reflection

message from mr b : haha.. dunno how to say also.. like u r always busy n most of the time u get to enjoy wad u r doing. good for u :)

true. i get to enjoy myself though i'm busy most of the time cuz i'm always with the people i love. but it shoved me back to the day before which i had been thinking so much about everything and anything. i am busy most of the time but self reflection occurs everytime i have some rare quiet time on my own. most of the thoughts are just feelings and could not be put into words which just made me more frustrated as i could not exactly figure out what was bothering me. i asked wei how much have i changed since she met me till now. there's a constant reminder in my mind that i should improve myself, change for the better. have a feeling that i'm not good enough somehow. thats why some friendships could not carry on. thats why i still argue with my mum once in awhile.
tell me truthfully if there's anything i should be aware of that i must change or improve on. thank you.

everything else has been keeping me away from blogging. did not have much time for me to spend much time online this week. work work work on monday, tuesday and today. had my HRM video film right after school in school compound itself on MONDAY. funny video i can say. my role was acting as a dumb medic. dressed in white. had a paper hat with cross on it and bandage in hand. ready to run out whenever im beng 'summon'. lol. shall post the video up when i get my hands on it. hahas.

had a ride home from graydon with amilia who came down to pick me up after work on TUESDAY. lucky billy was sent right to his block too since he stays in yishun too. went home and rushed the accounts assignment which was basically not started at all though it was due on wednesday. thus the night was devoted to accounts..

yesterday which is a WEDNESDAY. went to school looking like some zombie and a completed assignment. only motivation to get my sleepy self on a 852 45 minutes trip and walking of 10 minutes to school. went over to amk for lunch with jiasheng at aston. thank you for the lunch :) met up with darling on bus to khatib to buy food for the steamboat at night. went over alex's place to prepare the food. took a short nap to replenish some energy before heading over to northpoint cold storage to complete our shopping for food. poor darling lost her phone at the 7-11. lodged a police report after the failed attempt to recover the phone. hopefully the phone can be found. alex came to pick to us up with rui xiang, boon and paul on board. started the steamboat at 11 plus after most of the people reached. xerxes, mary, jason, uncle, james sukanto and guoyao came after work. after a tiring day, it felt good to sit around with friends to enjoy a good meal. especially this bunch of people whom i haven seen in quite awhile. unfortunately something happened. i'm not gonna state out what here as it may cause some people to assume what may not be the case. for the second time. hopefully it'll turn out fine. i fell asleep on the sofa till 9 plus and went off with darling, mary and xerxes. oh i think i forgot to menetion destina. HAHAHA. u guys know who i'm referring to right. especially the birthday boy i'm sure. hahas. concuss immediately the moment i crashed on my bed. jumped out of bed at 5 the moment i realised it was so late. i was suppose to reach charcoal at 6. was late for 10 minutes. went over to ah wok today. kinda had fun over there as all the hateful people are gone. hahas. chatted with cui cui and the two chefs who are really nice. real funny people. hahas.
met cz at somerset station to go back together and went over to sembawang a lil while to meet twin, jiasheng, yongwei and jingkwang. taught jiasheng how to fold d.i.y rose. hahas. wonder who he's making the effort for huh. lol. came home after getting badminton racket from cz.

badminton and ion tommorrow! and i really wish i can use TGIF! but.. sadly no. this phrase is not gonna be in my dictionary till next year i graduate. darn..

apparantly something is still really wrong with the darn blogger. i still cant post any photos here. zzz. on a sidetrack, even if blogger is working healthily, its still a very big question mark whether i will make the big effort to upload the MANY MANY photos which i had been accumulating over this period of time. hahahas

something is wrong with my blogger. i have no idea what. first there's no typing box for me to type my post thus explaining this overdue post. now that it reappear. there's not options for me to change my font, size of it, color, etc.. what the hell is wrong?

both wed and thurs work at wallet linc. took a long time to choose the present. just a feeling i had to get something.

project discussion after school with melvin, geven and azeem. usually i dread group disscussion but i actually enjoyed this one. lol. found the perfect video spot right next to us after bainstorming for so long. hahas. went down to bugis to meet twin who was there shopping with kerrie they all before that. she got a top in the end. went down to plaza sing next. went to cotton on to get slippers. whoo! we had a GOOD deal. hehe. went back to semb when i decided not to join darling, caiqi and alvin. decided to go up cz place to give him a bubble tea surprise. hahas. that dumb dumb. ah yong came up to join us and we watched anaconda and went to 313 to eat. didnt felt like gg back. yw suggested mahjong so we went up to jason's place. cz and yw bought martell from the mama shop and we drank while playing. lol. went back on first train.

wasted sat away to sleep. concuss till 7 plus and i finally wake up. had dinner at home and went down semb to meet twin, cz, james, jiasheng, yongwei and jason to fish fish! hahas. long looooong walk to bottle tree village. uber ulu la! set up and all took quite awhile. worse.. the street lights were switched off halfway and it was super dark! first catch of the night: A SNAKE! lol. at first we were wondering if it was a snake till it opens its mouth and swallowed the prawns and starting curling and sliding up upwards. next was all catfish and bigger size ikan billis look alike fish. lol. js and james tried to start a fire but didnt really succeed. lol. we left the place at 4 and went for breakfast at 313. twin, james and cz went off first. me and ah yong took the first train back again. lol.

work at charcoal later. better not forget again. if not gy and wei gonna kill me le. lol. meeting darling later for a trip to service centre for our viewtys. hahas. twin they all gg ion. wanna go take a look at that place.


seems like its the same every july.

Woots! It's a Wednesday woman! :D

handed in the marketing individual today. 2 projects down. what a relief. was super late for school today. couldn't wake up on time. early lessons are killing me! but still went as i had to hand in the assignment. came home and eventually i still fell asleep despite my best effort not to. woke up and tv-ed from 9 to 1. haven't been alone for so long in quite awhile. and its just a few hours.

had a sudden urge to just leave for anywhere. take a break. leave the familiar. pick up an adventure be it a good or bad one. take me away..

a birthday is approaching. wanna do something. but thats APPROPRIATE. what should i do?

pardon this emo entry but.. who's happy all the time? haha

been wanting to blog for the past few days but didnt get to it. so here i am typing on notepad first before copying it over to blogger. after meeting up with friday clique on friday, went down to BQ to meet leroy and frederick for a drink as my mood wasn't really good. photos

met up with my few fav girls at northpoint on sat evening for dinner. typically, sixofus gathering seldom has everyone out together. lol. sw, fen, jean and me went to eighteen chefs to have out dinner. the pasta i had was quite nice. hahas. i'll be there to try other sauces. went over to sw's place after dinner. gossiped and camwhored! hahas. the nicest photo we took was actually the one sw wasnt in. HAHAHA. im kidding girl! i think she feels like killing me for mentioning this so many times. hahas. went off at 11 plus and i dropped by james place. was thinking if i should stay over or go back as i had to rush my report which i only had one day to finish up when i haven even started at all. ended up i still stayed -.- not surprising right. many people were over there. twin, shuang, cz, js, yw and jason. lol. no luck for mahjong recently. so i told myself im gonna quit mahjong! hahahas. photos HERE.


slept till 12 and i woke up. supposed to wake up at 11 and go home change to meet ting to do our work. in the end i kept snoozing and finally i stopped the alarm. resulting in waking up 1 hour late. zzz. sweet shuang dropped me off at khatib as she took a cab home. i was supposed to work at charcoal but i was worried i didnt have time to finish my work so i managed to find someone to replace me. thank u so much eunice! hahas. went to the library at northpoint. had a hard time finding a powerpoint. did our work till 8 plus and we went to have our dinner. it was almost 10 when we were done. decided between going starbucks to finish up our work or me going over darling's place. so here i am now at her place! i can get to school faster from here! hahas. so means i can wake up a lil later than usual. hahas.

there's many many photos and i'm having trouble trying to keep up which are the ones i have and which are the ones i do not have. a lil lazy to sort everything out too. hahas. so i think i shall just post a few and edit this post again some time soon.

powerhouse with darling, cz, marcus and leroy. the three guys went in separate groups of cuz. it was quite fun! seemed like a long time since i went. hahas. too bad baby couldnt make it.

photos photos photos!

more photos of this day can be found HERE!

next is the bakerzin trip with my 2 BFFs, hend and xiuhui!

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kerrie's BBQ at pasir ris park!


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powerhouse!

will be stuck in the seat of wallet linc for the whole day today :( amilia has magic class so i'm taking over her. thank goodness for my laptop. if not a corspe will be discovered here tml morn. hahahas. sales is crawling like a snail. most of the customers are the 'see see look look' kind. lol. yay! benny is coming down to accompany me. hehe. i have great friends. every week someone will be here to keep me company (((:

im craving for starbucks mocha ice. anyone willing to deliver? im getting my dinner from ptbf tonight still (:

just talked to shuang on msn. miss her man. hopefully she'll join us on friday! (:

helipad! hopefully i have something great to write about that place after tonight.

aww. weekend is over and its mon all over again. i had so much fun during weekend that i was so reluctant to face monday. cz, james, twin and me went for kerrie's belated celebration at pasir ris park for BBQ on friday. played a few rounds of card games and started drinking even before eating. lol. yongwei, hongwhye, jiasheng came and yw drove us to his chalet. mahjongmahjongmahjong. hahas. i cant rmb much what we did that day cuz we didnt do much. hahahas. didnt exactly slept and i actually went to school on sat morn during a chalet!! how hardworking. hehehe. a very nice melvin came to pick me up to school as he stayed in the area (: he sent me to clarke quay after school as he's going there and i had lunch and i went to take train back to the chalet. dumb me actually forgot the most important thing to bring out. ez link card!! thanks to melvin for lending me his. if not i'll take a day to walk from clarke quay back to the chalet. LOL. BBQ in the night. i was dead tired alrdy. i fell asleep sitting on a chair. lol. didnt sleep much again for the night. woke up like a zombie on sunday morn. and it was time to check out. had a very good sleep till 5 plus twin called me. they wanted to go for steamboat. went to chong pang steamboat at turf city. it wasn't very nice leh. i prefer cong qing's one which i had on the following day with the SIM girls plus jonathan. arab street was filled with lots of nice clothes and accessories!! grac, june, joey, avelyn and me all went crazy with each shop we went into! but i had to curb my temptations. i cant buy anything!

all photos will be up soon! actually im waiting for someone to update her blog. hehe

honest talks! no secrets next time okay! im just glad we're still as close or maybe even closer now (:

Top 5 songs on current playlist:

1. Tinchy Stryder - Number 1
2. 3OH!3 - Don't Trust Me
3. Linkin Park - New Divide
4. Elliot Yamin - You Say
5. Mariah Carey - Butterfly

school started on 6th of july and i was dreading it so much the day before. but i realised it wasn't as bad as i thought. i actually am having fun in school. except for the whole waking up early thing. i decided to mug hard this time round and ppl please scold me if i start slacking. but don't be too fierce uh. hahas.

went rebel on the 4th before school started with jianhui and his two friends plus marcus. quite boring actually. went over st james to meet up with leroy. same procedure. chatted in mac again. lol. photos here.

and right before i went rebel. celebrated jiasheng's 21st birthday at pin si restaurant at 925. i shall copy and paste from twin's blog cuz lazy to type. hehe.

5th july,happy 21st birthday to jiasheng :)
celebration for him w his brothers family and everybody else at pin si on saturday! at first it was kinda dead but after that we had entertainment from 2 kids, entertained ourselves w indian poker w red wine + tea + fruit punch + mango sago, god damn disgusting. after cutting of the cake, started drinking. disgusting red wine, their vomit like red paint like that. haha. i guess yongwei was the loser that night. safra and occ after that. i think the birthday boy pretty much enjoyed himself! :) lazy to say more, so pictures up! :D

http://yuwenyuwen.blogspot.com/

hehe. thanks uh. plus i only have a few photos with me.

work at charcoal on sunday. had supper at charcoal. i love mini mini gathering with them to eat. took a few photos :)

work ytd at wallet linc. yw, kerrie, bren, eke came down to acc me. cz bought dinner for me. im so fortunate :)

yongwei's 21st chalet tml! sch on sat in the morning. BUT im still going. hahas. surprise right. im surprise myself too. LOL. how im treating studies so seriously now. much more serious than last sem anyway.

twin is gonna poison us with her cookie again tml. ehh. on second thought i think the cookies will be fine. cuz this time there's james helping. HAHA

CHAICHIN: later she fly to the sky lor
CHAICHIN: she said she's flying to heaven just now
CHAICHIN: hahahas
siaowei: waaa
siaowei: she so fast wann die liao ar
siaowei: lols
CHAICHIN: HAHAH
CHAICHIN: idiot hor
siaowei: ehh
siaowei: what if she really wann die ar
siaowei: that's why she send us that sms
siaowei: den say she flying to heaven
siaowei: =x
siaowei: LOL
CHAICHIN: HUH!
CHAICHIN: hahahas
CHAICHIN: den how?
CHAICHIN: tell her.
CHAICHIN: dun die
CHAICHIN: use a rope to tie her so she wont fly up
siaowei: even though you not cute
siaowei: and so thickskin
siaowei: and so qian da
siaowei: and so crappy
siaowei: and so lame
siaowei: and so retarded
siaowei: and so idiotic
siaowei: and so asshole
siaowei: and so bendan
siaowei: we still love you
siaowei: LOL!
siaowei: must have alot of and so.. and so..
CHAICHIN: HAHAHA
siaowei: but all the and so must be BAD THINGS

HAHAHA! its all these lil nonsense that makes me love them more. jessie im expecting to receive more random msgs from u okay!

reply from twin:

precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
eh
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
smart twin
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
you getting smarter each day
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
and lazier!
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
HAHAHA
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
not only photos link to me
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
post also copy and paste
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
walao
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
ooooooooooooooooo
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
tsktsk

how cool is this. Im blogging with my phone! Hahas. I just realise i can do quite alot with E51. Hahas. Im like msging now. Lol.

Feeling terribly sick now. Splitting headache. Cough. Sore throat :( been lying on bed since 11pm trying to sleep. And its almost 6 now. Omg!

highly recommended

just watched the movie august rush. its an old movie. omgomgomgomg! the show is awesome. the music is so touching! go watch it. u guys will love it. i promise. one of the best show i had ever watched.

zhen and yew walked pass wallet linc. oh man. i miss all my old friends :(

reset button needed

its 5.21am now and i still cant get to sleep even though i haven slept ytd. my body clock is fcuking screwed up and i wonder how i'll get to my morning class in time this sem. which reminds me again. monday is approaching in like.. 3 days time?

speaking of this. i wanna have all the fun i can have before school starts though i've been having lots of fun already. HAHAHA. i still wanna go night cycling, club, picnic, steamboat and most of all.. i wanna go tanning! i'm turning fairer and fairer and i really cant stand looking sick. i wan my healthy looking dark tan back! :(

work work work at wallet linc on WEDNESDAY. just a lil more and i hit the target :( cz came down with my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. hahas. thanks! and i got to eat my aft work met up with eelin and yuan. cz decided to come along. hahas. eelin suddenly felt like drinking so we went to cheers to get a drink each. went to 838 playground to chat. amilia came to look for us aft her mahjong session. cz went back at 3.30. think he's gonna be damn chui today. lol. gossip session started.. LOL. been a a long time since i gossip like this. hahahas. ingredients to having a good time: good buddies (((:
went home at 4.30 and gave a troubled marcus a call to cheer him up. ended up on phone till 9am this morning =.= i had to drag my half dead body out of bed to work. my dear lil sis is sick and im doing opening for her. so here i am looking like a zombie in front of my laptop trying to keep myself awake. arghh!

twinnnn is having exaaaaams and we cant have fun :( good luck for all your papers (:


edited at the end of the day: twin came down to acc me aft her paper (: that woman tried to irritated my friends online!! poor jessie. hahahas!! amilia came to take over at close to 3 i think. so off i went with twin to james place for mahjong with jiasheng and jason. hoho! im the big winner again. HAHAHA! lots of fries for dinner and chicken rice. fell asleep almost immediately after dinner. imagine how tired i am to be able to fall asleep in such a uncomfortable position on the sofa. lol. woke up at 10 plus and we decided to play a lil mahjong before i rush off for last train. cz arrived while we were sleeping so js left. tabao the delicious prata from the coffeeshop downstairs home! oiishiii as what that woman always says! hahas.

u better not eat 6 pratas! cuz u fat = me being fat which i dun wan!! come down acc me tml and i let u talk to ALL my friends online :D

something is still wrong with blogger! arghhhh! cant upload photos!!

something's wrong with blogger! i cant seem to post the photos. argh. i shall do it tml den. went to school with cz to pay my super expensive school fees. damn the profit making company. thanks mum for being supportive. ya i know im putting u in a difficult position but i promise i'll get thru this diploma. back to the original topic. met benny in school for lunch. he's back from indo! hahas. and he shaved his hair. again. hahas. the HQ's cafe food is lovees compared to the MH. the only food i always have is chicken chop -.- aft lunch and abit of catching up. i went over to NP to meet up with marcus. been awhile since i saw him. hahas. wanted to wait for darling to end her stuffs but she's gg a different direction from us so we went off first. so off to jurong point! the place is so much bigger than the original mall but it was still boring. i mean. wad can u expect from a shopping centre. esp when u cant shop! lol. and there's saleeeees everywhere. must blindfold myself already when i go out! bought tickets for the taking of pelham 123. twin told us its really nice so i decided i should probably try my best to trust her by going to watch it. HAHAHA. had a hour to kill so we went to bakerzin for the cheesecake i've been craving for. it was deliciooooous! hahas. movie was pretty good! go and catch it. the sweet boy ordered mac for me when i was complaining, well.. as usual, im hungry. hahas. meant to be a surprise but that dumbo forgot he needed my address. hahas. thanks anyway! my food list is getting shorter thanks to him! hahahas.

photos here!