dewei's and my birthday

sentosa!

clique !19

2 years ago i think

racial harmony

this caused a fire in sch. lol

pioneer batch of us and COACH

i miss them!

ah kiang left us on 22nd of may. i was shocked when i received the msg that mornin. was expectin it but it was just too soon. that freakin cancer. just took away a life just like that. was expectin God will hear our prayers and cure him. but i guess He didnt. was expectin a miracle. went to his funeral ytd. today was the cremation. saw his mum cryin and screamin for his son at the funeral our hearts all ache.it wun be easy lettin go of her youngest son. everyone cried. ah kiang was just 20+. was full of craps. the fastest runner among all of us. first met him i thought he was ard the same age as us. cos he's short for his age. he went taiwan for army and was back on court after he reached singapore. ralf bluffed us abt his age. lol. anyway. haowei jingsheng his mum ralf dewei amilia kiwi haojie taiyi eelin yeeling xiuyuan and mi went today. some of them had been frens wid ak since pri and sec sch. ak had been strong. heard he left peaceully without any pain. at least God had taken away the pain before he left this world. i looked into the coffin today. was expectin him to wake up anytime. i just cant imagine my fren to be gone just like this. he asked us to watched pirates of the caribbean. which came out today. now its not possible to watch movies with him ever again. one more thing i was reminded of ytd. ak asked for lemon tea from kfc when he was in the hospital. i went too late and he had alrdy drank milo. i hate myself for not fulfillin this last thing i could do for him. really.

i noe we all will definately rmb ak forever in our heart. rest in peace.

something i really realised after this incident and watchin the 7pm show. someone closed and dear to u may just be gone tml. or any time. u nvr noe. treasure wad u have now. say and do wad u wanna do. or it might be too late. but things i wanna say or do. i might not get a chance. so should i stop tryin?

ningsi and huimin came sch ytd. i miss them! esp huimin. didnt see her for so long le. came to my house after sch. AND! we heard ningsi tellin her fren she 'bought' a bus. LOL. rich wor. hahas. after that ningsi took 854 to hougang. mi and huimin took 857 to suntec to find saulin. another one i didnt see for a loooonnng time. hahas. on the bus we recalled wad happened in the past. mi and huimin first got close was us walkin to the station from sch in the rain. lol. that is very unforgettable. hahas. there's this time we sat in the library to chat and i bought food from california lemon i think. criss cross fries. huimin told mi cant eat in th library but i insisted. the smell was too strong it attracted the librarian and i got warned. hahas. hmm. we rmb once in the class. saulin was distracted by penghong. she CUT A HOLE in her skirt. omg. lol. everyone was laughin like mad. hahhas. okayy. we reach somewhere i dunno how to spell the name as saulin was going to be there durin her break. we wanted to surprise her. huimin told her she's at home. lol. SL looked surprised when she saw us. hahas. den we walked back to suntec where she was workin at. SnK and ip. that big sotong lost her way in the shoppin centre - . - LOL. one thing she haven change. hahas. oh. forgot to mention. she cut her hair short. quite nice actually. hahaas. she was late for half an hour. took a one and a half hour break. lol. after eatin mi and huimin went up to the shop. makes mi so tempted to work too. both huimin and saulin are workin in SnK. got a jeans and a shirt from there. hahas. hmm. thats abt all. huimin went home afterwards and i went to SGH to visit my fren.

when i reach the hospital. i was shocked when i saw my fren. he was so weak and thin. anyone who saw him will be so heartbroken. the illness is killin him. and he's only 20+. all these are to blame TTS for takin so long to find out wads wrong wid him. if not im sure he will be so much better den now. i saw his mum cried. imagine wads she's going thru now. seein her son lyin in bed sufferin. there's nth we all can do except to visit him. ytd only 4 of us went. the rest of the 838 ppl were not free.

i really hope he will still get well. theres miracle. i noe there is. so i pray God to give him a chance to let him recover.

the only thing that made mi look forward to sch ytd was ningsi and huimin going. today there's nth and no one to make mi look forward to going sch. nth at all.