gotta go sch tml. siian.. thanks to AUNTIE tay who agreed to help mi print. hahas.. so i dun hav to go search for a printer. gotta rmb to bring my floppy tml. work was quite tirin today. imagine pourin 1 thousand cups of fruit punch and refillin it like for 10 times.. its crazy. the ppl dere sure can drink alot. its sort of like the openin of the changi airport terminal 3. it seems quite nice.. wid the area surrounded by sunflower. speakin of that.. i brought one stalk home.. its really pretty. the yellow was very bright. hahas. took picture of the place too. changi airport. hmmm. remind mi of somethin. esplanade too. haiis. better stop thinkin of that now.


hmm.. hope hj wil hav a nice trip in china. hahas..
next i'll be sayin that to eelin.. lols. and be more brave.. somethin good will come out of it.. trust mi. im better wid other's prob den my own. lols..


HAIIS. in a worse state now. urgh! stupid. stupid. stupid. one worry is regrettin.. thats the worst part. one seems to care. one does'nt.
forget it.

chi o'level today.. not that difficult but the last passage was quite hard to understand..
well. as long as i dun fail i'll be happy enough. dun dare to hope for too much.. everytime i put my hope higher.. the more disappointed i'll get. its always like this.. anyway.. the hall was like north pole today.. everyone was freezin as the air con was blastin.. is there a need to on it that strong? lols.. and i didnt bring a jacket some more.. clever ain't i? lols..


in a state of confusion now. clearin my mind to think clearly.. how? advice pls ppl.. haiis.. i seriously dunno wad to do.. all i gotta do is to noe how i feel.. but how? whoo.. good for amilia.. her prob is solve.. blessings to u wor! lols..


- - the worst decision maker in the world

i wanna noe wad im thinkin. is it so hard to make a decision? everytime i try to think my mind is blank.. why? the more i think the more confuse i get.. arghh!! someone help mi please.. time is runnin out..


jiayou to everyone wor.. chi exam on mon.. hahas.. cannot flunk it.. gotta get at least A2 for it.. thats my target.. for the other subjects i dun dare to put too much hope on them.. ya..

im bac to blog.. lols.. it rottin here waitin for mi to blog.. hahas..


anyway..exams are almost over.. great..just one more day.. =)


ohh..im so sorry.. i forgot to send marlon a msg on his birthday and mother's day.. lols.. anyway... hope u hav a great day tml.. hahas.. lookin forward to enjoyin myself after 1 whole week of exam.. and i gotta make up my mind soon.. no more brain cells for that le.. hahas

haiis.. so disappointed.. aimin for 5 A/s for napfa de..in the end got 3 B/s and 2 A/s ..so i must get an A for 2.4 now.. hahas..jiayou to everyone else to wor..


went on a trip to semakau island.. the trip was borin lar.. nearly fell asleep on the boat.. it was so windy.. we're surrounded by sea when we reach dere.. it reminded mi so much of the beach.. hahas..must go to the beach one of these days.. took quite alot of photos today.. kinda expected lar..im surrounded by so many phototakin-lovers..hahhas.. includin mi lar..LOLS.. anyway.. although was quite tired i still enjoy it =)


very tired today.. dun think will blog any longer.. tata..

haiis..think i let down red house.. didnt go for any events at all.. sorry guys.. but i dun think im good anough to run anyway.. ya..


did i do the right thing?haiis.. think u're being very patient wid mi but....

anyway.....

skiiped sch because of the dumb hair todayy.. haiis.. was wonderin wher to go cos cant stay at home.. in the end went to hide at hj house.. lols.. slept for quite awhile den played the sims..hahhas..fun wor..its on ps2..find it more fun den comp de..hahs..after that was DEMANDED to do my work..so i did my maths for awhile..den i started to lose concentratiion.. and i drew a bugs bunny..cant believe it.. hahas..had a sense of satisfaction after i complete..LOLS..


ohh ya..nearly forgot.. thanks hui fen and jeanette for the present from china..the one with the hair which looks like JESSIE HO REN SHI!! hahahs..stupid dumbo..snatched the orange one from mi..end up with a blue one..hahas..make sure she SEE this!! hahahhas..

hope the six of us will last..... =))

top of the wish list

1. lose contact with everyone [they will be happier without mi]
2. ....
3. .....

hmm..let mi start bloggin abt wed first..went out to orchard to celebrate sw n fan birthday.. met at the mrt station..wads up wid sw n fan n shuting's reaction. lols..they said they nv seen mi wearin skirt before..hahhas..okae lar..maybe i didnt wear when im went out wid them bah..hahahs..hmmm..den we went off to orchard.. we told sw they all that marlon was not joinin us le..hehehe..in the end they went to food republic first..mi and jessie went to the "toilet"..they wanted to follow us too..lols..in the end we manage to persuade them to go the the food court first..we went down to meet marlon at the bread talk..bought a cake..anyway think sw was kinda expectin it..cos she was not really surprise by it and we were kinda suspicious..hahhas...sang song n eat the cake le they went to buy food.mi n jessie didnt cos we decided to eat in the cinema...after that went to cineleisure..watched the date movie..damn funny lar... we were laughin all the way..anyway..u could hear marlon's laughter..damn kua zhang lor the show..hahhas..hmmm..after the show we went shoppin around..waited for hend n yew to join us..hend went off before the show started cos he got TUITION...hhahs..okae...anyway...jessie...sw was just tellin mi how obvious hend was..not abt u lar..dunn think so much..hahahs..she didnt say wads wrong wid her..but kept really quiet all the way..haiis....got anythin u just say lar..hahas..sw wanted to go popular before we go bac...i knew it was at the station area..i led them there and in the end they did not believe i was right..sad man =( `cries....they were two escalator there..didnt now which was the right one that led to the popular..in the end both were okae to go dere...see guys..IM RIGHT!! hahahas.. went bac after sw bought wad she wants..met alvin for dinner at yishun as he was there for doctor appointment..WEAK LAR HE!! this is for him to see..hahahhs..hmmm..asshole him..scare mi wid a cockroach..dumb ass...anyway..on the way home we saw somethin......lols...see no evil n hear no evil..hhhahass..chatted wid him 4 or 5..dun rmb..workin the next day still dun wanna sleep..dumb ass lar..so weak le still liddat..lols



hmmm..yesterday went out wid hj..he lar...drag mi out...planned to sleep the whole day de..first he went to his camp to get cheque from his fren..$1900 wor..hahhas...after that went queensway to shop..didnt get anythin dere..went marina square instead..saw a shop i walk pass quite a nomber of times but didnt really went in to see..went in yesterday..wow!! found alot of really nice stuff..cant believe i didnt went in to hav a look before..anyway..inside was mostly handmade stuff usin beads , shells..ya.. bought a choker bah.. in the shape of a fish..hahhas..its really nice!!hahahs..went shoppin around and cant find anythin else to do le..in the end we went to watch dorm..before we went in to watch we went to eat pizza hut...ahhahas..its nice too..its been so long since i eat that..alvin came down to meet us..wasnt expectin him so didnt tell him we're gonna watch movie..so sorry..made u came for nth..dunno if he's angry anot..haiis...hmmm..the show at the beginnin was quite scary..cos of the sound bah...lols..in the end it was quite touchin...so its quite a good movie..must go watch...after that we went esplanade..theres a performance there..the singer was not bad..im more fascinated by the drums..hahhas..after that walk across the brigde and we sat down near the merlion there to talk..chatted for quite long and we went bac to the esplanade..was really thirsty so we wen to hav a drink..we drank coconut..the drink was warm..would hav prefer a cold one..lols..we join in the crowd at the perfomance dere after that ..the ppl was damn high dere lor as if we were in a club...everyone started dancin..!! wooohhhoo!!! hj was damn high lor..lols...after that we went in a pub bah..i wanted to drink..lols...first i drank mudslide..den another one was....i dunno the name..anyway..theres flame in it..woahh..so cool..after that we went bac to join the crowd..i wasn't really that high..okae nia..hj was the one going crazy..hahhas...haiis..den a fone call from my mum spoilt the mood...gotta go bac soon le..siian..went bac home le den chatted wid hj on the fone until 3..wanted to sleep de cos was really sleepy..but dunno why cant sleep..drank a can of tiger den quickly went to bed tryin to sleep..



haiis..miss the f&n remedial today cos i cant wake up..jessie mornin called mi..i ans the fone le den went bac to sleep..lols...ohhh...amilia came bac from camp le...how we enjoyed without her these few days....HAHAHHS...this is so gonna piss her off...dun kill mi please...
hahahhs



gonna sch reopen soon le wor...enjoy while we can..in the mean time...gotta study too...haiis...

sometimes i wonder.. wad if i didnt go down to 838.. didnt meet anyone of them.. wad will i be doing now.. will i be like wad amilia says.. become worse den now.. cos of ppl from my sch.. or will i be really good..?


its stupid questions i'll nv get answers...