rmb the nasi lemak and 1 litre of barley from abc to 839. causeway point. stadium. the block near stadium.. . doubt all these are remembered.


give mi a correction tape. cos i rmb.



i hate sotong now.


some stupid story from some stupid drama. dun mind mi pls.

ooh. im here to update. had abit of prob to come here cos there's no mouse for mi to use. ahh!! my comp is finally okae. but due to my stupid brothers who had to 'bodyguard' the comp for 24 hours. my mum pulled out the mouse. now it cant work. all thanks to them. im going crazy tryin to fix it. dumb.


anyway. stop all my rantings le. went out wid huimin just now. very long didnt go out wid her le. hahas. its like findin an old fren bac. hahs. i'll continue this tml. cant do anythin without a mouse. its like the cat had eaten the mouse. arghh!


okae. bac to update le. overall. its fun yesterday

bought this yesterday. hahas.

first photo i took wid her wor. lols. in train going bac le

ahh! my parents simply sucks! wad the hell is so wrong abt sleepin wid ur door CLOSE that they had to chain up the door knob to wadever. and the tv plug locked. wad the hell. crazy lar. if i really dare to leave this house. i will. as if we're some prisoner or dog. might as well go buy a chain and lock all of us to their hands. CRAZY LAR!!!

here to blog le. finally. hahahas. learn from my didi. due to the popular demand for mi to update..... im here to update. ahahaaha! no lar. dun be so bhb. lols.


went to ton for the last 2 days. my mum's killin mi soon le. lols. going out wid ms wong huimin later. wanna go take pay still need to drag someone along. i noe she very rich lar. dun nid like this show off one rite. hehe. k lar. i'll update when i come bac later.


hopefully will. . . hehe =)

finally.. after waitin for 2 weeks. i got the fone bac from the very ' resonable' teacher MS KAUR. she gav it bac herself without mi askin it from her. well. at least this made mi feel less hateful towards her. anyway. overall. she still nvr will be my fav teacher. ha.


went zhen's house yesterday. miss the phantom of opera cos i went late *sob sob* =( . been lookin forward to watch this show. hmm. i'll get someone to burn it for mi den. didi. must help mi ahh. hahas. yesterday was okae. i didnt get to swim cos i didnt bring extra clothin due to mi thinkin its very ma fan. hahas. that made mi miss the fun. lol. hmm. night went to kfc to eat and nas and ningsi went bac home first. leavin mi hend ah yew zhen xinyi and mao. i watched the benchwarmers wid hend and zhen's parents while the rest was in zhen's room playin cs. the show's not bad even though its quite idiotic. hahahs. after the show we went in to join those guys and i played a few rounds. at first i really sucks at it. i've became rusty le! lol. at the last few rounds it was still quite okae. hahs. was suppose to be there to celebrate birthday for sam. but he was very late. didnt even catch a glimpse of the birthday boy. well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM! hahas. dun think he'll see this anyway.


hey guys. im not a hair rapist okae. who ask all ur hair keep standin and it looks temptin to mess up ur hair. hahas xD


i dunno how things are now. is it good or bad. lol

ooh. been quite awhile since i updated my blog. blame it on my laziness. anyway there's nth much to update. sat was hj birthday. went out wid a few ppl to celebrate. arghh! lost my fone that day. so mood spoiling lar. lols. im soo careless. so angry wid myself. should hav look after my stuff properly. dumb dumb dumb..

wad am i doing? i hav no idea either. hai

went shoppin for the last 2 days. hahahs. cleared quite alot of stuff le. lols.

- shoppin list

those done:

• shoes
• wallet (both thanks to someone. lols)
• belt
• clothes / top

now im left wid a shorter shoppin list=) hahas.

1. clothes / bottom
2. bag (maybe)
3. ...
4. ...
5. ...
6. last but not least ipod shuffle

went to marina square on thurs. quite long didnt go dere so its not that borin. hahas. went orchard yesterday. someone bought a levis jeans wor. lols. $100+. wow. hahahas. went home at 3 plus. AM. hahas. and i gotta wake up at 5 30am for work. omg. i slept for like less den a hour and i got dragged up by my very wonderful mum. gag. lols. jk. anyway. felt like sleepin for the whole 4 hours while i repeat the same action over and over again. to pack the food into boxes. lols. very nice job. AND... now im finally home. woohoo! eat finish den go shower.. and bed. here i come ! hahhaahs.

I MISS AMILIA TOO! hmm. and EELIN! =)

THINK BEFORE U SPEAK!! ARGHH!!!

that hurts. if u didnt alrdy noe. if it really doesnt matter. den im nv doing it again. that'll be the last time. dun regret. if u think its makin mi happier. IT IS! THANK U VERY MUCH!!! argghhhh!!! wad the FUCK! forget it.



EELIN. faster come bac. i miss u alrdy! AMILIA too. no one to chat or accompany mi when im bored or feelin down. hai.

the bbq yesterday was great except for the fact that it rained and i got like bitten by.. err.. hundreds of mosquitoes.? hhas. ohh goshh! im scratchin all over and let mi just pray that it will not bleed and leave behind some very ugly lookin scars. im freakin itchy now. just imagine there's this cream or wadever crap i can think of that can remove mosquitoe bites in an instance. wow. i'll love the person who invented it(: anyway. gotta thank ningsi for draggin mi to the bbq. if not i'll miss the fun. im glad i went. hahas.


she's the man is really nice. it tells us to persue our dreams all the way even though it meant breakin the rules. eh. actually that's not really a very nice advice. lols. anyway. ya. do the impossible. even though u noe u will not succeed. at least u've tried ur best. woahh! cant believe im sayin this. hahahs.



hai. guys. im not worth for u guys to do things that will make only make mi happy. think of urself. its really not worth it u noe. u guys said its worth doing things for someone u love. but ... hai. u guys done alot for mi. im really happy. but im afraid to make a decision. i dun wanna hurt anyone.



suddenly the thought of o level creepin nearer and nearer silently and quickily rushed into my mind. i've slack for like 2 whole years and i think its enough. is it so hard to make myself study? im reminded of my 30 mins a day self study for a few times. wad happen to it? i just couldnt be bothered. how bout my maths? i told myself over and over again that i gotta buck up and start studyin. the worse thing is i keep thinkin that i still hav the time and i delay and messed up again. see wad happen to my mid yr. i noe i did study. but it was last min. like its gonna be any help to mi. sometimes i just wanna giv up on everything. drop out. put a stop to every difficult stuff that i faced. but i cant. its just a way of avoidin problems. eventually it'll just sneak bac up and scare u. ohh wadever crap. all these rantings here is not doing mi any good. i just gotta start actin instead of just plain sayin.



i miss church (: i dunno why. after such a long time of not going. hahs. just rmb to pray and hope God can take away some of my problems. Amen.