okay. shall blog abit though im quite tired. chatted wid siaowei and jess awhile jus now. miss the old times. nvm. dun talk abt it. going out wid SW on wed to watch harry potter. hope jessie can make it for lunch or somethin. ditch hend they all. hahas. we're more impt. LOL. didi dun get angry when u see this. hahas. nth much to say anyway. just tryin to keep this blog alive. as ppl say. its dying. hmm. think i'll update more tml. nites ppl.

had a fever last night. headache and muscle ache. felt so terrible. first thought was. did i get dengue AGAIN. was quite scared cos if it is. its the second time. the feelin was exactly the same as how i felt during the first time i got dengue. hated the idea of the blood testing and the needles. thank goodness the fever had subsided. if not i'll still be worryin. will be going sch tml. dunno wad mrs ang will say to mi.

went to the mindcafe opp paradiz centre today with KW HJ WH and WF today. played quite alot of games. had lots of fun. i think the funniest one was the 'you must be an idiot'. lol. i did a dumb thing during one of the game. im suppose to be the bad guy and in the end i helped the good ones. hahas. no wonder thay won so easily. was being laughed by them lor. didnt mean to de rite. lol. went back around 2 i think. well. overall it was nice to be enjoyin wid frens. hahas

that two hackers. si fan and siaowei! so daring hor. hack into my account to blog. lol. even called mi to ask for my password. dots. luckily they didnt write anything horrible. hahahas.

HAHAHA!!!
Fan Shu here..
I have managed to hack into chaichin account..
Siao wei dared me to and i DID IT!
See I so DARING..
Nobody as DARING as me.

went to watch transformer finally. its sooooo nice. really really fanstatic. one of the best movies i ever watch. while watchin the show i kept sayin i wan bumblebee toy. hahas. imagine i have a car which can become robot. hahas. somemore can protect u from dangers. cool rite. Optimus Prime is look really cool. its an action movie rite. i nearly cried when a robot died u noe. hahas. it sacrificed itself to save the rest. lol. still. i cant believe i nearly cried over a action movie. hahas

had lots of fun at the end of the last period today. see! the cute eraser above - the cat i mean which was meant to be rabbit - was done by mi! hahas. nice masterpiece rite. wahaha.yushan dun take my credit ah. hahas. AND the one at the bottom is done by JINGHUI. hahas. that ugly monster eraser. lol. thats on the back of the cute cat. den.... an eraser fight started. started with yushan i think. throwing small pieces of eraser at jinghui and i joined in. after that JH threw some back and in the end we started to aim somewhere. *ahem* hahas. lastly. i threw a whole bunch of small eraser on JH 's head and obviously she took revenge. lol. anyway. i think today was the most enjoyable day i had in this yr. even though its nth but it still made mi feel happy.

i dunno when it'll be confirm. but think i changin class. just feel that i cant fit in. last yr vincent was lucky. my clique just pulled him in and he's part of us. anyway. i still think some of the ppl in this class really nice.

first xiuhui. she's there when i need her. always offering food when she brought some to sch. and coursework. she lent mi to look through. that day even brought some cupcake she bake to mi. thank u gal. and peini. keepin mi update of the hw and projects. allowin mi to sit with them during recess. even though all these are small gestures. but i still feel lucky to have them. yushan too. she sits beside mi and the one i talk to during lesson so i dun feel lonely. thank u too. lastly colin. even though he's in different class. he's still there to encourage mi and motivate mi. he dun have to do these. he could avoid rumors too. thanks. his frens are really nice too. funny and dun mind mi joinin them. normally ppl dun like a stranger suddenly joining them all of a sudden.

as for the teachers. ms tay. thanks for helpin mi so much with the coursework. i noe ure disappointed for mi handin in late. seems as if i dun care abt it. i appreciate ur help. since last yr she's always there for mi. closing one eye at all the wrong things i did. i promise i'll do better for part b. really. mrs ang too. i admit. i didnt like her last time. i judged her too quickly. she understood how i was feeling and helped mi talk to mr ang. she's really caring and a good teacher. thanks too. mr lim. my last yr form teacher. i noe i caused alot of trouble for him but he still helped mi during the beginnin of this yr for the sch thingy.

overall. im glad there's so many ppl lookin out for mi. including all my frens i didnt mention above. i wun disappoint u guys this yr. so. just thanks.

watched the show, the perfect man, again. one of my favorite shows.

Single mother Jean (Heather Locklear) moves every time she gets her heart broken by another guy, much to the dismay of her teenage daughter, Holly (Hilary Duff). Holly devises a plan to invent a secret admirer for her mother, so she'll be happy and stop moving. Holly overhears her friend Amy's (Vanessa Lengies) uncle Ben (Chris Noth) ordering flowers for a woman, and decides to use his advice on women (which she acquires by telling him she needs help for a school project on romance). Following Ben's advice, she sends her mother orchids and other gifts and love notes, and is soon communicating with her mother as this fictitious admirer (who Holly names Ben) via the internet. As her mother becomes more interested, Holly has to find a photo of this admirer (she sends one of the real Ben), and then devise a reason they can't meet in person (she claims he is working in China). Holly has one sister named Zoe Hamilton, (Aria Wallace) While she is developing the cyber romance between her mother and fake Ben, and preventing her mother and the real Ben from meeting in person, she finds herself drawn to a cute, artistic boy in her class, Adam (Ben Feldman), but is unwilling to get close to anyone due to her history of being uprooted and having to say goodbye so often.

As the charade continues, and as Holly spends more time with Ben while picking his brain for romance tips, she slowly begins to see qualities in Ben which make her believe he is her mother's 'perfect man.' Unfortunately there is no way her mother can ever meet the real Ben without Holly's plan being exposed. When Holly mistakenly believes Ben is marrying someone else, she disrupts the wedding to tell Ben he should be with her mother - not noticing he is there because the bride was his dear friend and he was catering the wedding. An angry Ben follows her out and makes her tell him the full story. Holly then goes to her mother and admits the truth. Adam then showed her a drawing he drew about holly not leeting others people to be close to her enough to hurt her. She only saw one side of the drawing and she ran off. Holly went home begging for them to move again. Holly tells her mum to leave this once for her. She says that she always has to move for her mom. Her mom can't argue with that so they start to pack.

One night, Jean logs onto the internet with Holly's screen name and talks to Adam. Adam, thinking it's Holly, says that her mom is setting a bad example, getting up and leaving when things get bad. Jean takes this so badly, she decides to stay, finding a new job and for once trying to rebuild her life without running away. Meanwhile Ben is intrigued by what Holly told him about her mother, and with Holly's help, Jean and Ben finally meet and Jean finds her 'perfect man' at last. Holly also seems on the road to her perfect man, as now she has some stability in her life, she finally opens up and admits her feelings for Adam.

The show's really touching. It tells us running away is not the solution, by running away, u're running away from yourself. people out there. if u get the chance to watch this show. watch it. i promise u'll like it. well. i like it. hahas

whoo! i cant believe i manage to change blogskin all on my own! i failed like a zillion times alrdy and im just tryin my luck this time AND ive succeeded! hahhaas. im so proud of myself. LOL.

thanks hilary for her coursework (:

desire

Everyone has something known as desires.. Some can be easily satisfied.. While others are something tat you cannot have.. When these desires are easily satisfied, they become nothing to us.. Dun you agree? We wun appreciate or cherish it.. Because we can get them too easily.. It's too easy to be satisfied to be known as a feat.. For those tat are hard to get to hand, we usually will face them with two kinds of reactions. One, to get motivated and when you managed to get it.. You will slowly forget the difficulties you gone through to get it.. And start to take it for granted.. You will no longer apprecaite it like how your desries used to make you do so.. The second one, some people will get upset about not being able to satisfy your desire and give up.. You will tink tat you are not good enough for it.. And you will start to underestmate yourself.. COnfidence level drop like an atomic bomb and you are left flustered, not knowing wat to do with yourself.. Desires, if you overcome all of it.. Nothing is impossible.. But it takes alot of motivation in order to overcome it.. Are you up to it?? Or are you just going to follow the desires at it's back and be like a dog, desiring its master's tender loving care?

got this from siaowei. find it so true. dun talk bout copyright. hahas. got her full permission. she's on the phone now. LOL.

im on tv. hahahas. kidding. im at science centre de tv station. lol. it shows how the tv station works and operate. quite fun lar. yea! manage to go to the omnitheatre today. watch bout dinosaurs. nice but i find underwater de is still nicer. watched that the last time i went there.

coursework. hai. dun wish to talk about it. big headache. thanks to huijuan for helpin mi ask anyway (: