human are so scary. so complicated. u nvr know what's on one's mind. whether they're truthful or thinking otherwise. maybe im the one who have to change to fit in this world. the cunning and polluted world where people are not who they seem to be. why should i trust people so easily when i nvr know when they are true to me? maybe i need to learn not to trust people so much.

so am i right to trust my friends so easily? is it a good thing?

all i know is that i treat all my friends with my heart. well only FRIENDS. i cleared misunderstandings alrdy. if anyone else still thinks i such a lousy person than so be it. i know there loads of people who still trust me alot and know how i am like. whoever knows me long enough will understand me and that i will nvr hurt anyone on purpose. so im still glad that it was classified under 'misunderstandings' though we haven known each other long enough. there's still a long way to go.

otters holding hands! super super cute!



sneezing baby panda, it's mum was scare by it. LOL



panda sneezing non stop

siaowei sent me this song. its really nice. anyway glad she found herself again. i dun wanna see that moody siaowei again i'd seen few years ago okay? after crapping with her for awhile in msn. i realise how much i really miss my few sec sch best friends. since miss neo siao wei alrdy openingly posted what i wrote online. i'll share too.

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my conversation with ooi chai chin!!

ok, it started when my nick was "siaowei - my teddy call Prince"
and she started this random conversation ALL by herself!! shall not ss but type it out.. easier to read.. :)

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:37 AM):
my teddy call prince

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:37 AM):
hahahas

siaowei - my teddy call Prince says (1:37 AM):
should say..

siaowei - my teddy call Prince says (1:37 AM):
Prince, My teddy..

siaowei - my teddy call Prince says (1:37 AM):
right?

siaowei - my teddy call Prince says (1:38 AM):
sounds better..

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:38 AM):
LOL


#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:38 AM):
teddy calling prince

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:38 AM):
*ring ring*

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:38 AM):
prince: hello?

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:38 AM):
teddy: hi, is this prince?

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:39 AM):
prince: oh hi there. may i know who this is?

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:39 AM):
teddy: oh im teddy

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:39 AM):
prince: why are u calling me?

#FELICIAACHAICHINN asks : memories deleted? says (1:39 AM):
teddy: cuz siaowei said so

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ting! dun think so much. there's ppl there with u when u fall (:



this is me - camp rock

[Demi Lovato]
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say

But I have this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know...

Chorus
*~This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me~*

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself, it's the only way

Chorus

[Joe Jonas]
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singin'
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the missin' piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

Both
Chorus

This is me... This is me..

[Joe Jonas]
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

You're the voice I hear
Inside my head
The reason that I'm singin'

[Both]
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

sorry june and annie for delaying the project. finally im done with my part. discussed the project on the phone with the two of them now. had a good laugh at H's hilariously done-d part of the project. seriously having a headache about accounts and the SSEL project. there's still IOM individual assignment. i need more than 24 hours!
accounts is making me go crazy. but still thanks to those who helped me today. feli lovees u guys!

was thinking ytd. one thing u can't get back easily when lost.. is people. i don't mean the people as in the body of the person but im referring to the the bond shared between two people. suddenly i realised i lost a number of bonds i once shared with some people. maybe due to miscommunication. clash of time. well. im trying hard to get them back now. maybe in the first place. not having it means there's no chance of losing it. so it kinda make me hesitate in getting close to people in fear of losing them.

chatting with dearie xiuhui now! miss her so much. haven contact her for like months. updating each other now. lol.
HAPPY 17TH BITRHDAY GIRL!
meet up soon k! (:


ting cheer up! i promote u as my buddy. dun worry u wont lose me de. hahahas. like i said. im available 24/7 to listen to u. good luck for ur exams! (:

and jessie dun think so much okay? seriously u ARE thinking way too much. i assure u i dun think that way. i bet the rest will not too. dun jump to conclusion base on just one person's words. anyway whatever i said above applies to u too. anyway im happy u called me. rmb the 4am thing? u can always call me at 4am (:

eelin too. glad that u and yuan okay le. dun worry i'll drill some sense into him. and glad we're contacting everyday now. its always on and off. we'll contact for a period of time and we'll stop contacting for a period of time and it repeats over and over again. LOL. dun understand why. thanks for listening to my rantings every single day so my turn to listen to urs now. hahas. anyway hope im able to meet her during her two off days this week (:

darling zimei i will meet u soon after im not so busy with my projects. see ya soon! (:



the more you expect, the harder you fall. agree.
but the sad thing is. i tend to expect more.

suddenly thought of fangru. touched bah. hahas. had a long chat with her there last time. cuz of wei we gotta go off. LOL. miss family alot! =(

The hardest part of
missing friends
is not their absence,
it’s when you think
of all those good times
and ask yourself,
‘will those moments ever
happen again?’

had project group discussion at PS. met up with JH after that for movie and shopping. watched meet dave. the show is hilarious! lol. eddie murphy is damn funny. hahas. go watch ppl.
went to the flyer there for dinner at popeyes. the fish is damn nice! i feel like eating it now. so hungry!!

econs today. was damn lost. i need help seriously.
went down to vivo to meet dearest eelin first while waiting for that idiot yuan who's very late making eelin damn pissed off. ate kfc variety meal. WEIHENG! the meal is still available. hahas. brought yuan over to ah wok for interview. he got in! yeah. one more friend working there. chatted with almost everyone and make me realised i cant bear to leave that place. its like part of me alrdy. hahas. though ppl had changed. but i still wont wanna leave. went back to khatib and stayed there to slack. had to go back early cuz eelin is working morning shift tml =(
anyway thank you dearie for listening to my rantings every single day without fail. hahas

chatting with pei now. i miss her so much. used to contact with her everyday last time. she just said ma goreng instead of mee goreng. hahahas. dumb dumb. i wan pinch her cheeks! LOL

i really hope everyone can make it for sunday's lunch though i know di and chunjin both cannot. hope the rest can. i miss sweet family! bindi fangru binpei liwei vaal chunjin <3
updated pei's blog le. go take a look ppl (:

at least think of how i'll feel.

how to find sucha perfect guy? LOL. read the below

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your
shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night]

When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her
fingers ]

When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]



- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that
matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when
she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think
its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
'Who's ass am I kicking babe?'



i addicted to derrick's songs now. listen to the first 4 songs on my imeem player. hahas. anyone know where to get his songs?

was late for lecture today. joey and me kinda took our time to get to school. but it was marketing so its okay. as long as its not numbers. lol. sat at a different seat today. was chattier den usual cuz bel was behind me and we kept chatting. hahas. i kept teasing poor joey. im kidding only okay? hahas. went back on bus with cass juli and joey. as noisy as usual. hahas. esp with dear juli around. lol. alighted at yew tee and went to mac with joey. did some accounts after eating. got stuck halfway. hai. but at least i was better today compared to ytd. lol. will continue trying.
darling zimei called from office just now. her phone got cut off. lol. maybe will be seeing her tml. hahas

meet up soon k MISS NG YU WEN! i miss u! hahas. talk to me if u need someone to listen to you (:
and NG YU SHUANG too! (:

cant meet. meeting too often =(

bel and me