sat under yuan's blk last night to eat and chat wid eelin. waited till mornin and eelin went to buy sandwich for him to eat on the way to sch. in the end. he continued sleepin despite the morning calls she made.

went to watch the juniors match this afternoon. lost to phs but they played really well. so u guys dun be too sad. next year try ur best to get into the finals again. even though coach wanted third place. lol. after that went to play pool wod amilia jessie and siaowei. played quite okay today.

saw a hamster runnin loose at the eleven floor on the way home just now. it was just like my thoughts. i have no idea wad i am thinkin. just felt really down and felt like cryin. eelin asked mi think of ways to solve. but the only problem is i dunno wad problems i have. and that is fcukin frustrating. everythin sucks. tml's results gonna sucks too. gotta prepare for the worst now. life seriously sucks now.

think only eelin's craps gonna cheer mi up. will call her later.