oh gosh.. its just one day without my handphone and i cant stand it.. now i realise the real impotance of my phone to me.. i simply just need my handphone ! seriously cant live without it.. hahahs..


sorry to those who were findin mi today.. didnt realise that until quite late.. thats the prob without phone.. haiis..


wads the prob wid parents? is their job really to scold their children or wad? or they just simply cant live without scoldings? i really wonder *thinkin hard* ... maybe one of their job is to let mi hate them.. yepp.. maybe.... and they had done a really GOOD job abt it.. *claps for them*

didnt noe final fantasy was so nice.. cloud damn shuaii lor..hmm..think too much le..hahahs..


went east coast today..abit borin lar.. but the main point of the outin was to celebrate ah mi la's birthday.. hmm.. think it was really surprisin.. lols.. yeah=) suceeded..the ice cream cake we bought was hard as stone.. haven melted lar. i think the person juz gave us ice cake.. forgot to giv us the cream..hahhas.. hmmm..got to roller blade today..its been so long since i hav done that.. blame it on venelyn faith.. lols..went aus.. can use her blade..mine spoilt.. hahahhas...hope she dun see this.. =)


shagg..tml got sch again.. tired man.. hahhahs..

hmm..quite tired today..went out at 3 plus meet hj at mrt station.. went orchard.. was lookin for pen..those that name can be engrave..search for so long.. ah.. in the end found it... at.... ehh..not tellin.. hahahs.. cant type here.. lols.. anyway..after that went lido to see if got any show to watch..the show were all quite late..so we went cine instead.. gosh..so many ppl dere..all the shows ard 7 plus were either sellin fast or sold out.. hmm..finally..we decide to go great world city..hj figure that the place was quite deserted so wun hav a lot of ppl.. wrong..the shows were sellin fast too..hmm..watch rumor has it in the end..the show was not bad..cant figure why ppl say its not nice..


anyway..going picnic at east coast tml..hahahs..so long nv go picnic-ing le..lols..


haiis..why my frens all got so much prob de? oso cant solve for them.. only can listen to them if they nid someone to tok to.. ya.. sad lar.

hmm.. lazy to blog recently.. gotta type so much..


okae..update abt yesterday first.. cchy against woodlands ring.. haiis..lost..2nd round lost by 1 point.. sad =( ..they could win de lor.. haiis..the match against sembawang too.. maybe its juz fate bah.. everytime u think u could win.. u will lose in the end.. hav no idea why this concept apply to our sch. anyway.. AMOST everyone cried.. except for that SOMEONE.. hmm.. juz hope that they will win on tues agianst evergreen.. JIAYOU wor !!


went k box today.. with the usual gang.. took quite alot of photos..lols.. after that we went to amk to play pool.. took photos there too.. seems like we're takin photos wherever we go.. hahs.. so tired today.. slept at 5 plus last nite.. lols


hmmm..wonderin wad to do tml.. bored..

have you ever spare a thought for mi before ?

arghhh!!! im going crazy.. !! my parents n grandmother..wad the hell is their prob?? they keep thinkin of all the things i do wrong..did they ever think any gd things abt mi? no.. when i've problems wid frens or something..did they ever spare a thought for mi for mi to be alone or something?? no again.. wad they wan?? kill mi lar.. do it den .. take a chopper or wadever they wan!! im going crazy !! all they noe is scold scold scold..!! fine..!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY to everyone!! heex =) its 12 am le..

Cresting the skyway brow
Suddenly there stands a crowd
A host of gleaming towers
Black at the roots
Nematodes
Shriveled in their shadows, walking



Wild Einstein clouds
Expound from shocking top corners
Falling, falling relatively through blue



As I did for you



Time expands, reeling
Space folds down, diminished
To strings and wormholes
Without your warm, certain presence
In three, wholesome dimensions



I am all at sea with these buildings
Unless you anchor me
You, my gravitational constant
Telling me up from down
So I may walk through the valleys
Of my home planet
Keeping balance
Between rooted earth, adventuring sky.

who i am

-------------

not because of who i am ,

but because of what You've done ,

not because of what i've done ,

but because of who You are ,

i am flower quickly fading ,

here today & gone tomorrow ,

a wave tossed in the ocean ,

a vapor in the wind ,

still You hear me when i'm calling ,

Lord , u catch me when i'm falling ,

& You've told me who i am -

I am Yours .

woahh!! bought quite alot of stuff yesterday.. gals outin!! haha.. wid amilia n eelin only.. yepp..dewei in the end cant make it cos of his birthday.. went orchard first.. cos eelin da xiao jie wanna repair her fone.. plus the eatin time we spent 2 hours juz doing both things..hmm..shopped at far east until 3 4 plus nah..den we went over to marina square..went there the 3rd time still mi lu.. haiis.. was findin the little match girl shop for so long..shagg..hmm.. anyway finally bought the pouch mi n jessie wanted.. helped her buy first.. cos went to meet her n hend afterwards.. going to zhen house at 7.. ya..


skip everything..fast forward to his house...


zhen's house is so cool.. makes mi so jeAlous =x hahaha.. anyway ate yu sheng there.. didnt like it.. not because the food is not nice..pls dun misunderstand.. juz that i dun like it.. haha.. hmmm..drank one can of tiger beer there.. was tired so drink le abit drunk ya.. but still wide awake lar..didnt manage to bang into any wall.. lols.. the guys threw hend into the pool..lols.. a funny sight it was.. hmm.. went off ard 9 30 liddat..cos jessie gotta meet her mummy.. nana gotta go home early too.. siian.. went to meet amilia after that..ate mac.. was so hungry.. hahas


dewei they all went k box today.. siian.. nv go.. too many ppl le.. now zi bi at home.. nth better to do le..lols

woahh!! bought quite alot of stuff yesterday.. gals outin!! haha.. wid amilia n eelin only.. yepp..dewei in the end cant make it cos of his birthday.. went orchard first.. cos eelin da xiao jie wanna repair her fone.. plus the eatin time we spent 2 hours juz doing both things..hmm..shopped at far east until 3 4 plus nah..den we went over to marina square..went there the 3rd time still mi lu.. haiis.. was findin the little match girl shop for so long..shagg..hmm.. anyway finally bought the pouch mi n jessie wanted.. helped her buy first.. cos went to meet her n hend afterwards.. going to zhen house at 7.. ya..



skip everything..fast forward to his house...



zhen's house is so cool.. makes mi so jeAlous =x hahaha.. anyway ate yu sheng there.. didnt like it.. not because the food is not nice..pls dun misunderstand.. juz that i dun like it.. haha.. hmmm..drank one can of tiger beer there.. was tired so drink le abit drunk ya.. but still wide awake lar..didnt manage to bang into any wall.. lols.. the guys threw hend into the pool..lols.. a funny sight it was.. hmm.. went off ard 9 30 liddat..cos jessie gotta meet her mummy.. nana gotta go home early too.. siian.. went to meet amilia after that..ate mac.. was so hungry.. hahas


dewei they all went k box today.. siian.. nv go.. too many ppl le.. now zi bi at home.. nth better to do le..lols

You turned my darkness into light,

You made everything all right.

You picked me up when I was down,

You turned my life around.

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

A blessing is what you are to me.

When I needed you the most, you were there,

Even if it seemed like you didn't care.

When I didn't think I could make it another day,

You chased all my doubts away.

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

A treasure is what you are to me.

The world is full of many people,

it's true,

But there is only one of you.

You fill my heart with love;

You're a God-sent gift from above.

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

An angel is what you are to me.

Lost and alone,

I will no longer be,

Because you are here with me.

There is no reason to be sad,

You've taken away all the bad.

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

A best friend is what you are to me!!

___________..xOx..___________

im not supposed to love yo0

im not supposed to care

im not supposed to live my life wishing you were there

im not supposed to wonderwhere you are or what you doim

sorry, I can't help myself

cause im in love with you

___________..xOx..___________

As you sit in silence,

Wondering whyI'll be your shoulder to cry on

Until your tears run dry.

When you've been hurt,

And can't believe what they've done

If you need someone to talk toI'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,

And you don't understandRemember I'm here,

I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried by two,

And I just want you to knowI'm here for you.

___________..xOx..___________

hmm.. went to work yesterday straight after sch.. maybe not exactly right after lar.. juz went home to bathe n i went out le. damn tirin workin at banquet.. long hours plus the wadever boss or who was so damn irrtatin.. scolded us all for nth.. kept shoutin at ppl.. is it that nice to scold others i wonder?.. anyway..earn some money lar.. hahahas.. went to hj house wid amilia ard 12.. actually wanted to go off at 2 liddat de.. but fell asleep.. in the end i went home at 9 plus this mornin.. got nag by my mum of cos.. thats so not surprisin.. lol..


hmm.. going shoppin later... hahaha...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEWEI!! owe u 21 sheets of tissue.. =)

TIRED-

xD


anyway..happy birthday fei min!! hahaha..

glad i went sch today.. if not i wld hav wasted all their effort..omg.. cant believe i got trick by them..anyway..its a gd surprise.. jessie n siaowei are such WONDERFUL actresses.. beautiful show they had put up..lol..


anyway i wanna thank..jessie siaowei si fan cerelia jesslyn lip min shu ting..for everything they had done...muackks!!..im soo touched! HAHA.. sorry for my attitude yesterday..haiis


hmm..one more thing..thanks to dewei my blogskin had been changed..heex..i lurve it!! haha..lousy guy...rest more ya..later get even worse..exam comin soon...

heyy..sorry guys for my attitude yesterday.. dunno wads wrong with mi.. miss out alot on the bbq.. ehh dewei..the facial wash was not bad wor..lol.. didnt even eat the cake den kena sabo by dewei n hj.. ass.. chalet was quite fun even though not as fun as the last chalet we had.. room was still cramp.. haha.. not suprisin.. thats the same type of room we had last yr.. didnt sleep at all yesterday nite.. sat at the pool side the whole nite.. im like the food to the mosquitoes dere.. got so many mosquitoes bites.. den ard 6 liddat mi chun kit n dewei went to the beach.. was quite cold dere too. sad.. didnt manage to see the sunrise.. haiis.. ohh ya.. was quite unlucky on the sat.. it rained as we are abt to go to the beach..haiis.. but still had fun.. think i got a little sun tan..wahaha.. wan make jessie jealous.. haha!! played vb.. sad.. cant go in the water..haiis..


anyway.. the chalet is still fun n thanks for the presents too.. the vb amilia hj n eelin gav really was suprisin.. haha.. n the necklace n ear rings was nice too.. heex =)



838 rawkks!!

arghh!! even more piss now.! stupid com...now at chalet.. keypad so hard to press..damn.. how come its my birthday n i dun even feel like im enjoyin..hmm.. gd for dewei lar.. haha.. seems to be enjoyin himself for his birthday celebration.. haha.. im at a chalet now n i dun even hav the mood to be in.. lol.. funny uh.. dunno lar..damn bed so hard somemore..

nvm nvm... dunno why im complainin anyway.. forget it.. happy birthday to mi..wahaha... siian.....!!!


got bitten by so many mosquitoes..

hmmm..update abt yesterday bah..dewei n mi acc eelin to paya lebar to look at wig..would u BELIEVE it?? wig..lol.. okaes ..nvm.. decided or a long time n in the end she finally decided to cut... thank goodness! hahaha.. went bugis to shop after that..was waitin for hj so we went to eat..hj bought a new hp..w900i!! makes mi so jealous =x haiis...i oso wan..lol.. hmm.. eelin bought 2 bags..hp pouch n strap..mi only bought a bag..necklace..cd..yepp..didnt manage to buy clothes..no time to shop...haiis..ak came to meet us too after work..den before going home..eelin went to QB house to cut her hair..cut until very style lar..but abit funny lei..lol..she looks like a sec one gal after the hair cut..hahahaha..was teasin her all the way yesterday..lol..


hmm..going to shop for the chalet stuff today...dewei got a brand new watch from his bro...whhooo! another thing to make mi jealous..lucky him..got a hp from his sis too nt long ago...lucky 21! haha...

whee!! it feels gd to be bloggin on my own com again.. thanks to jianhui who helped mi to fix this 'clever' com of mine..

haiis..plannin to go bugis wid eelin today in the afternoon de..but she last min could not go..haiis..cuz of her mum..den was so bored at home..in the end went over to her house to watch the wig..dots..quite scary..but den it was more disgustin den scary..yupp..after tt went to watch fearless wid jianhui..wanted to watch memoirs of geisha at first..but in the end change to fearless...very nice the show!! ppl out dere..u gotta watch this movie..!!after that went to eat.. heex..JH came my house to fix my com after eatin..and the problem is.........one stupid little wire was spoiled! omg..spent so long tryin to figure out the prob n it was juz the wire that went wrong..arghh!! now havin another problem..no sound from my com..ass..haiis..looks like i hav to trouble jh again..haha..owe him a meal without abalone now..haha..

sch tml..haiis..

can i take leave tml?