jane's usefulness and blasting him for his theatrics, narcissism and dangerous lack of boundaries. Lisbon's team includes agents Kimball Cho, Wayne Rigsby and rookie member Grace Van Pelt, who all think Jane's a loose cannon but admire his charm and knack for clearing cases.

i love this song! keeps repeating in my head over and over again

Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking
completely incomplete
i'll take your invitation
you take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose
nothing left to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else...

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment..
hanging by a moment...
hanging by a moment here with you..

inside scoop of weekends

FRIDAY

butterfactory DBL O with my two of my darlings and zimei's colleague, junjie --> JJ. tingting --> TT. chaichin --> CC. LOL. funny huh. baby felt outcasted cuz of it. hahahas. dun be.. we still prefer powerhouse sadly. music CMI. crowd CMI. after that. was bitching session at ting's place. hahahas

SATURDAY

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY DARYL YAP!!

it was timbre. the place is really cool with superb ambience and music. esp being addicted to clubbing. we just felt like dancing! took like million of photos and i have no idea how to post it up here when i receive them from daryl. LOL. like i always say. usual crowd. usual fun. these are just a few pics from my cam.

uncle as usual... LOL

baby zm, crystal, me, darling ting

baby crystal (:

daryl on stage. sabo by us to do pole dance!




from baby's phone

boon and james

baby and me

baby and darling

drinks

family portrait? LOL

me uncle zimei

james and ting

paul and james

i just love the two of them. two of my best girlfriends (:
im hoping just like both of them too. our friendship will last. lovees!

here's the random talks/thoughts


i miss lots of people. miss ng yu wen. jessie ho. neo siao wei. ang ning si. ang hui fen. jeanette lee. and whoever i haven been meeting up with.

eve got into the same class as me and ave (:





i commited the same mistake again. being too busy for some important friends.
i cant handle everyone yet i don't want to drift apart from anyone.

FRIDAY

as what min calls eelin. my les partner. noo nooo. we're not les. just my super best buddy who had been there whenever i need someone to complain to. needed advices. just a phone call away (anyway its free when i call her.. thats why. hahahas). of cuz not this reason la. lol. all the catching up. crazy photos will be up soon (:

SATURDAY

happy birthday paul! hope u like the uber pretty boxer and shades. hahas. usual crowd as usual. ting, zimei, daryl, mary, alex, boon, xers, crystal, uncle, his wife, james, marcus. think i didnt left anyone out. shan't elaborate so much.

james and boon dead tired

SUNDAY

OMG! gays night. many uber cute guys! think both darling and me were enjoying the feast on our eyes. hahas. james, derrick, koko fitted in just nice. cute but off limits to us. lol. ahh! interesting interesting night. hahahas.

school's starting in less than one month's time. so not looking forward. how will my new friends be like? hopefully i'll meet people who's just like all my friends i love so much.

'whatever is true, whatever is noble,
whatever is right, whatever is pure,
whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent
or praiseworthy- think about such things'

Phillipians 4:8

'Make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, for a tree is recognised by its fruit. You brood of vipers, how can you who are evil say anything good? For out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks. The good man brings out good things out of the good stored up in him, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him. But i tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgement for every careless word they have spoken. For by your words you will be aquitted, and by your words you will be condemned'

Matthew 12:33-37

i truely agree with this verse. i've been reading this book "Less is more". it talks about how powerful words can be. how the right words can encourage those who fell to move on again and how the wrong words can cut deep into people's heart unknowingly. just a reminder to everyone. be mindful of the words u speak. weigh the words even before u feel like spitting them out at those u're angry with. it makes a difference.

one full week of work = more money. hahahas. tiring but it means i can get the stuffs i want much faster. as usual.. im dreading to work at ah wok. thank goodness for cuicui and lingyan. somehow they kinda change my perception of china people. i guess i cant condemn everyone just because of a few hateful ones. well... maybe not a few. hahahahas. okaaaay. im still condemning them. LOL!

ling yan and me

emotions out of control. sorry puipui and fei mao. i still love u guys (: thanks for listening to all my rantings.

my favorite season of the year is approaching. hear the carols yet people? will loooove to party with all my friends!

i've been wanting to promote charcoal thru my bloggie and i just didnt get to it. here it is (:

from breadtalk webbie :

CHARCOAL - our new brand which anchors TSK's multi cuisine concept - stems from Yakiniku House, the popular Taiwanese charcoal grill restaurant chain which have five branches in Taipei. With traditional tatami seating, diners can enjoy hands-on grilling over burning charcoals, using only the freshest meats, seafood and vegetables. Superior Marbled Beef, Superior Snowflake Pork, and juicy Pleurotus Eryngii (King Oyster Mushroom) are just some of the delectable offerings. A hang-down multi-exhaust system on each table ensures that smoke from the grill is ingested almost immediately.

currently there's a christmas set meal for 5. $158 i think with complimentary of waygu beef and green tea gelato (:

this is the reason why i bought marshmellow to work (:

credits to miss lim shi yi

suddenly all the memories flash back. the other language of ily was sent a few times to my phone. significant time. at the fountain of wealth.

but i'm satisfied with how things are going now. never in my dreams, literally, this would happen.

events

been pretty busy with all lots of activities. this is gonna be a long update. prepare yourself ppl. hahas. okay i'm gonna start from last week.

SUNDAY

sentosa with vaal, wei, min, james, alex, max, vivian. had dinner at semb. wenxi, yeemay and jiabing were there too (:

some photos. the rest are at facebook (:


MONDAY

accompany siaowei to polyclinic. she reminded me i fainted there once before. goodness. damn enbarrassing. hahas. stupid dengue.
had dinner with yuwen and jiasheng after that. went to the arcade after dinner. and i dropped my ring under one machine. thanks to jiasheng. he got it out for me. went to chong pang nasi lemak to have bean curd.
i delievered LJS to alvin.
chatted with eelin at khatib after i got back.
was about to sleep and i receive call from ting. went semb park with them and had a crazy night. forfeits and soggy donuts. hahahas. serves daryl yap right. dug his own grave by pouring orange juice and green tea over the two donuts. lol

the next few days were just plain lazing at other people's places

FRIDAY

quarantine. a show similar to rec. super terrifying.


Television reporter Angela Vidal and her cameraman are assigned to spend the night shift with a Los Angeles Fire Station. After a routine 911 call takes them to a small apartment building, they find police officers already on the scene in response to blood curdling screams coming from one of the apartment units. They soon learn that a woman living in the building has been infected by something unknown. After a few of the residents are viciously attacked, they try to escape with the news crew in tow, only to find that the CDC has quarantined the building. Phones, internet, televisions and cell phone access have been cut-off, and officials are not relaying information to those locked inside. When the quarantine is finally lifted, the only evidence of what took place is the news crew's videotape.

SATURDAY/SUNDAY

work again. powerhouse. music. ting, zimei, alvin, eelin, daryl, his fren angus i think. eelin got drunk. luckily yuan was there too. it was daryl's place after that. den uncle mike's.

finally first night at home since the holiday started. my goodness. my bed and mummy miss me. hahahas


tommy i'm gonna see u soon right? I MISS U!! hahas (: and I'LL TALK TO U FIRST THE NEXT TIME! edited: he misses me too (:

i miss fei mao and puipui! okay i miss fei mao more. hahahas

i love charcoal still! (:(:

im sorry girl. i wasnt by ur side when u need me. reply me when u feel like replying. trust me. u're still the bestest fren i have in my life.

i better get my butt off my bed soon. im gonna be so late for work. slept for so long and i still feel tired. starting to admit im a pig... cant believe i said that. lots of ppl are gonna agree with it.

updates bout the past two days real soooon. been crazy with so many meet ups

i received my letter from SIM. im in class A. so far jerra is the only one who's in the same class. hopefully more please!!

this video is really innovative. if my grandma were to do this to my laptop i think i'll faint.. hahas



this song is really nice though the video is not that fantastic. too bad



had a nice chat with ANGELA pai. hahas. she knows christine too. surprise surprise. if TSK is still hiring we'll be colleagues. hahahahs

charcoal ppl are going sentosa tml. should i go?

thursday

extras!!!

friday

went for dinner with jessie and ning at northpoint newly open jap foodcourt (:

unagi

ning's crazy spending on alcohol. my goodness!