happy birthday. mood was really down in the morning. thank u zimei for cheering me up. she didnt do much. but just from the very first msg she could tell im not myself. i have no idea how she knew. anyway. the reply was rather sarcastic. thats why. carefree? yes. im having lots of freedom now. but so wad? things had changed. maybe i dont mention here. but there's still something empty. shit. feeling crappy again. heart's dropping out anytime.
i cant understand ties between ppl. i really believe things can change if we wan to. if it just happen that the two parties are willing to.
i really hate this feeling now. i really really hate it..

babes. i'll update bout today again. mind too blank again.

first presentation today. most of us were damn stress. afraid of not able to present it well. accounts. i have to work harder to understand everything. anyway. it went quite well for my group. not as bad as i thought it would be. it was cam whoring session after school! hahas everyone crowded at the atrium taking photos. LOL.

here they are..

gracie and me

casselyn and me

juli and me

annie and me

bel and me

joey me

june annie me

june eve me

crazy june laughing away

june and me

my motivation in school

gracie uh. dun be jealous.. i missed u too! hahahas

first lesson of econs ytd. damn difficult to understand plus the lecturer was going on and on like a bullet train. think the bunch of us struggled to absorb everything he told us. didnt laughed so much in school ytd. but... after sch it was the same. hahas. really thankful i found the bunch of girls. hahas. love school now but love them more! slacked till 6 plus den we left. went to town to meet yuwen yushuang and james. the last time i met them was two weeks ago. short but it seemed as if it had been ages. ate at prima and we decided to go clarke quay. went to james's fren pub. lots of china ppl la! omg lor. shout at the top of their voice. lol. left at 1 plus when we really cant stand the place anymore. went home as there was nth much to do.

photo time!

argh. so irritated. stupid computer! i cant load the photos! wait till i get my laptop. anyone can help me with the choosing? im a computer idiot.

see u girls on mon! miss all the laughter.. june! LOL. of course the rest too!

haven been blogging for a few days alrdy. hahas. anyway i've been enjoying sch. alot. hahas. for once i can say. something which i agree with june. I LOVE SCH! my new found frens are all so fun! our laughter combine can bring the building down. hahas. okay. thats a little extreme. anyway went cold storage ytd with them for proj. got rather pissed with.. well. u guys know wad. lol. should have met huiwen and ruiying earlier. sad man. gossip bout this disgusting desperate bastard in our class. hate guys like him. seriously lor.
went to meet darling zimei after sch today at orchard for dinner. took the train with june. eve is right. both our laughter is enough to be noisy le. hahas. laughed till we were both perspiring la. anyway. ate dinner at far east. went shopping after dinner. bought a top, sandals, belt, bangles. thanks darling for the earrings. hahas. went home at 9 plus. bounce-d back from marina. which made me so late for the volleyball show.
anyway meeting yuwen and maybe yushuang tml. no idea if the plan is still on. miss them la. after sch starts dun really have the chance to see them le. so hope to see them tml! (:
and amilia study hard for ur exams please!


will edit this post again. now mind is too blank to write a good one.

went to sch with a splitting headache today. guess it was from the drinks ytd. went to uncle mike house to eat lunch. was suppose to be crabbing session and in the end it was curry chicken. watched tv and went off at 6 plus. went to amk hub to look for fang and pei. watched wanted finally. the show is damn cool la. all the shootings and killings. after that fang went back. me pei and xiong cabbed down to clarke quay and met up with wei vaal alex jason and his fren. i was perfectly fine ytd but today morning was horrible. felt like puking seriously. almost wanted to skip school but i still went. i'll keep the determination up. hahas. school was like picnic session. everyone bought so much food. drinks. snacks. chocolate. sweets. crackers. LOL. wanted to go back straight home to sleep but i saw dewei and ralf at 838. been like how many centuries since i saw them so i stopped by to chat with them. ralf went off first and in the end me dewei and jingsheng went for dinner. haven had this feeling for so long alrdy. lovee meeting up with frens who i haven seen for a long time! hahas. chatted and chatted. eelin joined us for awhile and we all went home at 11. hope we'll continue meeting up soon! (:

love my school now! hahas. i have a bunch of crazy and fun friends!

something is seriously wrong with my blogger. i'll link u guys soon!

received zimei's call in the morning. so far i have yet to hear from her again. hope she'll call me back soon. kinda worried bout her.
anyway met up with mummy and kor to sim lim square in the noon. kor wanted to buy laptop cooler. but end up not buying. ate bak kut teh somewhere nearby. not that bad. i lovee the soup! hahas. they went off to work at 4 plus and i went back to yishun to meet sixofus to eat dinner. everyone came except for ningsi. been really long since i saw jean and fen. hahas. glad they could make it today. dinner again next sat. while waiting for them at northpoint. i walked around and went into dano. found a spag top on sales. 15 bucks and i bought it. quite nice. hahas. went to amk hub after dinner with jessie and fen. i bought a file folder and a bag there. i need more clothes! hahas.

suddenly feel like there's something missing in my life now. mood down all of a sudden. no idea why.

crabbing session tml. no idea if i should go. cuz some of my fav ppl there most probably wont be turning up.

i miss sweet family now!

yeah. no sch today. hope the girls i met in school have an enjoyable weekend. june annie juliana grace belinda avelyn huiwen ruiying eileen hilary andrea. hope i didnt miss out anyone. the fact that i found such nice friends in school made me look forward to going school (:
went to work today. messy day. but i still managed to handle well. hahas. though not working for a week. so miss the ppl there. finally got to see that zimei. went clarke quay with her and met up with ah wing there. drank abit and chatted. zimei dear uh. u're not alone k. u'll always have us whenever u need someone to be with u. stay strong girl. ah wing too. hope u're not too troubled. cabbed home. sleeping in awhile. damn tired today.

meeting sweet family in the noon tml and sixofus in the evening for dinner.

cant wait to see ting and zimei on sun! better see both of u uh. or else.... and of cuz. those crabs! hahahahahas!

meeting up with all my lovees in this week. happy! (:

third day of school. quite fun actually. found a big group of girls to chat with, lunched with and gossip with. hahas. everything was fine except that wed lessons are changed to morning classes. so tiring!
love english lessons the most. its so open compare to subjects like maths.

watching the volleyball show now. so regret not taking up the chance given in sec sch. argh!

hey ppl. something wrong with my blogger. cant link u guys. will link u guys later (:

first day of sch wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. turns out there's some friendly ppl there. hahas. great. a good start just on a second day.

went over charcoal to return pei's phone. turns out wei was unwell. acc her to the doc at yishun. met fangru there and ate dinner at teppan yaki. the food not bad la. acc her to the clinic after eating.
enjoyed the dinner with them. its a rare chance (:

ahh! im missing my friends!

cancelled work today. met up with miss neo siao wei. went to J8 to search for her bag she needs tml. but to her dismay. we couldn't find any bag suitable. we end up at northpoint waiting for jessie to come back to lend her her bag. finally i get to see jessie ho! even though it was a short chat at the bus stop but i enjoyed it. miss them sooo much! nvm. i'll get to see siaowei tml after sch and jessie on sat. so glad things haven change between us even though we don't see each other often anymore. love u guys! (:

thank u miss ng for ur sweeeet msg uh! hahas. the room is seriously flooding! LOL (: