the song for the new upcoming show after shou zu at 7 pm i think. or is it 9? lol. its playin on my blog now. im still highly recommendin it. hahas.

doubt the ppl miss mi in sch. i noe the teachers did. LOl. to chase mi on sch stuff. nvm. i still have all my good frens ard mi. i noe they will be there for mi whenever i need them.

jessie mention this last few days. if one day. that day happen to be my birthday. i invited my best fren. BUT on that day. her crush. that hottest guy wadever ask her out. will she come to my party or will she go out with him? if u ask mi. i'll tell her to go along with that guy. i noe it'll make her happy. im not going to be angry just because she didnt come. but now we switch role. im the one who's suppose to be attendin the party. i noe i'll turn down the date and go to the party. because that is my best fren.

noe why i suddenly write this. imagine a good fren keep stressin on the point that i can go out and have fun and dun have to worry bout a thing abt money. i mean alot of times. wad will u do? i gave an advice to ask her save money. instead she rebut that im sayin that she cant have fun cos she have to work for it. i have no intention on sayin that just because she have to work to support herself means she have to give up fun. like going to somewhere in sentosa. i just meant to save enough for wad is neccessary first like phone bill den the rest u spend on fun. till now she still think im braggin bout the fact i get pocket money and she dun and i dun have to worry that much bout the money part? i just meant well when i gave that advice. i find friendship is like relationship. somethin goes wrong. both party have to talk things out. she sent mi a hurtin msg. wad kind of fren i am and i dun admit fault. think back. i said sorry quite a lot of times. i rmb thrice very clearly. once is bout the lift thing. i shouted at her because she kept sayin bout the money thing. if we were to change role. i would be happy for u that the fact u dun have to worry bout money. not keep rubbin in abt that. u get wad im sayin? second is at the bowlin alley. cos i just cant stand the 'forget it lar' when on the phone. its not the first time. kiwi said u cried after that. u noe how bad i felt. third was at AMK. i tried tellin u not to keep rubbin in on the money thing and in the end u just said wadever lar and nth. i DUN WAN to quarrel wid u or anythin. i said sorry for my attitude before. i tried talkin to u for things i dun like. i always think whether wad i say will hurt u anot first before i say. did u think of this? u told mi to change my attitude. i think i did it. well. im going to write it here. i dun like whenever things happen. u just brush it off wid a wadever and pretend u nvr said anythin hurtin before. i dun like the 'forget it lar' u're always using. and just one last thing. the sarcastic remarks on the money thing.

u're the only fren i give in and tolerate so much. the rest i can just simply say straight out wad i dun like abt them. they do the same to mi too. all these maybe after u see u'll get angry or wad. but i just think i cant keep not sayin anythin. well. i think the person will noe who im referrin to. hope things get better between us. and sorry for not contactin u recently. i admit i should have sent u a msg no matter how busy i am. so. im sorry.


maybe im not such a good fren afterall.