i take back everythin. i was pissed at first. was thinkin that was it so easy to let go a friendship. its all one's thinkin. there is no just one solution to a problem. just depends on which one u choose. just thinkin back. kinda miss i dunno wad. just different. but like ppl told mi. no point keep tryin to hold on if the other party doesn't even care. nvm. i wun do anythin now. if things change back to normal. i'll just pretend all these nvr happen before.

cos they wun do this to mi. wad did i do to u anyway. cos of the person u hate u do this. unless u hate mi too. that is. den i got nth to say le.

cos they wun do this to mi. wad did i do to u anyway. cos of the person u hate u do this. unless u hate mi too. that is. den i got nth to say le.

i hate ur idea of solving the problem. dun wanna put mi in a spot. ha. this is worse. make mi lose the closest fren who i can confide in with my personal problem. things will be just like today. makes u happier with mi not around rite. next time there wun be mi appearin in front of ur sight. forget our friendship den.


JESSIE AND SIAOWEI U GUYS ARE STILL THE BEST! hope nth will change when u guys start sch..

there are things u dun appreciate too. since when wad i pointed out in u is wrong? sometimes u just takes things for granted. things that u do are the faults u pointed out in mi. maybe u just dun realise. i dun wan to say anythin so there will be no quarrels. hope u get wad im sayin.

MY NOTEBOOK. had nth to do in class. took photos of my precious notebook =)

MY BEST FRIENDS! I MISS U GUYS!

hmm. actually i find class 4E is quite nuts. hahas. quite fun lar. LOL. good good. im adaptin! hahahs. went to jessie's to get ALL her uniforms. lol. she dun need them anyway. tirin day today. nth much was done in sch. ha. waste time nia.

hmm. ya lar. adaptin well. but still feel lonely actually. not bored not sian. in that class definately wun be bored or sian de. lots of laughter. hahas. seein all the cliques and small groups those guys always in. remind mi of mi wid jessie they all last year. ppl all can sit at the corner at the back whisperin or gossippin. argghh. wadever. u're the one who stayed back. stop complainin chaichin. just feel glad ppl wanna talk to u. fark. nice encouragement. idiot.

hmm. actually i find class 4E is quite nuts. hahas. quite fun lar. LOL. good good. im adaptin! hahahs. went to jessie's to get ALL her uniforms. lol. she dun need them anyway. tirin day today. nth much was done in sch. ha. waste time nia.

hmm. ya lar. adaptin well. but still feel lonely actually. not bored not sian. in that class definately wun be bored or sian de. lots of laughter. hahas. seein all the cliques and small groups those guys always in. remind mi of mi wid jessie they all last year. ppl all can sit at the corner at the back whisperin or gossippin. argghh. wadever. u're the one who stayed back. stop complainin chaichin. just feel glad ppl wanna talk to u. fark. nice encouragement. idiot.

SIXOFUS (:

huifen's head. hahas

happy birthday SIAOWEI! hope u enjoyed that day. i noe i enjoyed it. hee.

didnt feel well this morning. vomitted twice. damn. didnt wanna skipped sch again. freak. well. anyway. it doesn't make a diff whether im in sch or not. the class got used to the ppl le. im just an extra addition. wadever. the main point is to study hard and score well for o level. not to make frens. but anyway still thanks to xiuhui peini and ames for makin mi feel welcome and lip min and amilia for accompanyin mi on my first day to sch (: pray hard i'll get into republic. even though i have a feelin i wun ):

ningsi wanping sarah came to sch to visit ytd. nice to see some old frens but felt really weird. i mean.. who wouldn't. everyone moved on except mi. still standin here while everyone's over there. it just SUCKS. just thinkin of these makes mi not wanna go sch. but if i dun go i'll just disappoint some ppl who have been supportin mi. argh. stop my negetive thinkin. vincent could get thru the last whole yr why cant i.

anyway. hope i can make it on fri or hope i feel like going if i can make it. maybe seein my good frens will make mi feel better...

good luck to those gettin their postin result. hope they can get into the sch that they wan.