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2011-11-23T01:27:00.001+08:00

I saw the updated blogs of others and I wanted to just type something here. Monkey see monkey do I know. This space is supposed to be my emo elmo nemo space but can't be bothered now. I wanna blog because I'm happy too!

I JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE MY FRIENDS! Sounding like a primary school kid I know, but isn't happiness supposed to be spreaded? So here I am doing so! But there's way too many details to talk about so I'll cut it short!

Actually, on second thought, I better continue another day. I have a long Wednesday ahead! Goodnight loves! <3

Weak

2011-09-15T01:55:00.001+08:00

It's not that I'm facing anything I have to worry at the moment or any incident that's upsetting me. In fact there's absolutely nothing for me to worry about at the moment, not even my new career. I just can't handle that I allowed my feelings to take over my head even for that little while. It's because that I had a taste of how it feels like to feel. I don't voice it out or pen it down anymore because it seems incredibly childish to be saying this at this stage of life, something I keep telling myself over and over again till it became a belief. I hate that I feel vulnerable opening up my heart. Moments like the phone call when I let out my thoughts. But just because something you tell yourself a million times, doesn't turn it true. I'm a human being afterall. There's no way I can stop my heart from feeling.There's no way people ain't gonna leave you one day without any reason. People come and go. Accept the fact. Appreciate and treasure who you think it's worth and especially those doing that for you. Cuz it's hard to find mutual level of understanding, trust and care. I know there are these few love ones in my life, so why am I worried? After pening these down, I can't tell if I feel better.

2011-07-13T05:22:00.003+08:00

As I delete what had been hanging around for years in this space, I felt that tug on my heart knowing I'm 'deleting' my history. Though it was just physical trace, there's still the inexplicable feel there somewhere. Start afresh. Breathe the new air. So I keep rambling.

It's the third day into the second week of July. Summing up what's been going on, I spent most of my time studying and working lately. And the most nerve wrecking news, I failed the exam twice and I hope it's not still in the count. Well, three's a charm. I'm seizing that pass this time round!

I'm kinda falling back in love with blogger! It's so fool proof and the interface is pretty nice! Tumblr has a different touch to it with the reblogging ability though. I'll not be picking one to use. Each of them shall have half of my heart.

Fingers crossed

2011-07-11T05:44:00.006+08:00

Okay I'm here to whine a bit since I don't wanna flood my poor twitter followers timeline and publicize on Facebook! I failed my M5 exam the first time and tomorrow will be the second attempt. I really really put in my all on the first attempt and it was depressing that I failed! :( I know that people have been telling me lots of them failed like multiple times before passing, but I don't wanna be one of them! And it was more disappointing for me because I did tried hard. I thought I'll put in more this time round but apparently I totally wasted the extra week I had. Oh well, I shouldn't be surprised. I've become someone who give all once and not wanna try a second time to risk a failure AFTER so much of pain. Worst of all, this is my way of handling almost everything. Contradicting I know! Risk of failing is higher when there isn't effort planted in. I can't help it. This is really some loser act. Big sigh! All in all, I just pray I'll get a pass for tomorrow's paper. Though it wouldn't be a big blow to me anymore if I don't succeed. Oh gosh CC, you're such a loser!

Nah! I'll do fine! :) Ahmila as well!

Something distraughting came between my two dear friends. I wish there's something I can do to help but my hands are tied. Not wanting to seal the story with just one point of view received, I'm not gonna aid anyone. It has been a long way till now, I believe that everyone of us treasure what we have between all of us. Sometimes words may be misleading, but knowing the true intention for those words no matter how not sugar coated they are will have a different impact on us. Based on what I've gathered, this is all I can deliver. Of cause, my support and ears too if needed! I just wish there's more I can offer.

Pre examination syndrome

2011-07-05T03:05:00.005+08:00

The stress is building up in me and I think it had been doing so since I started mugging from the beginning and I just hadn't felt it. It's so much worse than going for btt and ftt! It's actually incomparable since those two books are so thin! I haven't studied since like forever!

Nevertheless, complaints are definitely not helpful in any way. Sleep is. So I'm just gonna make sure I get up real early later on and secure as much time as possible to study!

Thanks man!

2011-05-30T08:02:00.002+08:00

Just when I said I have nothing to complain about, just great! I love it when you soak my toothbrush in soap powder and scrub my brother's shoes with it, when I get spat on, when you broke my perfume bottle! Life's awesome with these wonderful incidents! I'm so thankful for them!

Hello old friend

2011-05-30T07:10:00.006+08:00

Oh man, this space has been neglected for AGES since I've moved on to other blogging platforms! I think I have this blog for 6 years already! It's amazingly long! So here I am to pay it a visit! Tumblr has became way too public! I guess this can be my slightly private ranting corner? But I have nothing to complain right now! I'm glad! ;)

Gosh! Reread some of my old posts, I felt like fainting! I'm so thankful that my life has changed so drastically from before! I am so gonna read from the very oldest post till this when I have too much time at hand! I'll probably laugh at myself or bang against the wall!

I need to revamp this blog though! Pondering if I should stick to this URL which I've been using for so many years or change to felceecee.

2010-10-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

I'm here to revisit this first blog of mine!!

migrated

2009-12-08T00:58:00.004+08:00

hey guys, i've decided to take a break from blogger. look for me at iamnotwhatiseemtobe.onsugar ! :)

2009-12-02T18:40:00.002+08:00

rmb the show i mentioned in the previous post, kyle xy. this is really really a great show. its so different from all the other dramas i'd watched. though the story is out of the ordinary, there's so many other stuffs happening in the show that u can really relate to the real world. the strong bond between the family, the selflessness the kyle show for everyone he loves is really touching. every episode ends with me feeling different. it seems as if there's something to learn from the show.

ytd was the last paper for the exam. felt uneasy cuz i know i had flunk the theory part which consists quite a high percentage of the paper. but i felt relieved that the exam and this sem is over.
came straight home after school and i just lock myself in the room. i dont feel like going anywhere actually. the feeling is here again. and i dunno why.

i went to yishun just now to meet up with yvonne and she passed me my advance birthday gift. really sweet of her. i think its not easy to get the engraving on it so i can really feel the effort. thank you dear! she is one of the best thing that came out of the job at peony jade, made a good friend :)
cut my hair today as well at the shop eein recommended. my fringe is really short and the hairdresser curled my hair for me to see if i'll like this change in my hair. i find it really weird, most probably cuz it doesnt suit me. its temporary so no worries for me. hahas.

sometimes the connection u make with other people sneak up on u, u share experiences, u have a history, u form a bond.

2009-11-28T09:25:00.002+08:00

i've been saying i want things back to normal. i dont want this anymore. i want things to be better.

2009-11-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

studied at mos with benny ytd and before i started, i was delivery girl. just wanted to do something. and i have no idea result my action generated. hope its something positve. went home at 10 and went over to amk mac after that to meet darling to study overnight. took the first train back and i was still damn awake when i got back. something is very wrong with my body. been have headaches very very frequently and my stomach dont feel well too. appetite been quite bad sometimes. sigh

went over RP to study with twin and her classmates, william and two other guys. as usual, not very productive but still managed to learn something. stayed till close to 1o and we left. bought some food from pasar malam and twin and me sat down to chat a lil while. went off at 11 plus and met up with kiwi for a lil while. for now he's my permanent neighbour till he moves off to hostel next sem. hahas. finally been seeing him around after so long. i still rmb the first time i realise he stays at the same block as me. lol.

just finished one episode of this show call kyle xy, its about this boy who woke up one day in the forest knowing nothing bout this world and himself. he was taken care by this woman name nicole who was someone who looks after cases of 'special' kids. kyle knows nothing in this world yet he has a powerful mind which makes him a genius.
its a really interesting show. hahas. he's quite good looking actually but his role made him kinda retarded la. lol. but i guess he wont be such a retard after a few more episodes. so i'm gonna continue watching.

i'm reading this book call managing yourself by paul morgon. pretty interesting cuz its talking bout understanding yourself more and all the psychological stuffs that most ppl actually dont realise. zhi quan shared it with me like how looong ago and i'm finally reading it. hahas.

and yes, i totally agree to this sentence that twin puts at her pm.
'it's sad when someone you know become someone you knew'

2009-11-22T06:53:00.003+08:00

just got back from studying awhile ago. studied overnight with twin at semb mac. not bad. more productive than what i studied in bishan library with darling. AND its cuz i study better at night okay! not because of who i'm studying with. or maybe partially the reason la. HAHAHHAHA. went for resort world sentosa interview at tpy cc east in the noon. hmm. dunno if i should take up the job or not.

studying again later when i get up. arghhh. tiring of mugging but what other choice do i have. sigh

here's one of my current fav song

萧亚轩 - 后来的我们

从前的我们哭着笑着
都总是两个人
后来的我们就连招呼
都有一点陌生
从前的我们哭着笑着
都相信会永恒
后来的我们为什么不能

2009-11-21T03:40:00.004+08:00

there's alot of things i wanna update on actually. but everytime i come in here and start typing, i have no idea where to start.

let me start by saying i'm very happy that i got my RED E63! hehe. dilemma deciding whether to spend more getting the white E71 or maybe wait for iphone to arrive at M1. BUT.. ended up i bought E63 and i have no regrets. its a beautiful and really quite a good phone :D

weather has been pretty bad lately. but hopefully it wont be raining this much during dec. kinda mood spoiling to have heavy rain when there's plans to go out. cant wait for holiday to come! :)

found these when i was looking through some stuffs today. delon gave them to me from his diving trip. hahas. just some random stuffs to share.

can u just be normal?! its really frustrating to face all this u know. i just want things to be back like before. i cant stand this change in u. maybe i took it for granted that u'll be there all the time, i was too engrossed in my problems last time. but its different now. trust me

2009-11-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

had a looong and tiring day. stayed back in school to study with steve, jessica and benny. slow progress. i'm so dead. sighhh. oh well. went off at 9 plus. it was like super dark alrdy when we went out. got home and cooked myself maggie mee. lousy meal. haven been eating well and sleeping well. exams! argh!

twin and me are like suffering from insomnia la. must be her fault! LOL.

i'm such an idiot!! seriously! how retarded can i be!

2009-11-16T03:43:00.004+08:00

okay. time to update my dying blog. hahas. exam is approaching fast! been studying recently. told cz today. been a long time since i really use my brain, thats why its so pain. LOL. studied at mac ytd with twin, wilson, benny and jessica. it was snowing in there la. super cold! just like twin's room. for polar bears only. HAHAHHA.
went to mos to study today. the feeeeel was right for studying. not bad. getting into the mood alrdy. lol.

it bothers me alot when someone close to me drifts apart without any reason. anything at all will be better than a word, 'nothing'.

i'm glad i've finally got myself out of the bubble i trapped myself in. took me a long time. but still. yeah :) MOVED ON MOVED ON! hahas

photos from 071109, shopping with two of my favorite girls ♥
just a few. the uploader is not working!

2009-11-12T23:58:00.003+08:00

exams are coming but i'm still not in the mood to study. i'm so gonna flunk this sem. i wonder how i got to sem 4 seriously. lol.

E just called with a problem i faced awhile back. makes me think a lil. hate friendship problems. random post here. but i really hope all of my friendships will continue gg on strong. i believe they will. love u guys! :)

gossip girl and heroes are getting more and more exciting! HAHAHA. cant wait for next week's episode!

2009-11-11T03:17:00.006+08:00

late for sch ytd so ended up getting mc. met up with ben to get the mc. had lunch at suki buffet. the salmon was loveee :) chatted till 5 and i went to meet eelin to head down to town for leiseng's bday celebration. on the way to taka getting his present, we were stopped by our own shopping. HAHAHA. we stopped at almost every stop. me and eelin both got ourselves a dress each :)) left quickly when we finally realised we were about to be late. lol. had buffet again at k box -.- had buffet twice in a day is crazy! which is the reason why my stomach is killing me now!! anyway. had an extension till 12. so me and eelin had chance to sing many many songs! and it was still not enough! lol. hope leiseng had a great time which i'm sure he did. HAHAH

had dinner with jessie and siaowei at semb today. they suggested sakae initially. i would have love that suggestion but due to the two buffets ytd, i had to turn it down! lol. ended up at the foodcourt as my stomach wasnt well so i had to get some soup base food. after dinner it was meet up with twin! finally finally! and yes! we end papers on the same day. 1st dec! hahahs. and i'm sure we'll be seeing alot of each other during holidays. hahas.

2009-11-06T16:59:00.001+08:00

went down to euroclass after class today. first time taking ben's car. drove me and ting down. hahas. heard what mr byran had to sat and its really interesting. think its always good to learn something new.

somewhat had my fortune read. yeah. had to be more determine , really.

i miss the six of us! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFEN! we're gonna meet up soon!

something random. i realise i'm so used to having certain people in my life everyday already. it feels weird not contacting them even for one day. LOL. u all know who u are. love you guys! :)

something interesting i found on yourtube. its amazing! HAHAH

2009-11-04T05:54:00.003+08:00

one proj down. two more to go for this week. drving me nuts with so so many proj. went down to sim lim square today to get my laptop skin and keyboard cover and i got everything i wanted. hahas. i'm a happy girl! the downside? my menses came when i was outside. zzz. hate it when this happens.

few shows to recommend to u guys. if u had found the previous shows i introduced interesting, u guys will like these too. for movies, go for jennifer's body. nicer than my expectation. as for shows, the listener. very addictive show. hahahas. heroes, gossip girl and lie to me's new season are out already!

2009-11-03T02:52:00.005+08:00

this photo reminds me of all the fun we had. though its really an unglam photo of me but i decided to post it up. ptbf where are u!!

manshe plus brownie equals to CHAOS! OMG!! both terrors when put tgt. lol. poor eelin is gonna have a hard time this week looking after them both. hahas.

my darling is choosing me over that cute dumb boy! she goes both way now! HELP! HAHAHAHHAH

2009-10-28T06:39:00.003+08:00

alright. short post. i feel so tired after rushing the OTQM project for the whole day till now. more than 12 hours of work. guess benny is as tired. nvm. like he said. cross our fingers and hope we'lll pass. got back my lappie! :)

few of my besties :)))

beginning it was real happiness to be able to talk so much. but as usual it ended in disappointment.

2009-10-27T01:37:00.003+08:00

work at wallet linc on sunday. super duper boring and it'll be much worse if benny didnt went down to pass me his laptop. lol. i'm super touched man! thanks! i didnt finish harry potter and the half blood prince. left bout 20 mins but i dont feel like continuing cuz dumbledore died :((( i hate endings that do not go my way!

finally met up with twin today! been a looong loooong time since i met her. hahas. had dinner at kfc and wendy came to join us. brainstorm for activities to do and as usual we ended up saying we wanna mahjong. after a few calls wendy thought of asking her bro, billy to play. that lucky dude. dont wanna play with him anymore again. LOL. king is still as cute! but still very hyper and dumb. HAHAHHA. prata at 334 and we headed home!

just a short short post. really lazy to update. lol

whats the point of sacrificing so much and all i get is attitude?

2009-10-14T09:49:00.002+08:00

okay. gonna run through my life briefly and i need to get my beauty sleep. life's pretty much the same since i last mass updated. hahas. monday went for the briefing on my upcoming work on 21st to 23rd at a japanese cusine. the place is seriously so traditional and its just a lil shop. its so cute! the boss is super nice and i cant wait to start work. benny who was really nice offered to acc me down to orchard and he waited for me till the briefing ended. bus-ed down to bugis to meet amilia and weiheng. being very shy, he decided not to join us. LOL. i finally got my watch at bugis junction after a disappointing trip to bugis street. not that i totally didnt get anything from there. lol. got myself a dress and belt and bangles (: it was mj at hj's place and sotong me left my shoppings there. so sad :(

ytd met up with amilia and weiheng for dinner at yishun. eelin called and wanted to join. but ended up after travelling down to yishun with us. she decided to go straight to work instead. lol. darling's phone died. yes. again.. lol. but we still bumped into each other somehow. considering its yishun and me bumping into 3 friends in just a short walk from the interchange to northpoint. its not very surprising. had kfc for dinner and went over safra to play pool. amilia and me walked to weiheng to the bus stop and we walked back to khatib. chatted at the playground and we decided to go up her place for movie. while waiting for the movie to load. we shopped at vs and spent like 2 hours looking at all the breast of the models cuz we were looking at bikinis. hahahas. thats like the joke of the day. movie failed to load so i went back home as she has to wake up early in the morning.

okay done. goodnight ppl! (:

2009-10-14T04:11:00.002+08:00

sucks when friends drift apart. esp when its a guy. i dunno what to do. i made the first move. just hope things will be like before.

i hope nth else will change in any other friendships (:

2009-10-05T11:37:00.002+08:00

i'm up with just a few hours of sleep again. damn my body clock. it got adjusted pretty well now. waking up automatically to the school hour. amazing. all thanks to the mooncake job.
i'm still craving for steamboat! been like months?! and i shall just go ahead with it with eelin after i get my pay. cant wait!

2009-10-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

someone unepected just managed to cheer me up. guess who?

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its xiaxue! can u imagine? and i used to like go ' arg, i dont like her', ' what a bitch'. okay. i actually find she's really funny now. not bad. something new for me..

2009-10-03T21:15:00.003+08:00

home alone. and i really really wanna go downstairs and enjoy lantern festival. feeling so sad :(((( argh! forget it. i cant wait to get a job and occupy ALL my free time.

2009-09-29T18:00:00.002+08:00

hello world! yes i haven't completely disappear from this virtual space of mine. well.. i'm at home now cuz i'm sick. fever, swollen feet, red dots on my legs, muscle aches on my arms :(
though work is really tiring but i'm really not looking forward to school. work got more fun when i got transferred to bishan. though miss working with yvonne and saywei, and the irritating mask bubble advertisement which keeps going on saying 你好幸福哦 and 被泡的感觉真好. i heard these 2 phrases for over thousand times a day i think. lol. bishan is fun with this 大姐. this crazy woman makes me enjoy work alot but a pity ytd was her last day. stupid boss. i have sooo much to complain bout the company. anyway to make work more enjoyable, its always nice to have a eyecandy around. HAHAHAH. esp when its just beside my booth. LOL!

sighhh. school's starting!! :((((

2009-09-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

my life has been so dead recently. busy working everyday 9am to 11pm. working such an auntie job! omg lor! so paisay to see ppl i know laaa. LOL.

2009-09-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

5th day stuck at home. turned down every invitation and temptation to go out. pathetic me is stuck with eating bread and watching my darling eating her kimchi noodle thru webcam, telling me how nice it is :(

I SINCERELY WANT TO SHARE MY KIMCHI NOODLES WITH CC DARLING . (but for the sake of her stomach, i'd better not!)

thank you so much. HAHAHAHAHA

and i didnt mention before and this is an exception. i have the best brothers in the world! kaiyong and kaiyang! see this. hahahahs. better print screen it down. LOL. so nice to me when i'm sick. k la. still nice to me when i'm not sick. LOL.

text from kaiyong: you feeling better alr? come back home when you finish ur paper to rest, dun stay out too late alr.

aww. sweet of him uh? hahahas

thank you for that unexpected phone call last night (:

2009-09-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

Acute diarrhea is a common cause of death in developing countries. The loss of fluids through diarrhea can cause severe dehydration which is one cause of death in diarrhea sufferers. Along with water, sufferers also lose dangerous amounts of important salts, electrolytes, and other nutrients. However, for ill or malnourished individuals, diarrhea can lead to severe dehydration and can become life-threatening without treatment.

wrong time to die. if i were to die, it should be before exams. why study so hard and end up not completing the cert? i think i managed to survive through all my previous times being so sick, lets see how far my body can take this time with so lil water. ha ha ha

will you care if anything happens to me?

2009-09-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

my blog is dying just like me! stupid diarrhea and headache had been trying to kill me for the these few days. OMG!

home after exams. pathetic

2009-08-31T02:39:00.000+08:00

first paper tomorrow! My revision had been really useless till today. Really last min work and thank you weiheng and benny for revising with me. All the best for you people who are taking exams too!

Hope i'll receive at least a good luck msg from...

2009-08-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

i'm stuck. not wise to take another step. cant move back and frustrating to stand on the same spot. someone help me please! not worth it to flunk my exam but i have a feeling i will.

2009-08-12T01:26:00.012+08:00

busy week as usual. finally some time to come online.

let me start on WEDNESDAY. work at wallet linc as per normal. sudden urge to butter up my life so down i went to meet darling, alvin and caiqi. it was MARCUS 20th BIRTHDAY that day so joined his celebration. hope he enjoyed himself :) peektures time! more can be found on facebook!

aww! poor thing! (:

birthday boy is high!

then it was a boring THURDAY for me at work in charcoal so i shall skip it.

here comes FRIDAY! went out with twin, cz, yongwei and jason to town. got jason's 21st birthday present from guess. quite a nice watch he chosen. hahas. walked around and as we decided to bake jason a cake. we went to the bookstore to take photos of a cake recipe. lol. cheapo i know but i'm not gonna spend a sum of money on a book which i only need one page. lol. found one and its time for me to go off for my briefing at clarke quay. met eelin and alison to go there together. just as i expected. the briefing took more than 2 hours. super waste of time. went back to get my accounts stuffs and went over twin's place. cake baking was successful! (: photos are in twin's phone. shall post when i have them!

twin shopping for 1 yr anniversary present

happiness found!

SATURDAY was jason's 21st birthday! went over his place for steamboat at 7 plus. home celebration is a good idea actually. anyway let the photos do the talking! click here for more!

family

cousins

the brothers

rest of friends

SUNDAY was dearest jessie's birthday! the surprise was a big success! everything worked according to plan, from planning behind jessie's back with her parents, getting her mum to pack her clothes, scavenger hunt around singapore, a super nice resort to ourselves, to bbq with my favorite girls. finally a sixofus chalet! (: took hundreds and hundreds of photos that day. its not with me at the moment. cant wait to receive them!! only one photo available, taken by jessie's lousy phone. hahahas

sweetie and me (:

woke up at 2 plus on MONDAY with only me and ning left in the chalet. both jessie and ah neo went off early for their dates. met something totally unlucky gross when i was walking home. i kicked a big, dead and wet rat on the road. super ewww! it was so sickening to look at it. it was ran over my a car i presume. argh! just my luck. i felt sad it was killed that way, i felt gulity i accidentally kicked it even though it was already dead, but most of all, i felt SICK! first thing i did when i got home was hopped on one leg all the way to the toilet to practically scrub and peel off my skin on the foot while exclaiming to my whole family what happened. they must have thought i was nuts. HAHA. anyway. just when i asked cz out to study, received msg from james to play lan at paradiz centre. we were meeting at 8 so me and cz decided to go over to ion for a walk first. i tell u! i can get lost in that humongous place and i got so tired just walking all the basements alone! goodness! its really really GIGANTIC! there's this level filled with food and i felt like i was in heaven already. HAHAHA. had this fish pancake thingy with fillings inside. oishiii! the german potato one is really nice. and cz had the italian one. hahas. i played cheat by not exchanging with him when i told him half each at the beginning. hee. cz brought me to this shop at wheelock called research facility. with the decorations and name, it sounds like seems like some pharmacy. nope! it actually sells chocolate! how cool is that! bought macadamia milk! superb! twin and james movie ended very late but we still went to play. met jason at dhoby ghaut and we went over to the lan shop. that shop wasn't as good as the previous one but we still had fun till we forgot the time and missed last train. lol.

off to bed now! goodnight people!

2009-08-08T01:10:00.002+08:00

baking baking now! accounts accounts now!

jessie dearie cheer up k! i love u lots! u know u'll always have siaowei and me with u!

the blogger is working fine now. after i publish this post, it may not be fine anymore. but its not the right time to play with the colours and to upload photos. wrong wrong timing. darn it!

2009-08-04T03:36:00.000+08:00

oh great. blogger is malfunctioning.. again. continues and i'll go ahead with the urge to shut down blogger and swap to something else. HA! is this threat working?! HAHAHA

broadcasting: i want changes in my life!
all the bloghopping sometimes make me wish i can have a lil of the excitement in people's life. sighhh.

i wanna colourfy my post!! where'd the option ran off to?!

2009-08-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

yayyyyy! my blogger is alright again! hahahs. but now i have tooo many photos to upload now and i have no idea what i wanna blog -.- crap.

anyway,
FRIDAY, ended up not gg badminton with friday clique and some of the brothers. just joined them for a lil while at mac when they ended their session. planned the rest of the day and we decided to go town for ion and lan. ended up i was stuck in the clinic for.. 2 and half hours?! irritate the hell out of me. met the rest at dhoby ghaut. went to paradiz centre for the lan game. played L4D and CS. hahas. super high! everyone was screaming when he or she got shot. LOL. lets go again guys! hahas. make it a monthly activity. hahas. played for 4 hours and it was home sweet home after that.
SATURDAY, met twin and cz at jason's place for mahjong. yw joined us awhile later. played till 11 plus and we went down to 313 to meet jin kwang for supper. wanted to continue after we got back but i guess everyone was too tired so i slept as well.
SUNDAY which is today, went home and received a call from darling. she got a replacement for her SIM card alrdy. finally! hahas. please hang the phone around u! dun lose it again! she was out alone so i dragged my lazy self out of bed to meet her. first stop PS, next stop bugis. went back around 8 plus and did abit of my work at amk. came home at 11 plus and i totally have no mood to do anything other than slack. oh no..

twin is sick! get well soon okay! drink lots and lots of water!!

reflection

2009-07-31T04:54:00.003+08:00

message from mr b : haha.. dunno how to say also.. like u r always busy n most of the time u get to enjoy wad u r doing. good for u :)

true. i get to enjoy myself though i'm busy most of the time cuz i'm always with the people i love. but it shoved me back to the day before which i had been thinking so much about everything and anything. i am busy most of the time but self reflection occurs everytime i have some rare quiet time on my own. most of the thoughts are just feelings and could not be put into words which just made me more frustrated as i could not exactly figure out what was bothering me. i asked wei how much have i changed since she met me till now. there's a constant reminder in my mind that i should improve myself, change for the better. have a feeling that i'm not good enough somehow. thats why some friendships could not carry on. thats why i still argue with my mum once in awhile.
tell me truthfully if there's anything i should be aware of that i must change or improve on. thank you.

2009-07-30T23:59:00.003+08:00

everything else has been keeping me away from blogging. did not have much time for me to spend much time online this week. work work work on monday, tuesday and today. had my HRM video film right after school in school compound itself on MONDAY. funny video i can say. my role was acting as a dumb medic. dressed in white. had a paper hat with cross on it and bandage in hand. ready to run out whenever im beng 'summon'. lol. shall post the video up when i get my hands on it. hahas.

had a ride home from graydon with amilia who came down to pick me up after work on TUESDAY. lucky billy was sent right to his block too since he stays in yishun too. went home and rushed the accounts assignment which was basically not started at all though it was due on wednesday. thus the night was devoted to accounts..

yesterday which is a WEDNESDAY. went to school looking like some zombie and a completed assignment. only motivation to get my sleepy self on a 852 45 minutes trip and walking of 10 minutes to school. went over to amk for lunch with jiasheng at aston. thank you for the lunch :) met up with darling on bus to khatib to buy food for the steamboat at night. went over alex's place to prepare the food. took a short nap to replenish some energy before heading over to northpoint cold storage to complete our shopping for food. poor darling lost her phone at the 7-11. lodged a police report after the failed attempt to recover the phone. hopefully the phone can be found. alex came to pick to us up with rui xiang, boon and paul on board. started the steamboat at 11 plus after most of the people reached. xerxes, mary, jason, uncle, james sukanto and guoyao came after work. after a tiring day, it felt good to sit around with friends to enjoy a good meal. especially this bunch of people whom i haven seen in quite awhile. unfortunately something happened. i'm not gonna state out what here as it may cause some people to assume what may not be the case. for the second time. hopefully it'll turn out fine. i fell asleep on the sofa till 9 plus and went off with darling, mary and xerxes. oh i think i forgot to menetion destina. HAHAHA. u guys know who i'm referring to right. especially the birthday boy i'm sure. hahas. concuss immediately the moment i crashed on my bed. jumped out of bed at 5 the moment i realised it was so late. i was suppose to reach charcoal at 6. was late for 10 minutes. went over to ah wok today. kinda had fun over there as all the hateful people are gone. hahas. chatted with cui cui and the two chefs who are really nice. real funny people. hahas.
met cz at somerset station to go back together and went over to sembawang a lil while to meet twin, jiasheng, yongwei and jingkwang. taught jiasheng how to fold d.i.y rose. hahas. wonder who he's making the effort for huh. lol. came home after getting badminton racket from cz.

badminton and ion tommorrow! and i really wish i can use TGIF! but.. sadly no. this phrase is not gonna be in my dictionary till next year i graduate. darn..

apparantly something is still really wrong with the darn blogger. i still cant post any photos here. zzz. on a sidetrack, even if blogger is working healthily, its still a very big question mark whether i will make the big effort to upload the MANY MANY photos which i had been accumulating over this period of time. hahahas

2009-07-26T12:37:00.003+08:00

something is wrong with my blogger. i have no idea what. first there's no typing box for me to type my post thus explaining this overdue post. now that it reappear. there's not options for me to change my font, size of it, color, etc.. what the hell is wrong?

both wed and thurs work at wallet linc. took a long time to choose the present. just a feeling i had to get something.

project discussion after school with melvin, geven and azeem. usually i dread group disscussion but i actually enjoyed this one. lol. found the perfect video spot right next to us after bainstorming for so long. hahas. went down to bugis to meet twin who was there shopping with kerrie they all before that. she got a top in the end. went down to plaza sing next. went to cotton on to get slippers. whoo! we had a GOOD deal. hehe. went back to semb when i decided not to join darling, caiqi and alvin. decided to go up cz place to give him a bubble tea surprise. hahas. that dumb dumb. ah yong came up to join us and we watched anaconda and went to 313 to eat. didnt felt like gg back. yw suggested mahjong so we went up to jason's place. cz and yw bought martell from the mama shop and we drank while playing. lol. went back on first train.

wasted sat away to sleep. concuss till 7 plus and i finally wake up. had dinner at home and went down semb to meet twin, cz, james, jiasheng, yongwei and jason to fish fish! hahas. long looooong walk to bottle tree village. uber ulu la! set up and all took quite awhile. worse.. the street lights were switched off halfway and it was super dark! first catch of the night: A SNAKE! lol. at first we were wondering if it was a snake till it opens its mouth and swallowed the prawns and starting curling and sliding up upwards. next was all catfish and bigger size ikan billis look alike fish. lol. js and james tried to start a fire but didnt really succeed. lol. we left the place at 4 and went for breakfast at 313. twin, james and cz went off first. me and ah yong took the first train back again. lol.

work at charcoal later. better not forget again. if not gy and wei gonna kill me le. lol. meeting darling later for a trip to service centre for our viewtys. hahas. twin they all gg ion. wanna go take a look at that place.

seems like its the same every july.

2009-07-22T08:53:00.001+08:00

Woots! It's a Wednesday woman! :D

2009-07-21T02:40:00.006+08:00

handed in the marketing individual today. 2 projects down. what a relief. was super late for school today. couldn't wake up on time. early lessons are killing me! but still went as i had to hand in the assignment. came home and eventually i still fell asleep despite my best effort not to. woke up and tv-ed from 9 to 1. haven't been alone for so long in quite awhile. and its just a few hours.

had a sudden urge to just leave for anywhere. take a break. leave the familiar. pick up an adventure be it a good or bad one. take me away..

a birthday is approaching. wanna do something. but thats ~~APPROPRIATE~~. what should i do?

pardon this emo entry but.. who's happy all the time? haha

2009-07-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

been wanting to blog for the past few days but didnt get to it. so here i am typing on notepad first before copying it over to blogger. after meeting up with friday clique on friday, went down to BQ to meet leroy and frederick for a drink as my mood wasn't really good. photos

met up with my few fav girls at northpoint on sat evening for dinner. typically, sixofus gathering seldom has everyone out together. lol. sw, fen, jean and me went to eighteen chefs to have out dinner. the pasta i had was quite nice. hahas. i'll be there to try other sauces. went over to sw's place after dinner. gossiped and camwhored! hahas. the nicest photo we took was actually the one sw wasnt in. HAHAHA. im kidding girl! i think she feels like killing me for mentioning this so many times. hahas. went off at 11 plus and i dropped by james place. was thinking if i should stay over or go back as i had to rush my report which i only had one day to finish up when i haven even started at all. ended up i still stayed -.- not surprising right. many people were over there. twin, shuang, cz, js, yw and jason. lol. no luck for mahjong recently. so i told myself im gonna quit mahjong! hahahas. photos HERE.

slept till 12 and i woke up. supposed to wake up at 11 and go home change to meet ting to do our work. in the end i kept snoozing and finally i stopped the alarm. resulting in waking up 1 hour late. zzz. sweet shuang dropped me off at khatib as she took a cab home. i was supposed to work at charcoal but i was worried i didnt have time to finish my work so i managed to find someone to replace me. thank u so much eunice! hahas. went to the library at northpoint. had a hard time finding a powerpoint. did our work till 8 plus and we went to have our dinner. it was almost 10 when we were done. decided between going starbucks to finish up our work or me going over darling's place. so here i am now at her place! i can get to school faster from here! hahas. so means i can wake up a lil later than usual. hahas.

2009-07-17T03:21:00.007+08:00

there's many many photos and i'm having trouble trying to keep up which are the ones i have and which are the ones i do not have. a lil lazy to sort everything out too. hahas. so i think i shall just post a few and edit this post again some time soon.

powerhouse with darling, cz, marcus and leroy. the three guys went in separate groups of cuz. it was quite fun! seemed like a long time since i went. hahas. too bad baby couldnt make it.

photos photos photos!

more photos of this day can be found HERE!

next is the bakerzin trip with my 2 BFFs, hend and xiuhui!

click HERE for more!

kerrie's BBQ at pasir ris park!

MORE!

powerhouse!

2009-07-15T15:32:00.004+08:00

will be stuck in the seat of wallet linc for the whole day today :( amilia has magic class so i'm taking over her. thank goodness for my laptop. if not a corspe will be discovered here tml morn. hahahas. sales is crawling like a snail. most of the customers are the 'see see look look' kind. lol. yay! benny is coming down to accompany me. hehe. i have great friends. every week someone will be here to keep me company (((:

im craving for starbucks mocha ice. anyone willing to deliver? im getting my dinner from ptbf tonight still (:

just talked to shuang on msn. miss her man. hopefully she'll join us on friday! (:

helipad! hopefully i have something great to write about that place after tonight.

2009-07-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

aww. weekend is over and its mon all over again. i had so much fun during weekend that i was so reluctant to face monday. cz, james, twin and me went for kerrie's belated celebration at pasir ris park for BBQ on friday. played a few rounds of card games and started drinking even before eating. lol. yongwei, hongwhye, jiasheng came and yw drove us to his chalet. mahjongmahjongmahjong. hahas. i cant rmb much what we did that day cuz we didnt do much. hahahas. didnt exactly slept and i actually went to school on sat morn during a chalet!! how hardworking. hehehe. a very nice melvin came to pick me up to school as he stayed in the area (: he sent me to clarke quay after school as he's going there and i had lunch and i went to take train back to the chalet. dumb me actually forgot the most important thing to bring out. ez link card!! thanks to melvin for lending me his. if not i'll take a day to walk from clarke quay back to the chalet. LOL. BBQ in the night. i was dead tired alrdy. i fell asleep sitting on a chair. lol. didnt sleep much again for the night. woke up like a zombie on sunday morn. and it was time to check out. had a very good sleep till 5 plus twin called me. they wanted to go for steamboat. went to chong pang steamboat at turf city. it wasn't very nice leh. i prefer cong qing's one which i had on the following day with the SIM girls plus jonathan. arab street was filled with lots of nice clothes and accessories!! grac, june, joey, avelyn and me all went crazy with each shop we went into! but i had to curb my temptations. i cant buy anything!

all photos will be up soon! actually im waiting for someone to update her blog. hehe

honest talks! no secrets next time okay! im just glad we're still as close or maybe even closer now (:

2009-07-10T03:44:00.008+08:00

Top 5 songs on current playlist:

1. Tinchy Stryder - Number 1
2. 3OH!3 - Don't Trust Me
3. Linkin Park - New Divide
4. Elliot Yamin - You Say
5. Mariah Carey - Butterfly

2009-07-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

school started on 6th of july and i was dreading it so much the day before. but i realised it wasn't as bad as i thought. i actually am having fun in school. except for the whole waking up early thing. i decided to mug hard this time round and ppl please scold me if i start slacking. but don't be too fierce uh. hahas.

went rebel on the 4th before school started with jianhui and his two friends plus marcus. quite boring actually. went over st james to meet up with leroy. same procedure. chatted in mac again. lol. photos here.

and right before i went rebel. celebrated jiasheng's 21st birthday at pin si restaurant at 925. i shall copy and paste from twin's blog cuz lazy to type. hehe.

5th july,happy 21st birthday to jiasheng :)
celebration for him w his brothers family and everybody else at pin si on saturday! at first it was kinda dead but after that we had entertainment from 2 kids, entertained ourselves w indian poker w red wine + tea + fruit punch + mango sago, god damn disgusting. after cutting of the cake, started drinking. disgusting red wine, their vomit like red paint like that. haha. i guess yongwei was the loser that night. safra and occ after that. i think the birthday boy pretty much enjoyed himself! :) lazy to say more, so pictures up! :D

http://yuwenyuwen.blogspot.com/

hehe. thanks uh. plus i only have a few photos with me.

work at charcoal on sunday. had supper at charcoal. i love mini mini gathering with them to eat. took a few photos :)

work ytd at wallet linc. yw, kerrie, bren, eke came down to acc me. cz bought dinner for me. im so fortunate :)

yongwei's 21st chalet tml! sch on sat in the morning. BUT im still going. hahas. surprise right. im surprise myself too. LOL. how im treating studies so seriously now. much more serious than last sem anyway.

twin is gonna poison us with her cookie again tml. ehh. on second thought i think the cookies will be fine. cuz this time there's james helping. HAHA

CHAICHIN: later she fly to the sky lor
CHAICHIN: she said she's flying to heaven just now
CHAICHIN: hahahas
siaowei: waaa
siaowei: she so fast wann die liao ar
siaowei: lols
CHAICHIN: HAHAH
CHAICHIN: idiot hor
siaowei: ehh
siaowei: what if she really wann die ar
siaowei: that's why she send us that sms
siaowei: den say she flying to heaven
siaowei: =x
siaowei: LOL
CHAICHIN: HUH!
CHAICHIN: hahahas
CHAICHIN: den how?
CHAICHIN: tell her.
CHAICHIN: dun die
CHAICHIN: use a rope to tie her so she wont fly up
siaowei: even though you not cute
siaowei: and so thickskin
siaowei: and so qian da
siaowei: and so crappy
siaowei: and so lame
siaowei: and so retarded
siaowei: and so idiotic
siaowei: and so asshole
siaowei: and so bendan
siaowei: we still love you
siaowei: LOL!
siaowei: must have alot of and so.. and so..
CHAICHIN: HAHAHA
siaowei: but all the and so must be BAD THINGS

HAHAHA! its all these lil nonsense that makes me love them more. jessie im expecting to receive more random msgs from u okay!

reply from twin:

precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
eh
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
smart twin
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
you getting smarter each day
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
and lazier!
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
HAHAHA
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
not only photos link to me
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
post also copy and paste
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
walao
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
ooooooooooooooooo
precious yyyuuuuuuuuwwen! : D says:
tsktsk

2009-07-08T05:40:00.003+08:00

how cool is this. Im blogging with my phone! Hahas. I just realise i can do quite alot with E51. Hahas. Im like msging now. Lol.

Feeling terribly sick now. Splitting headache. Cough. Sore throat :( been lying on bed since 11pm trying to sleep. And its almost 6 now. Omg!

highly recommended

2009-07-03T19:42:00.004+08:00

just watched the movie august rush. its an old movie. omgomgomgomg! the show is awesome. the music is so touching! go watch it. u guys will love it. i promise. one of the best show i had ever watched.

zhen and yew walked pass wallet linc. oh man. i miss all my old friends :(

reset button needed

2009-07-03T05:14:00.006+08:00

its 5.21am now and i still cant get to sleep even though i haven slept ytd. my body clock is fcuking screwed up and i wonder how i'll get to my morning class in time this sem. which reminds me again. monday is approaching in like.. 3 days time?

speaking of this. i wanna have all the fun i can have before school starts though i've been having lots of fun already. HAHAHA. i still wanna go night cycling, club, picnic, steamboat and most of all.. i wanna go tanning! i'm turning fairer and fairer and i really cant stand looking sick. i wan my healthy looking dark tan back! :(

2009-07-02T11:50:00.009+08:00

work work work at wallet linc on WEDNESDAY. just a lil more and i hit the target :( cz came down with my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. hahas. thanks! and i got to eat my aft work met up with eelin and yuan. cz decided to come along. hahas. eelin suddenly felt like drinking so we went to cheers to get a drink each. went to 838 playground to chat. amilia came to look for us aft her mahjong session. cz went back at 3.30. think he's gonna be damn chui today. lol. gossip session started.. LOL. been a a long time since i gossip like this. hahahas. ingredients to having a good time: good buddies (((:
went home at 4.30 and gave a troubled marcus a call to cheer him up. ended up on phone till 9am this morning =.= i had to drag my half dead body out of bed to work. my dear lil sis is sick and im doing opening for her. so here i am looking like a zombie in front of my laptop trying to keep myself awake. arghh!

twinnnn is having exaaaaams and we cant have fun :( good luck for all your papers (:

edited at the end of the day: twin came down to acc me aft her paper (: that woman tried to irritated my friends online!! poor jessie. hahahas!! amilia came to take over at close to 3 i think. so off i went with twin to james place for mahjong with jiasheng and jason. hoho! im the big winner again. HAHAHA! lots of fries for dinner and chicken rice. fell asleep almost immediately after dinner. imagine how tired i am to be able to fall asleep in such a uncomfortable position on the sofa. lol. woke up at 10 plus and we decided to play a lil mahjong before i rush off for last train. cz arrived while we were sleeping so js left. tabao the delicious prata from the coffeeshop downstairs home! oiishiii as what that woman always says! hahas.

u better not eat 6 pratas! cuz u fat = me being fat which i dun wan!! come down acc me tml and i let u talk to ALL my friends online :D

something is still wrong with blogger! arghhhh! cant upload photos!!

2009-07-01T06:16:00.005+08:00

something's wrong with blogger! i cant seem to post the photos. argh. i shall do it tml den. went to school with cz to pay my super expensive school fees. damn the profit making company. thanks mum for being supportive. ya i know im putting u in a difficult position but i promise i'll get thru this diploma. back to the original topic. met benny in school for lunch. he's back from indo! hahas. and he shaved his hair. again. hahas. the HQ's cafe food is lovees compared to the MH. the only food i always have is chicken chop -.- aft lunch and abit of catching up. i went over to NP to meet up with marcus. been awhile since i saw him. hahas. wanted to wait for darling to end her stuffs but she's gg a different direction from us so we went off first. so off to jurong point! the place is so much bigger than the original mall but it was still boring. i mean. wad can u expect from a shopping centre. esp when u cant shop! lol. and there's saleeeees everywhere. must blindfold myself already when i go out! bought tickets for the taking of pelham 123. twin told us its really nice so i decided i should probably try my best to trust her by going to watch it. HAHAHA. had a hour to kill so we went to bakerzin for the cheesecake i've been craving for. it was deliciooooous! hahas. movie was pretty good! go and catch it. the sweet boy ordered mac for me when i was complaining, well.. as usual, im hungry. hahas. meant to be a surprise but that dumbo forgot he needed my address. hahas. thanks anyway! my food list is getting shorter thanks to him! hahahas.

photos here!

2009-06-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

i fell asleep for a few hours and went out to meet twin, cz, james and kangwei. went to dhoby ghaut to search for the location for the shuttle bus to flea market. saw lots of ppl esp girls climbing up the stairs leading to mount sofia. somewhere above the newly built condo. horribly packed and it was like a sauna when we stepped into the buliding. lots of people too lil space. anyway twin bought 2 tops and i got 4. hahas. no more shopping for the next few months! anyway we wanted to catch transfomers 2 but there's so lil seats available :( so ended up pool-ing at cineleisure. jason joined us awhile and we went off at 9.30 to meet yongwei to go down xbar. had bak kut teh for dinner at boat quay. quite nice! i love the soup. hahas. finished up the martell and they ordered chivas. twin and cz got high and so funny la! lol. luckily they didnt got to the extend that they're drunk. hahas. got to sing again but this time there's other tables too so we didnt get the mikes to ourselves. went off at close to 5 and i went down to st james. made a really paisay and funny mistake!! in short i didnt meet who i was expecting to meet. turns out to be someone else. i have no idea how his number ended up under someone else name. omfg! had a shock man. anyway things turn out quite okay. leroy wanted something challenging so i asked him to get a glass of pepsi for me in df. LOL. something simple but i know they dun serve it. HAHA. ended up not fulfilling it. hahas. went to mac aft df closed. his fren, frederick, went off first. chatted all the way till 9.30 and finally we went off. dead tired when i got home. concuss till 10pm and SUNDAY was abt to end. gotta go down to SIM tml to pay my sch fees. omfg! sch's starting soon. gotta start studying hard alrdy :( im gonna miss all the fun!

photos HERE!

2009-06-27T07:50:00.006+08:00

went to parkway for survey doing at some ulu bookstore bugis on WEDNESDAY with darling to walk ard the new mall. big and super spacious there! it actually spoiled my shopping mood. i prefer bugis street. anyway went up to level 7 to ask for the job. gotta send resume. walk ard street for awhile and we totally couldnt decide whether to go ahead with ph plan cuz a fren had h1n1 from butter! scary! soooo we decided to flip a coin. baby was in charge of that. hahas. that FP. wahaha! nvm u dunno what it means. LOL. had laksa as dinner. quite nice. hahas. located at the same place as the duck rice. bused home and i was bored once i reached home. chatted with cz and twin and i decided to go over her place. met up at semb mac and we went over cz's place to get sugar for cookie baking! but we slacked till we were damn lazy to bake. hahas. lazy to wash up to be precise. hahahas. i ate 2 bites of the cookie twin baked in the noon. hmmmm... lots of room for improvement! HAHA. i'll take 3 bites the next batch of cookies u bake okokok? lol. slept at 6.30am cuz we kept talking. it was me who kept talking la. hahas. woke up at 5 on THURSDAY and we went over james place. good news of th day. cz's and james result were positive!! thank God! cz bought donuts from donut factory. yummy! mjmjmj and i won! hehe. slept in the morn again. and it was FRIDAY le. we missed kite flying =( nvm. we shall go another day. was pulled out of bed by mr james for another round of mahjong. ended up im the biggest winner. hahahas! dinner at the coffeeshop downstairs and i went home! now its SATURDAY morning alrdy and im still not asleep. omg! and i gotta wake up at 11 later. feel like going for a haircut later and not sleep. should i or not?

photos will be up soon!! ^^

we made jessie's day! hahahs. miss u guys :(

2009-06-23T23:59:00.003+08:00

went back home at 10 from lil sis's place as she had to start work at 10.30. went home to sleep and phone kept ringing and ringing the whole time! argh! suppose to go out with darling today but i was just too tired. had dinner at home and i went to yishun to meet twin, james and cz for drag me to hell. overall the movie was not bad. but i was a lil irritated by the guy in front of me who's tall and blocking my view. worse. he kept moving. irritating!! felt sick just before i went in the theatre. almost black out and i went to toilet to puke. wth! the last time i went movie i choked on water till i almost couldn't breathe. and now this. i wonder what it would be next time.

parkway and bugis with darling tml. gotta wake up early!! so im going to sleep now! ciao! (:

amilia's messy room!!

till 30th june! good deal for those who loveee cheesecake (:

18 June - Cant get any better than this ! ♥

2009-06-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

thursday night at zirca with my 2 girlfriends! too many to upload! the rest can be found HERE.

koflooooow!

see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil

hearts♥

refer to the poster above

models of the day?!

K 歌之王 !

caught in the act!

peeping tomssss

2009-06-22T02:44:00.015+08:00

quoted from twin's blog: cz say, not put conditioner first then put shampoo one meh?LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL hello bfbf you go try then tell us how it feels k! LOLOLOLOLOL

steamboat on wednesday after work at amk. took over lil sis for the whole day!! tiring cuz im not used to wake up early. but happy thing is i hit over 400! went over james place for steamboat with czczcz! thanks for coming down to acc me. and the lunch u bought. if not i think i'll faint of hunger le. hahas. aft steamboat me and cz went over twin's place to stay over. watched the grudge 3 halfway and all of us zzz alrdy. hahas

very lazy to continue typing. here's a draft of this week:

THURSDAY - club at zirca with baby and darling. photos to be posted soon. alot alot alot of them! click HERE for the photos!

FRIDAY - night cycling with baby and darling and cz. east coast. pp. aljudnied. geylang. bugis. esplanade. one fullerton. marina barrage. back: esplanade,bugis, bendemeer. macpherson. paya lebar. geylang. pp. east coast.food: beef horfun. mee goreng. dimsum. rocher. tauhuey. grass jelly. youtiao. egg tart. butterfly.east coast! HERE to see the rest of the photos. no patience to upload 100 over photos! LOL

marine parade

geylang

esplanade

one fullerton

marina barrage

flyerrrr

czczcz with ding dongs!

shiok!!

new album cover

our butts hurt like crazy!!

marking 12 hours of cycling

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

tired tired and tired!

SATARDAY - home the whole day till night. went over semb and ended up staying over at twin's place. watched unborn and we were still awake so we decided to wactch another show. the love guru. kuku show!!

SUNDAY - charcoal with wei, eunice, gideon and danny. haven seen gideon and eunice for a looooong time. hope i'll see them at work again soon! aft work. went to 848 with wei, eelin and danny. watched some horror movie on channel 8 there bout a amusement park. wei reminded me that sweet family watched it at her place before. suddenly missed the good old times. oh well...

MONDAY (today) - bugis with czczcz! thank u for my belated gifts! retail therapy is the best therapy for everything. HAHA. dun all girls agree with me? acc him to town to ask abt his sch stuffs and we went bugis to shop. didnt manage to get to the new mall cuz there's too many stuffs at the street le. hahas. met up with yuwen at yishun for dinner and we went home!

2009-06-17T05:21:00.004+08:00

what we both wanted are different. memories i tried so hard to push back managed to slip out. how do u think things can work out before when u cant even accept me for who i am?

i made sure i dont feel anything anymore. i do not want to be sad anymore. i do not want to cry at all. feelings plays around with u and there is nothing u can do about it. i do not want to be soft hearted.

ended up. at 0524 wed 170609. i failed. i let emotions take over me again.

i swear i'll get rid of it again. i'd changed. and i hope this time it would not be a drastic change.

ppy rjok ng ndlessly. fill in the gaps.

2009-06-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

mahjong-ed at james place last night. hoho! im the big winner! hahas. yuwen made french toast for us and not bad for her standard le. HAHA. just kidding! but there's always room for improvement. hahahs!! went home at 6 plus and woke up at 3.30. wake up call from my darling for movie. met her at 5 at dhoby ghaut and that woman gotta go summit her bursary thingy at ngee ann teochew building. supposed to summit at 5.30 and it was 5.25 alrdy and we were lost!! it was like some amazing race la. hahas. found it finally and a really talkative security guard greeted us. i think he was too bored. kept repeating what he said. lol. had kfc for dinner and we went to cotton on again! this time i bought a top at 5 bucks. heh heh. cheap deal! next was this fashion. saw a dress and top i like but i didnt get them =(

watched the ghost of girlfriends past at the cathay. funny show! was cursing and swearing at the bastard in the show. and jennifer garner is pretty! HAHA.

we love sales!!

focus is on us! not her!! hahahas

till death do us part -.- wahaha! cliche line again!

here's a synopsis of the show:

Celebrity photographer Connor Mead loves freedom, fun and women... in that order. A committed bachelor who thinks nothing of breaking up with multiple women on a conference call, Connor's mockery of romance proves a real buzz-kill for his kid brother, Paul, and a houseful of well wishers on the eve of Paul's wedding. Just when it looks like Connor may single-handedly ruin the wedding, he is visited by the ghosts of his former jilted girlfriends, who take him on a revealing and hilarious odyssey through his failed relationships--past, present and future. Together they attempt to find out what turned Connor into such an insensitive jerk and whether there is still hope for him to find true love...or if he really is the lost cause everyone thinks he is.

finally! photos with my viewty. but seems like i gotta go down and change another batt again. argh! full shift at wallet linc tml. anyone nice enough to acc me for the day? :D

2009-06-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

we both are worried bout u. we are there for u whenever u need us.
i always feel useless whenever i cant do much. esp in this case. its gonna be so hard on her for now. i wish too that i can take the sorrows away but it just cant be done.

week updates!

2009-06-14T23:59:00.008+08:00

time to slow down the pace of all the activities and take a good break at home. but sorry friends. u guys will be hearing the words 'i'm bored!' very often if i stay home frequently. HAHA. long update guys.

lets start from thursday. supposed to zirca after my work at charcoal. busy busy night at charcoal. seems like i bring business everytime i work there. hahas. ended up staying over at darling's place. went to hub to check out the midnight movies but nth to our liking so we headed over her place. tv-ed and went to bed at 6. as usual our 'bedtime stories' kept us awake for hours before sleeping. missed our jurong trip =(

woke up at 8 plus and after dinner i head over to meet dumb twin and the friday clique for mahjong. didnt play for long and went down for food and slept after a movie. and friday ends!

so on the saturday noon. yuwen the alarm called at 2 plus and we gotta wake up to go home prepare for trip to IT fair. met up at 5 plus and off we went to suntec. the IT fair is horribly packed with people. got very irritated by all the loud hailers and whistles! argh!! my earpiece died on this very day. which means i gotta get new one. on a positive note. it must have struggled to survive till the day im going to the fair then it decided to pass away. LOL. so now cz twin and me have the same earpiece. had quite a good one after walking ard for sooo long.

went to the fountain of wealth. had a message and song dedicated but we missed the message but still we caught the song (: walked ard the fountain of wealth and stupid yw wished for her pocket money to increase -.- and walked 4 rounds instead of 3! rushed down to raffles to meet another of their friend kangwei and we went to boat quay to their friend's pub. and yes. twin and i hogged the mike for practically the WHOLE night. hahas. yay! free k session. heh heh. (:

had breakfast. prata!! and waited for the first train. tired to the max alrdy!

and just a moment later i realised its sunday alrdy. day to meet up with wei for IT fair again, popeye and movie. chatted with ting on the phone. wasnt planning on sleeping but after blasting wei's phone for 10 over times and yet she's still not awake. both of us went to sleep. bad news came.. wei gotta go back charcoal for work. so ended up it was me and darling meeting up for popeye and movie. took 857 to flyer. the bus was full of shit! argh. i know u guys know what i mean right. HAHA. finally after craving for popeye so long.. i got to eat! hahas. next i want crystal jade, astons, charcoal.... well. the list can go on and on. hahahas! too bad we didnt have a good camera with us =( would have taken photos.

next was the cathay. the nets discount is not available on weekends so ended up not watching movie. went to cotton on for the sales and after that we were out of plans.. text sweetheart and realised she's at the same place as me! mr colin was driving so we joined them and we went to geylang! HAHA. very interesting to see all the 'chicks' but there were very lil of them today cuz there was police. aww.. too bad! hahas. went to yishun dam next. nth interesting. stayed for awhile and we went home at 1 plus. chatted on phone with eelin and now im gonna watch a lil of my show and off to bed!

movie tml!! (:(:

2009-06-10T14:54:00.002+08:00

eyebags and dark circles are the first thing u'll notice on my face right now. i think with the number of times i woke up. i slept less than 3 hours. mosquito bites and the weather are irritating me! lets hope there'll be lots of customers later if not i think i would just fall asleep there.

would you dance, if i ask you to dance?
would you run, and never look back?
would you cry, if you see me crying?
and would you save my soul tonight?

2009-06-10T06:38:00.004+08:00

im hooked on knight rider now. uber cool show with a really cool car and hot actor and actress. what's not to keep me hooked? hahas

here's a youtube clip on it.

i so wan this jacket!! i will loooove anyone who gets me this :D

2009-06-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

oh man. i'm getting that feeling i had last holiday again. go away please.

2009-06-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

pigpigpigpigpigpigpigpigpig,

twin! :D

edited: then u're a pig too! cuz a duplicate of me. HAHAHA. have lunch with me tml!! i'm bored at home!

2009-06-09T17:26:00.004+08:00

Have you ever showered with someone?
when i was young?

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
yup

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
YESSS

Where is your mum right now?
at work

What are you doing tomorrow?
working in the evening

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
well.. my heart is in me. hahas

Who has the same phone as you?
quite a number of people i guess

Do you ever drink alcohol?
are u kidding

Do you have anything that belongs to an ex boyfriend/ girlfriend?
ya

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get punched?
hell yes

Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without?
maybe

Were you single on your last birthday?
nope

Who was the last person to cook for you?
mummy dearest!

Who was the last person to text you?
ting

Are you dating the very last person you kissed?
nope

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
most of the time

Are you anyone's first love?
maybe

Are you afraid of falling in love?
yeah

Made any new regrets this year?
kinda

Slept with someone you don't know in a bed?
define slept

You have to walk home from school, how long does it take?
no way!

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
yeahh

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
shorts and shirt

Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
yes

Who were you last in the car with?
yw, j, cz, kh, lt, hw, yw

Who was driving the car?
kok howe

Who do you sit next to in your English class?
avelyn, tiffany

Do you miss the way things used to?
ummm.. sometimes

If someone liked you would you want them to tell you?
yeah.

Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
laughing yes

What's the one thing that always gets you through the day?
having my friends with me

When was the last time you gave your number to someone?
outside ntuc i think. LOL

What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
money?!

Are you in a relationship?
nope

If so, does your boyfriend/girlfriend's parent like you?

What did you last cry over?
cant remember

What were you doing at 3am this morning?
watching he's just not into you with dumb twin and cz

Who was your last comment from?
i dunno

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
nahhhh
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The "If you HAD to" section:

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it?
lower left or right back

2. If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
light brown

3. if you HAD to get a pierecing that wasnt your ears where would it be?
navel

4. If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
phoebe

Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
one person

Would you move anywhere else if you could?
maybe

If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
yeah

If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
EVERYTHING!

Lets say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000...would you?
FFFFUUUUCCCCCKKKK NOOOOOO!

If you could star in one movie what would it be?
the female lead in transformer

shisha

2009-06-09T16:44:00.005+08:00

pondered over whether to go out for a loooong time ytd and end up i still decided to go along. went shishaaaa at haji lane if im not wrong with yuwen and her MI friends, bren, eke, kerrie and her gf alex, weiqi and her gf yong kit i think, the rest of the names im not sure. hahas. had chivas too. took lots of photos which i gotta wait till they send me to post it up. went off at 11.30 and went down to upp thomsom with yuwen, weiqi and her gf. cz came down to join us too. had prata and we went over to dumb twin's place. hahas. watched he's just not that into you and it was 4.30 when we finished the show. poor cz didnt get to sleep and he went off to camp at 5.30.
slept till 2 plus and went out as yuwen is meeting james to tampines. had lunch at sun plaza and went home. deciding if i should stay home or acc darling to study!

few photos for now. didnt post two unglam ones. HAHA

hoho! my fav. the photo looks cute! definitely not talking bout my dumb twin :D

random thoughts. being tgt for years, some couple tend to lose respect for each other. thinking the basic manners and respect do not matter anymore. thus end up quarrelling most of the time. is it so hard maintaining a relationship?

DOVE

2009-06-08T06:20:00.002+08:00

anyway. jessie told me about this interesting website DOVE where u can check yourself out with different hairstyles by posting one photo of yourself up. try it. its funny! or maybe u'll find some hairstyle that u'll love (:

2009-06-07T03:10:00.000+08:00

went out with jessie, siaowei and weiheng on fri. went tampines and had lunch first and we went to adidas warehouse which is quite chui. very limited stuffs and the place is ulu. jessie went for training and the three of us went for steamboat. it was freaking hot esp eating the mala one. omfg la! lol. after steamboat i went over james place for mahjong! whoo! im the biggest winner. wahaha. poor cz lost all his chips. lol. so unlucky man!
we all slept till 2 plus den we woke up. eh no. only me and dumb twin. cz woke up early in the morn. hahas. we went home to change and met in yishun with shuang. dinner at the jap foodcourt and we went pool. home at 10 and after washing up i went over to amk and met ting. chatted in the mac for 3 hours cuz there's this disgusting uncle at her place playing mahjong. it was damn funny when we were deciding what to eat and whether to eat. flip a 5 cent in front of the counter. HAHA! went to bed at 6 plus i think.
woke up at 4 plus and had dinner and watched tv till 8 and i went off to yishun to meet yuwen they all. bought 2 durian pancakes from hub. very nice!! to think i used to hate durian. tsk tsk. went to occ to play pool till 11 and we went to beancurd city to eat. i had an egg tart and currypuff. omg la. eat and eat and eat! lol.
suppose to go over amilia's place but that girl MIA. i cant contact her so im home on my comfortable bed which misses me alot. hahas.

no idea wad to do tml. if there's no work i'll be searching for plans!

2009-06-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

mahjong mahjong mahjong!! right now this moment! HAHA. more updates later!

siaowei

2009-06-04T12:53:00.001+08:00

i LOVE SIAOWEI! :D
although i'm her bad friend forever. but it's alright.. :D

2009-06-04T04:20:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAY IS HERE! last paper biz stats was disappointing but it didnt spoil my mood that much and the long awaited mahjong session arrived on tuesday! lucky me had lots of people with me at work. so i was occupied the whole time. thanks guys (:
was really tired the moment we started playing the second pot. i concuss the moment i hit the sofa. lol. chatted with yuwen and cai zhi till i fell asleep. and when i woke up it was time for lunch and then work.

went buttering ytd with darling, alvin and his sec sch fren, cai qi. almost similar name with mine. and both of us had the same surname too. hahas. butter is small and the music is kinda old. i guess i was with the right people so i didnt find it as bad as how darl and baby described. LOL. the queue was freaking long when we reached but due to networking. hahahs. we managed to be right in front. alvin came late and the queue for guys were horribly long too and we thought he had to wait a long time before getting in. just nice zi xian, nigel that bunch of guys were like beside us. HAHA. soooo... u know. hahas. walked to clarke quay at 3. wanted to go arena but alvin had to pay so we all went home. first time i got home so early as we usually wait for first bus. poor alvin was alrdy dozing off in cab. lol. and for me. i was resting on the sofa when i got back and i fell asleep with make up and earrings still on -.- woke up at 9 plus and got everything done and im back to sleep.

got up at 4 to prepare for work at charcoal. been so so so so long since i worked there. but today was fine and everything went well. served 2 ang mo who came 3 months ago and they still rmb it was me who served them before. so i sat there and grilled the food for them. chatted and realised they're NTU professors. funny people. hahas. ate and had sake with them. lol. that was my tips i suppose. LOL.
train-ed back with wei and a new guy call erik or eric im not sure. went to 925 to have supper. nice chat with wei cuz we haven met for a long time too. im gonna work more at charcoal! miss that place alot. hahas.
met up with eelin after supper. haven talk to her for 2 weeks plus and it felt like ages though it really haven been that long since we talk like everyday? lol. updated each other on everything and we had to leave as she had work tml.

advertising time. anyway charcoal is having buffet now. 36.90 on weekdays. sun to thurs. i forgot the price for weekends. shall edit when i find out. the food practically include everything thats on the alacarte menu. so its pretty worth it. arranged with wei to go eat one of these days alrdy (:

will be meeting up with my 2 bffs and weiheng tml to go tampines and walk ard and adidas warehouse. and steamboat! night will be with my friday clique!!

2009-06-02T01:25:00.002+08:00

like sw mentioned in her post. i wish i can take away the pain too. do more than what i can do now. mentioning it will just let her cry more. not talking about it i'm sure will hurt alot too. just hope that this trip will clear her head. enjoy a lil and forget bout some things for the time being.

2009-06-02T01:03:00.002+08:00

study study study! spent my mon in khatib mac with wh and stats and all the weird weird symbols which i just made friends with. hahas. wilson joined us and thanks to wh. think the both of us are gonna pass stats or maybe get an A like my maths. hahas.

im so looking forward to mahjong on tues night. yuwenyuwen also right? heh heh.

thank u ACB for all the morn calls! im gonna miss your voice! HAHA

darling dun break your promise!! butter!! =(

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back. Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff.

amilia amilia amilia agrees with this right? :D

overdue post: dempsey hill

2009-06-01T06:56:00.002+08:00

rewinding back to 070209. first trip to dempsey hill. i have no idea why its all coming back now. feels funny.

2009-06-01T04:33:00.000+08:00

please refer to YUWEN's blog for photos (:

2009-05-31T04:03:00.002+08:00

hello people! im officially gonna blog today. hahas. i get really lazy thinking bout having to type all the events i had and uploading all the photos. its a CHORE!

im just gonnna talk bout these few weeks. been studying everyday for two weeks. been seeing yuwen caizhi for two weeks too. till i kinda lost track of time cuz im meeting the same ppl for so many days. studied with yuwen james wilson and benny on thurs. weird combination right i know but they seem to be okay with each other. click well too. covered most of the stuff in biz comm and we decided to go for movie. crazy idea but we still went for it. watched the terminator. caizhi and yongwei came along too.

fri was biz comm paper. totally unsure on how well i did. lol. im just glad its over. and im happy that accounts is over too! stayed over at yuwen's place ytd cuz we studied till too late. poor cz gotta sleep on the floor. hahas. and he had a hard time waking me up today. from 9 the alarm rang. i told him 9.30. ended up i woke up at 10. HAHAHA! now he knows how i am like when he gives me morn calls everyday. LOL.
went over siaowei's place with weiheng after paper ended to study stats. only managed to learn a lil of the formulaes. thanks weiheng for forking out time again!! met up with yuwen and that bunch of brothers to eat at yishun after studying to eat. and a very nice kok howe sent everyone home (:

studying again tml!! good luck to me!

2009-05-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

exam is approaching. been studying everyday for these two weeks. feel so tired. plus there's nth much to keep me going. no motivation at all.

2009-05-24T02:13:00.001+08:00

currently at james place playing mahjong. those few are hurling vulgarities at each other like nobody's business. hahahas. tsk tsk! must be civilise like me! LOL

2009-05-13T03:01:00.004+08:00

some photos i've been looking through. kinda miss the good old times.

2009-05-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

busy busy week. filled with activities. have to keep myself distracted. this week is a bad transport week. u guys will find out why in just a second.

WEDNESDAY

fcuking hell! so damn pissed off with the 852 bus driver. reaching the stop im suppose to alight and i pressed the bell as usual. pressed soo many times and it didnt ring so i quickly pressed the further one. finally it rang and the bus overshot the bus stop a LITTLE and the fcuk up driver refused to stop. it was bloody hell raining!! and he didnt even think of his poor passenger who have to walk in the rain to get to school. the long road from the bus stop im suppose to alight alrdy bad enough. that bus stop i alighted got me walking even further! argh. cursed and sweared silently at the driver while i was walking to school. such a bad start of the day!
anyway staying back in school for more proj. i went to watch the x-men. not a bad show. if u watch action movies and been catching x-men all along. hahas. thanks cz for the free tix yo.

THURSDAY

after rushing part of the proj. i went down to wallet linc to look for amilia and receive the second round of 'lecture' from her. hahas. learned more stuffs that day. cz came down and we went to tabao food over james place. sorry baby for cancelling on u. had to finish up my proj that night. mahjong session after that! i won $2.50. heh heh! i've been seeing alot of yuwenyuwen. hahas. yuwen james and cz were frustrated at me for diao 'zen' so many many times. wahaha. its been so long since i kept winning. hahahas. that woman went back in her sch u in the middle of the night. lol. mahjong ended. slept after watching the mentalist and abit of the prince of tennis.

FRIDAY

today! horrible day. took one hour plus plus to travel from my place to tanah merah and kind benny turned down a lift to acc me cab over to east coast. in between the travelling. the damn train got stuck at dhoby ghaut and refused to move. opened and shut the doors for so many times and end up out of service. got delayed and waited for the next train. argh! public transport. and the very broke me cant afford cab right now so im stuck with public transport. irritating! this always happen when im having proj meeting. damn it! reached east coast at 12.35. stayed there for almost 1 hour and changed of plan. kallang mac. thanks to freddie who made the effort to come down and picked us up. after kallang mac. it was tiffany's dad office. cuz we needed to print the survey.

went back ard 6 plus and thanks to freddie again who dropped me at city hall so that im able to take train home. i have no idea how to get back from aljunied. lol. met up with eelin and she was riding her new bicycle. that girl is obssessed with cycling i swear! lol. ate dinner and i had 5 sushi and one rice roll. shiok!! hahahas. eelin then wanted me to be her first pillion on her bike. ended up being her ginea pig sia. we took damn long to just move from the place we parked to 200m away -.- normally someone ride pass u. u'll just glance and turn away. for us.. nooooo! others stared at us for so long cuz we practically took one min to pass by them. LOL! it was freaking funny cuz eelin couldnt balance and sorry to say. i dun trust her skills!! hahahas. we were both really tired. both from moving the bike with our legs and laughing! lol. i think walking from yishun to khatib would have been faster than us riding the bike. LOL!! seriously. then we were back at our usual spot chatting. chatted for a few hours and i went back to put my heavy bag and we realised it was my bag that caused us to lose our balance. hahas. ride to the 7-11 at the other side of the station and we had the XO favour cup noodles. its really quite nice. hahas. wanted to send yuwen the photo of it i took after i sent her a msg telling her im drinking XO. hahahs. my friday clique is at chalet again this weekend! so sad i couldnt join. cuz of school tml. damn sian.

2009-04-28T05:14:00.001+08:00

and i thought i can continue being strong

2009-04-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

went to look for amilia in the evening and got a round of 'lecture' on maintaining the shop. hahas. 3 1/2 hours of work every wed after school. short hours man. lol. yuwen and james were at amk having dinner too and wanted to catch the 7 plus movie but they missed it. so they asked caizhi to join them for the 9.40 show and miss ng treated me to a movie on her birthday. lol. thanks girl. and today is the 4th day in a row im seeing that woman. lol. caught the show 17 again. its a really funny show and main point... Zac Efron is like super hot?! hahahas. thats what i've been telling amilia and caizhi throughout the whole show. HAHA! amilia and colin came to watch the show with us too. hahas.

Mike O'Donnell was once the most popular guy in high school - handsome, charming, the star of the basketball team, with a college scholarship in his future and a lifetime of experience that baffles even his closest friends. That was then, this is now - or is it? A magical transformation finds Mike reliving his past in the present day as a 17-year-old in the same high school he attended 20 years ago. However, this time around, his own teenage kids are his peers and his wife is the unsuspecting object of his affection.

2009-04-27T13:41:00.003+08:00

back from yuwen's chalet! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY woman!! still waiting to receive the photos from bren. easier to let the photos do the talking. hahas. brief summary..

IST day
met yuwen james and caizhi on bus to go down the chalet tgt. shuang was at white sands alrdy. waited for 1 hr. lol. went NTUC to buy everything needed for the BBQ. checked in and kerrie xinya and one of their sch mate. first day practically had nth to do. mahjong at night when they managed to get the set from their friend and a table from nicki. hope i spelled it correctly.

2ND day
woke by all their noise. hahas. and went for brunch at the cafe there. the service and food both suck. argh. cup noodles seem like a better choice. went back and mahjong till almost BBQ time. rented the pit and started the fire. lots and lots of ppl reached. the birthday girl had a busy night. hahas. didnt sleep much that night. caizhi shared ghost stories and scared the hell out of me and shuang. chatted with jason till i fell asleep.

3RD day
time to check out! packed up and we left the chalet. bus-ed out and that crazy woman suggested mahjong. lol. i went for crystal tuition and met up with caizhi to go over james place. yong wei was there too. played till 10 plus and we went off.
came home and i had a good chat with eelin and baby and xiuhui. shall talk to siaowei tonight (:

2009-04-24T03:10:00.003+08:00

A true friend never walks away
A true friend will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift
A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down
These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there
I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last
I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're here
I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.

took this from my Sunday, March 20, 2005 post. lots of friends had come and go. lots of friendships changed. but some remained the same till now. cheers (:

yet some im still figuring them out. something i hate after i thought i knew the importance alrdy.

2009-04-24T00:55:00.001+08:00

damn it. i feel out again.

Aquarius: Daily Extended

2009-04-22T18:25:00.001+08:00

Be careful not to relax too much today -- if you let down your guard too much, you could start falling back into a bad pattern of behavior. You worked too hard to get to where you are now, so don't let yourself slide. Self discipline can be tough when you're on your own, so if you feel yourself succumbing to temptation, try the buddy system. Meet up with a friend and spend your day with them -- and away from whatever it is that you know isn't good for you!

<3

2009-04-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

as i said. i would post this up here in my blog. hahas. had a night of fun spent at 亲爱的 place. did what we LOVE to do in bed. hahahas. dead tired today but oh well. enjoyed myself last night. thanks darling. at least i weren't alone at that time.

2009-04-20T04:36:00.002+08:00

damn it. im still in my holiday mood. so dead.

4 plus in the morn and me and darling are playing with our phone's keypad to irritate each other. my goodness!

jessie cheer up! u know u have me to listen to u if u're feeling down k?

hope baby recovers by tml. dun stay sick for so long!! so weak. hahahas

2009-04-15T03:46:00.003+08:00

siaowei the meanie!

siaowei
chaichin is the meanest person on early
siaowei
and i really swear i'm speaking the truth here
siaowei
LOL
CHAICHIN
i treat u the best lor
CHAICHIN
lol
siaowei
FAKER
CHAICHIN
really !!
siaowei
CHEATER
CHAICHIN
how bout BFF? hehe
siaowei
BFF is sleeping i tink
siaowei
LOLS
CHAICHIN
bye
siaowei
walau
siaowei
:(
siaowei
like that den say bye
siaowei
so BADDDDD
siaowei
i havent say finish what
siaowei
i got 2 sec school BFF lehh
siaowei
hahas
CHAICHIN
hahahas
siaowei
how could you threaten me?!
siaowei
jessie is BFF
siaowei
that BFF means best friend forever
siaowei
you are also my BFF
siaowei
but your bff means.
siaowei
BAD FRIEND FOREVER
siaowei
lols.
CHAICHIN
LOL!
CHAICHIN
i didnt say that hor
siaowei
lalalalalalals

2009-04-15T03:22:00.002+08:00

siaowei said something real dumb.

siaowei
i went to sleep just now
siaowei
den wake up because i was perspiring like nuts
CHAICHIN
nuts perspire?
siaowei
I DUN!
siaowei
DUNNO*
CHAICHIN
hahahas
siaowei
i can only think of the word nuts
siaowei
LOL

2009-04-14T04:06:00.001+08:00

youre loved

you dont realize how much of an effect you have on people, you dont give yourself enough credit. people love you no matter what, and even though you may do the wrong thing from time to time, the people who love you will stick by you and wait for you.

maybe i should start believing. more confidence

i hate guys!

2009-04-13T04:07:00.002+08:00

this post is going to sound awful but im getting real irritated.

i cant fucking stand guys who go up to some random girl and ask for number. hellooo? what makes u guys think its so easy to get some girl's number? and they normally pick those with looks. that makes things worse. if that girl happen to be some ugly bitch, would u guys still wanna know her? may have the same personality, just with a different look. how realistic can u guys be? argghh!!

online.. seeing me and a guy in a picture make us a couple? whats with asking. thats your bf? are u attached? ohh means i no chance le. and this is usually by some guys who randomly add me. wtf?! no chance? in the very first place why is there even a chance between two strangers? come on man. think about what u're talking about.

please.. im getting more pissed by all these incidents. why do such people exist in this world!

random thoughts

2009-04-13T02:39:00.002+08:00

after watching the channel 8 9pm show about the three housewives. was wondering who'll be with me till old and still go out together and have coffee and gossip together.

2009-04-11T06:09:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY

went to the airport to fetch ting darling from her china trip (: finally she's back from her 10 days trip. told alex and baby not to let her know we're there. she called them when she landed in sg and baby did not ans the call while alex said he's at orchard for interview. big disappointment but a even bigger surprise waited for her when she came out. little crystal went to look for her first and finally she saw us. the expected reaction was shown. hahahas! that silly girl actually thought no one bothered to go fetch her.
went to eunos for dinner and uncle mike led us to the wrong place which he said he saw in the newspaper. ended up at the coffeeshop beside the station. had bak kut teh which is not very nice. after eating me and alex accompanied darling up to put her luggage and all. stayed till 8 plus and i went off to meet the usual friday clique, yuwen shuang caizhi and james (:
went to bishan for prawning. caught 22 prawns that day! getting better and better at it. hahas. though i felt bad for killing them but they're delicious. thanks cz for peeling for me =)

SATURDAY

supposed to meet yuwen and cz for movie at a earlier time but cz had last min call to go back camp. poor boy had to rush down in half hour time which is like impossible. ended up he was released in just awhile. he went like wtf wtf. hahahas. so we met up for the 7 plus show, knowing. but it was sold out when we reached there. saw yong and gordon they all at amk and they were there for movie too. so we ended up watching the jackie chan show. the movie is not as fantastic as what i heard. oh well..
enjoyed the day. esp with my 2 loves :)))

BRAND NEW SONY LAPTOP FOR SALE

2009-04-08T20:27:00.002+08:00

hey. i have a brand new silver sony vaio cs16 selling at $1500 to $1600. usual price is $2000. warranty included. anyone interested can contact this number, 92700494. thanks (:

henderson wave with baby and alex =)

2009-04-07T02:28:00.012+08:00

first bad experience to school today! pouring heavily when i was reaching the bus stop outside the school. stuck at the bus stop with my lower half of my body wet. ended up sharing cab with 4 ppl from my class. teach me a lesson to bring umbrella to school but what's the chance it'll rain again. been going for 4 months and its the first time i encounter this! ANYWAY.. today is like the 3rd or 4th time i tapped in at 2.26. lol. caizhi wanna go buy 4D le. hahahas

after school it was henderson wave with dearest baby and alex. looooong walk but the night was really beautiful. a pity we didnt have a camera with us so we had to take photos with our barely can make it phones. hahas. let the photos do some of the talking now!

tiffany's very cute phone