so stress now. so demoralised.

saw siaowei's blog. so nice of her to go thru everyone's blog to look for the posts on sixofus. quite touching. go see her blog if u guys have time.

thank u so much colin for going down nyp just to help me ask. thanks to those encouraging me too. be it studies or others. u guys are appreciated (:


praying for a miracle now. God please..

shall blog another time. lazy to type the details out now. the photos shall do the talking first

2 pigs sleeping

me and bindi.wu gui jie playing

nicest chicken wing i ever tasted. seriously

black label

limin vaal liwei bindi me fangru wenxi yeemay

checked out

i love siaowei...
love her loads..
she's my angel..
i can't live without her..

SIAOWEI, I LOVE YOU!!

had steamboat at mummy toh's house. she came over khatib to eat and brought panadol for me as i was feeling so sick. shouldn't keep calling her fake mummy le. hahas. since she's so nice to me. lol. stayed at my place till 9 plus before going ntuc to buy groceries. cant find much to buy so in the end wenxi had to go buy some more on her way to fangru's house. she bought so much food lar. and she's alone some more. lol. prepared the food and waited till 2 plus AM and finally we can begin. lol. as usual we're laughing like mad when we're together. we had a hard time trying to keep our voice down. hahas. watched silent hill after that. the show is so boring lar. not scary at all. just abit gross. to think we look forward to watching the show. so disappointing. went back at 6 plus and everyone was alrdy half asleep. lol. have to work at 6. we'll be seeing zombies at charcoal and ah wok. hahas

work was quite hectic today but manageable. wenxi ah mei came to look for us though she wasn't working. planned to ton and decided to watch movie at someone's place. and as usual fang ru suggested her place. lol. they rented the messenger and silent hill. they were all so engross in this game that they wanted to watch this show. lol. liwei vaal and me went back home to change first and wenxi went up to fang ru's place first. vaal's bf drove both of us there. so nice of him. lol. liwei PS us lar. so evil of her lor. watched the messenger first. silent hill on friday after steamboat. whoo! prepare to scream our lungs out. hahas. the messenger is quite a lame show lar. lol. preparing to DIAO liwei tml! hahas

monday is so empty and boring. didnt do much at work except standing and chatting. not that i wan to be busy either. lol. tml will be 6 to 1 again. luckily i have friday off. at least will get some rest. hahas. have to drink more water. i know im getting sore throat anytime.

on the way to work

look at the stream of light

woke up so freaking early just to go market today. did alot of unbelievable stuffs today. waking up early and touching RAW meat! can u believe it? i dun even touch raw meat during my f&n practical. im actually touching them to prepare for the rest. u guys better be grateful. lol. thank goodness xiuhui went with me and fangru to the market. if not i think we two will get so lost there. lol. bought chicken thigh, pork, eriniki mushroom, shitake mushroom, squid, prawn and potatoe. those food which are available at charcoal. went to fangru's house after that. watched stay alive halfway and we took a nap. woke up it was 5 plus alrdy and we haven prepare the food yet. finished the show and we went to prepare the food. took a few hours to finish cutting and washing everything. so tiring! why is it only the two of us not working. LOL. went off at 10 and bought the grill set and charcoal at shop and save. xiuhui met us first at the BBQ pit near liwei ah kor's place. started to fire and wait for the rest to arrive. started bbq-ing the food when liwei, wenxi and bin di arrived. too bad denzel is sick and yeemay cant come. the food are damn nice lar! hahas. yummy! talk so much crap there. was laughing all the way. i have a big sister le! bin di is the da jie! and i call her wu gui jie. hahas. xiuhui went off first as she had to get home. we finished eating at 4 plus and sat at the playground to chat awhile before going up liwei's house cos i need ther toilet. lol. all went off at 6 plus. everyone is working later on. lol. tired but fun. i bet we'll be tonning again soon. hahas

CHARCOAL CHALET NEXT WEEK! yeah! (: our family is looking forward to it!

shitake and erniki

still not thin enough

food all done

3 photos taken with flash

kor bbq-ing

=)

went out with denzel daddy and xiuhui. wanted to watch 10000 bc initially but we're late for it. so in the end we ended up at cineleisure watching horton. the show is quite pointless lar. just that the elephant is cute. lol. the show is quite entertaining. before watching the movie. we went to hong kong cafe to eat our lunch. acc denzel to charcoal first before meeting fangru aka mummy toh. she had to work even though she's sick. hope she recover soon. went to secret recipe to eat dinner with fangru who complained she's hungry. lol. as usual. hahahas. walk ard vivo awhile before going charcoal. nth much to do there so we decided to go up to the top level of vivo to chat. so windy there. i like. hahas. waited for liwei ah kor to end work at 10 and we went back yishun together. like sending her back sia. hahas. mummy toh kept saying she wan to eat tom yum. ended up at S11 beside yishun mrt station to eat. the tom yum ramen is superbly nice! must go try. went back home after that. BBQ tml! last min decision. hahas

wintermelon! my favorite!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIAOWEI!

yeah! me and fang ru both passed the 'test' at ah wok. thanks to those who kept encouraging us and not wanting us to give up. hahas. we're still one big family. lol. and congrats to li wei ah kor for passing her theory test too (:

mood was really down ytd. heard some bad things bout someone i just trusted recently. i was determined not to trust anyone again. but the barrier of doubt between me and frens seems to disappear really quickly. so i think i'll just continue on with the way i trust ppl. but until a certain limit this time. anyway. they wanted to watch rule #1 midnight show. only denzel was working ytd and ended work at 10 so she could make it. yeemay wasn't feeling well and xiuhui asked me to replace her instead so i went to work last min. didnt wanted to watch with them at first for some reasons and because i end work at 11. in the end i still agreed to go. the show was super super lousy and CMI. its just some gross and horror scenes that made the show watch-able. such a disappointment. yeemay was the only one screaming. lol. so funny lar. liwei was scared by her screaming instead of the show. they didnt wanted to ton last night but i managed to ask them to. hahahas. me wenxi liwei denzel ended up at fang ru's house. half the time there we were watching denzel playing silent hill. lol. she's so engrossed in the game. tired of watching. we chatted instead. went off at 7 plus and reached home ard 9. i didnt wanted to sleep cos i was going out later. but i had a headache and in the end i slept. too many problems these days. cant seem to solve them. im so sorry siaowei. i didnt mean to not go. will make it up to u. promise.

the new family. wenxi - ah mei. li wei - ah kor. denzel - daddy. fang ru - er gu. yeemay - maria (: bin di - da gu. hahahas. childish but this made us even closer. i dun wan us to be separated! even though we just met not long ago. we click really well. what are the chances of meeting a really good fren through work. not to say a group of frens.

li wei hard at work. hahahas