i've been saying i want things back to normal. i dont want this anymore. i want things to be better.

studied at mos with benny ytd and before i started, i was delivery girl. just wanted to do something. and i have no idea result my action generated. hope its something positve. went home at 10 and went over to amk mac after that to meet darling to study overnight. took the first train back and i was still damn awake when i got back. something is very wrong with my body. been have headaches very very frequently and my stomach dont feel well too. appetite been quite bad sometimes. sigh

went over RP to study with twin and her classmates, william and two other guys. as usual, not very productive but still managed to learn something. stayed till close to 1o and we left. bought some food from pasar malam and twin and me sat down to chat a lil while. went off at 11 plus and met up with kiwi for a lil while. for now he's my permanent neighbour till he moves off to hostel next sem. hahas. finally been seeing him around after so long. i still rmb the first time i realise he stays at the same block as me. lol.

just finished one episode of this show call kyle xy, its about this boy who woke up one day in the forest knowing nothing bout this world and himself. he was taken care by this woman name nicole who was someone who looks after cases of 'special' kids. kyle knows nothing in this world yet he has a powerful mind which makes him a genius.
its a really interesting show. hahas. he's quite good looking actually but his role made him kinda retarded la. lol. but i guess he wont be such a retard after a few more episodes. so i'm gonna continue watching.

i'm reading this book call managing yourself by paul morgon. pretty interesting cuz its talking bout understanding yourself more and all the psychological stuffs that most ppl actually dont realise. zhi quan shared it with me like how looong ago and i'm finally reading it. hahas.

and yes, i totally agree to this sentence that twin puts at her pm.
'it's sad when someone you know become someone you knew'

just got back from studying awhile ago. studied overnight with twin at semb mac. not bad. more productive than what i studied in bishan library with darling. AND its cuz i study better at night okay! not because of who i'm studying with. or maybe partially the reason la. HAHAHHAHA. went for resort world sentosa interview at tpy cc east in the noon. hmm. dunno if i should take up the job or not.

studying again later when i get up. arghhh. tiring of mugging but what other choice do i have. sigh

here's one of my current fav song


萧亚轩 - 后来的我们

从前的我们哭着 笑着
都总是两个人
后来的我们就连招呼
都有一点陌生
从前的我们哭着 笑着
都相信会永恒
后来的我们 为什么不能

there's alot of things i wanna update on actually. but everytime i come in here and start typing, i have no idea where to start.

let me start by saying i'm very happy that i got my RED E63! hehe. dilemma deciding whether to spend more getting the white E71 or maybe wait for iphone to arrive at M1. BUT.. ended up i bought E63 and i have no regrets. its a beautiful and really quite a good phone :D

weather has been pretty bad lately. but hopefully it wont be raining this much during dec. kinda mood spoiling to have heavy rain when there's plans to go out. cant wait for holiday to come! :)

found these when i was looking through some stuffs today. delon gave them to me from his diving trip. hahas. just some random stuffs to share.

can u just be normal?! its really frustrating to face all this u know. i just want things to be back like before. i cant stand this change in u. maybe i took it for granted that u'll be there all the time, i was too engrossed in my problems last time. but its different now. trust me

had a looong and tiring day. stayed back in school to study with steve, jessica and benny. slow progress. i'm so dead. sighhh. oh well. went off at 9 plus. it was like super dark alrdy when we went out. got home and cooked myself maggie mee. lousy meal. haven been eating well and sleeping well. exams! argh!

twin and me are like suffering from insomnia la. must be her fault! LOL.


i'm such an idiot!! seriously! how retarded can i be!

okay. time to update my dying blog. hahas. exam is approaching fast! been studying recently. told cz today. been a long time since i really use my brain, thats why its so pain. LOL. studied at mac ytd with twin, wilson, benny and jessica. it was snowing in there la. super cold! just like twin's room. for polar bears only. HAHAHHA.
went to mos to study today. the feeeeel was right for studying. not bad. getting into the mood alrdy. lol.

it bothers me alot when someone close to me drifts apart without any reason. anything at all will be better than a word, 'nothing'.

i'm glad i've finally got myself out of the bubble i trapped myself in. took me a long time. but still. yeah :) MOVED ON MOVED ON! hahas

photos from 071109, shopping with two of my favorite girls ♥
just a few. the uploader is not working!

exams are coming but i'm still not in the mood to study. i'm so gonna flunk this sem. i wonder how i got to sem 4 seriously. lol.

E just called with a problem i faced awhile back. makes me think a lil. hate friendship problems. random post here. but i really hope all of my friendships will continue gg on strong. i believe they will. love u guys! :)

gossip girl and heroes are getting more and more exciting! HAHAHA. cant wait for next week's episode!

late for sch ytd so ended up getting mc. met up with ben to get the mc. had lunch at suki buffet. the salmon was loveee :) chatted till 5 and i went to meet eelin to head down to town for leiseng's bday celebration. on the way to taka getting his present, we were stopped by our own shopping. HAHAHA. we stopped at almost every stop. me and eelin both got ourselves a dress each :)) left quickly when we finally realised we were about to be late. lol. had buffet again at k box -.- had buffet twice in a day is crazy! which is the reason why my stomach is killing me now!! anyway. had an extension till 12. so me and eelin had chance to sing many many songs! and it was still not enough! lol. hope leiseng had a great time which i'm sure he did. HAHAH

had dinner with jessie and siaowei at semb today. they suggested sakae initially. i would have love that suggestion but due to the two buffets ytd, i had to turn it down! lol. ended up at the foodcourt as my stomach wasnt well so i had to get some soup base food. after dinner it was meet up with twin! finally finally! and yes! we end papers on the same day. 1st dec! hahahs. and i'm sure we'll be seeing alot of each other during holidays. hahas.

went down to euroclass after class today. first time taking ben's car. drove me and ting down. hahas. heard what mr byran had to sat and its really interesting. think its always good to learn something new.

somewhat had my fortune read. yeah. had to be more determine , really.

i miss the six of us! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFEN! we're gonna meet up soon!

something random. i realise i'm so used to having certain people in my life everyday already. it feels weird not contacting them even for one day. LOL. u all know who u are. love you guys! :)


something interesting i found on yourtube. its amazing! HAHAH

one proj down. two more to go for this week. drving me nuts with so so many proj. went down to sim lim square today to get my laptop skin and keyboard cover and i got everything i wanted. hahas. i'm a happy girl! the downside? my menses came when i was outside. zzz. hate it when this happens.

few shows to recommend to u guys. if u had found the previous shows i introduced interesting, u guys will like these too. for movies, go for jennifer's body. nicer than my expectation. as for shows, the listener. very addictive show. hahahas. heroes, gossip girl and lie to me's new season are out already!

this photo reminds me of all the fun we had. though its really an unglam photo of me but i decided to post it up. ptbf where are u!!

manshe plus brownie equals to CHAOS! OMG!! both terrors when put tgt. lol. poor eelin is gonna have a hard time this week looking after them both. hahas.

my darling is choosing me over that cute dumb boy! she goes both way now! HELP! HAHAHAHHAH